十年红妆皆为刀第一章

wozaishafuchourenxuqingyandexixiachenghuanlezhengzhengshinian,beidangzuoqizipeiyang。

zheige“cifu”qinshoutushalewoquanjiasanbaiyishisikouren,quejiazhuangconghuochangjiuwoshouweiyinv。

dangwoshiwusuineinianzhongyufaxianzhenxiang,nazhetatongdimaiguodezhengjuzhiwentashi,xuqingyansixialecifumianju。

tayijiaocaizaiwoxiongkou,lengxiaozheshuo:“nineigebushitaijudedie,faxianlebugaifaxiandemimi。”

“danglewodelu,huailewodeshi,suoyitahetaquanjiadoudesi,zheijiushijiuyouziqu!”

wofengleyiyangpushangquxiangyaosiyaota,quebeitahenhenshuaizaidishang。

1

dahundangri,woweishencededonggongtaizixiaochengjinzhenmanyibeihejinjiu。

tajieguojiuzhan,meiyanhanxiao,wenroudenengnisiren。

“qingcheng,congjinwanghou,niwofuqiyiti,zaiwujianxi。”

wohanxiaodiantou,yangtouyinjinbeizhongjiu。

xiaochengjinyijiangneihuposedejiuyeyiyinerjin。

xiayishun,taliansejubian。

yuanbenhongrundelianjiashunjianbiandecanbai,zuichunyekaishifanzi。

tamengdiwuzhuxiongkou,houlonglifachutongkudedihou。

yikouwuheidexue,mengdicongtakouzhongpenchu。

ranhonglewomenminghuangdexifu,yejianluozaipuzhelongfengchengxiangtuandehongtanshang。

tananyizhixindidengzhewo,gaodadeshenquyaoyaohuanghuang。

zuizhongwulidixianghoudaoqu,zhongzhongdizazaidibanshang。

“mengqingcheng……ni……”

tazhizhewo,shouzhizhandou,yanzhongmanshizhenjingyutongchu。

“jiuli……youdu……”

wohuanhuanfangxiajiubei,zoudaotamianqiandunxia。

wokanzhetatongkuzhengzhadeyangzi,fangfokandaoleshinianqiandaozaixuebozhongdedieniang。

woyongzhijianqingqingfuqutachunjiaodexueji,dongzuoqingrou,fangfozaihehuyijianzhenguideyisuipin。

“dianxia,zheibei‘qianjiyin’,woweiniwenlezhengzhengshinian。”

wodeshengyinhenqing,queyicuncundicirutadexinkou,jiangtazuihouyisixiwangchedifensui。

“keke……weishenme……”

tajiannandituchujigezi,sisizhuazhuwodeshouwan。

liqidadejihuyaoniesuiwodegutou,zhijieyinweiyonglierbiandecangbai。

“wodainiruzhurubao,bazheishishangzuihaodedoupengdaonimianqian,nixiangyaoshenmewodoujini。”

takechuyikouxue,xuemopenjianzaiwodelianshang。

“woshenzhiweileni,wunifuhuang,jujueleyubingmadayuanshuaijiadelianyin。”

“nizhidaozheihuiweiwodailaiduodademafanma?weileni,woshenmedoukeyibuyao!”

“mengqingcheng!nigaosuwo,zheidaodishiweishenme!niweishenmeyaozheimezuo!”

tashengsilijie,junlangdemianrongyintongkuhefennuerniuqu,bumanlezhengningdexuesi。

nalihaiyoubanfenwangridewenrunruyu?

wokanzheta,kanzhetatongkuzhengzha。

shia,tadaiwo,shizheishijianduyifendehao。

tajileworonghuafugui,jilewowujindechongai,shenzhiyuanyiweilewo,fangqituoshoukededequanshi。

wolenglengdigouqizuijiao,xiaoronglicuimanlehenyi,yejiazazheyisilianwozijidoujuedekebeidewunai。

“dianxia,nizhendebuxiangzhidao,zheijiujingshiweishenmema?”

wofushencoujintadeerbian,qingshengninan,jiuxiangyiduienaideqinglvzaiqieqiesiyu。

“nibuxiangzhidao,wozheishuangweinidiaoxiangpengchadeshou,weihehuiweiniaozhitianxiaqiduma?”

“nibuxiangzhidao,wozheishinianrulvbobing,yeyeemeng,jiujingshiweileshenmema?”

2

xiaochengjintongkongmengdishousuo,tasihuyishidaoleyixieshenme,danyoubuganxiangxin。

taxiangyaozhengzhazheqishen,quebeiduxingzhemodehunshenwuli。

“mengqingcheng……nidaodi……zaishuoshenme……”

tadengzhewo,yanshenfuza,chongmanlekunhuo、fennu、tongku,yijiyisibuyichajuedekongju。

jiuzaizheishi,jigeshenzhejinsekaijiadejinwuweichonglejinlai,kandaodaozaidishangdexiaochengjin,dunshijinghuangshicuo。

“殿下!殿下!”

tamenshoumangjiaoluandifuqixiaochengjin,tongshinushizhewo。

“dadanjianfu!jingganmouhaitaizidianxia!”

“naxia!likejiangtanaxia!”

xiaochengjintaiqishou,shiyitamenshaoanwuzao。

taqiangchengzheyikouqi,jiannandishuodao。

“doutuixia……zhen……yaotingta……shuo……”

jigejinwuweimianmianxiangqu,youyuzhekanxianglingtouderen。

binglengdedaojianshunjianjiangwobaowei,fenglidedaofengfanshezhehongzhudeguang。

binglengdedaorendizhuwodebojing,dailaiyizhencitong。

可我毫无惧色。

“都给我退下!”

xiaochengjinzaicinuhou,shengyinyinweizhongduerbiandesiya。

dantademingling,quedaizheburongzhiyideweiyan。

jinwuweimenbuganweikang,zhinengbuganxindituidaoyipang。

xiaochengjinbeiqizhongyigejinwuweichanfuzhe,mianqiangzhanqishen。

tayaoyaohuanghuangdizoudaowomianqian,sisididingzhewo,fangfoyaojiangwodelinghunkanchuan。

tadeyanshenfuzaertongku,chongmanlebujiehezhiwen。

“mengqingcheng……nijiujing……xiangyaozuoshenme……”

tajiannandishuodao,meiyigezidouxiangshiconghoulonglijichulai,daizhenongzhongdexuexingwei。

wokanzheta,lianshangluchuyisilianmindexiaorong。

xiaochengjinkezhexue,tahuituizhongren,xinghongdeyansisisuozhuwo。

“shuo!zhenjinijihui!”

wohuanhuanzhanqishen,lilelishenshangfanfudejiayi。

“dianxia,zheigegushi,yaocongshinianqianshuoqi。”

“shinianqian,wohaishitaiyiyuanyuanshimenghuaiandedunv。”

“wodieshixinglinshengshou,xuanhujishi,yishoujinzhenshuhuorenwushu。”

“woniangshijiangnancainv,wenwanxianshu,qinshouweiwoxiulediyijianjiayidechuxing。”

“wocengyiwei,wohuishizheishishangzuixingfudenvhaier。”

“zhidaowoqisuishengchenneiwan。”

wodeshengyinkaishizhandou,yanqianfuxianchuneipianxuese。

“neiwan,yiduiheiyirenchuangrutaiyiyuan。”

“tamenjianrenjiusha,wulunlaoyou。”

“woduozaiyaojuli,touguomenfeng,yanzhengzhengkanzhewodiebeiyidaozhanxiatoulu。”

“tadetoulugundaowodejiaobian,yanjinghaidazhengzhe,sibumingmu。”

“wokanzhewoniang,weilehuwo,beineixiechusheng……”

woshuobuxiaqule,leishuijuedierxia。

“wokanzhetamenfangqidahuo,jiangzhenggetaiyiyuan,sanbaiyishisikouren,shaochengyipianjiaotu。”

“huoguangzhong,wotingjiantamenshuo,taiyiyuangoujienidang,yitumoufan,siyouyugu。”

3

xiaochengjindeshentihuanglehuang,yanzhongshanguoyisidongyao。

“bukeneng……dangniandeanzongwochaguo,shizhengjuquezaodemounian。”

“erqie……shiyifu,dangchaoshoufuxuqingyan,conghuochanglijiuleni。”

“shitajiangnidaihuifuzhong,shouweiyinv,xixinjiaoyanglenishinian!”

“taruoshixiongshou,weiheyaojiuni!”

wotingdao“xuqingyan”sangezi,xiaochulesheng,xiaodeyanleidouliulechulai。

“hahahaha……jiuwo?”

“dianxia,nizhenshitaitianzhenle。”

“tabushilaijiuwode。”

“tashilaixinshangtadejiezuo,shilaiqueren,youmeiyoulouwangzhiyu!”

“tajiushineigexialingtuwomanmendeguizishou!”

“xiaochengjin,nidongma?woshizaishafuchourendexixia,chenghuanlezhengzhengshinian!”

zheifanhuarutongyidaojinglei,pizaixiaochengjindetouding。

talianseshabai,lianlianhoutui。

“bu……yifuta……tadainishirujichu,tazenmehui……”

tadexinyang,zaizheiyike,kaishibengta。

wokanzhetatongkudeyangzi,xinrudaoge。

可我必须残忍。

“视如己出?”

“dianxia,nikezhizheishinianwoshizenmeguolaide?”

“tajiaowoqinqishuhua,shiweilerangwochengweiyimeinengsongrugongweideqizi。”

“tajiaowoyiduzhishu,shiweilerangwochengweitachanchuyijidedao。”

“niyiweiwojiejinni,shiqingtouyihe?”

“bu,neiquanshitayishoucehuadejuben!”

“congwomendiyicizaixiangguosideouyu,daohoulainiduiwoqinggenshenzhong,meiyibu,douzaitadesuanjizhinei!”

wosikaiyixiu,luchushoubeishangyidaodaozhengningdejiushang。

“zheixie,jiushiwoouerbutinghuashi,taliuxiade‘enyang’henji。”

“dianxia,nixianzaihaijuede,tashinideneigecifuyifuma?”

xiaochengjinzhengzhengdikanzheneixieshangba,kanzhewoyanzhongbujiayanshidehenyi。

takaishijuliedikesou,qianjiyindeduxingzhengzaitatineifengkuangmanyan。

“jieyao……”tajiannandikaikou,“bajieyaojizhen。”

我凄然一笑。

“dianxia,qianjiyin,wuyaokejie。”

“woaoleshinian,jiushiweilejintian,yutatongguiyujin。”

“zhiyuni……buguoshigebeiwolianleidekelianrenbale。”

4

shuowan,wobishangyanjing,dengdaizhetazuihoudecaijue。

raner,wodenglaide,queshiyizhenjicudejiaobusheng。

shoufuxuqingyan,womingyishangdeyifu,daizhetaiyicongcongganlai。

takandaodianneideqingjing,likeguidaozaidi,shengleijuxia。

“dianxia!laochenjiujialaichi,zuigaiwansi!”

tayandezhenhao,neifuzhongxinhuzhudemoyang,jihunengpianguosuoyouren。

除了我。

wolenglengdikanzheta,kanzhezheizhangwohenleshiniandelian。

“xuqinghe,bieyanle。”

“nidezheifuzuilian,wokanleshinian,yijingkannile。”

xuqingyanmengditaitou,yanzhongshanguoyisishayi,danhenkuaiyoubeibeitongyangai。

“qingcheng!ni……nizenmenengzuochurucidanibudaozhishi!”

“dianxiadainiqingshenyizhong,nizennengxiacidushou!”

tazhuanxiangxiaochengjin,tongxinjishou。

“dianxia,doushilaochendecuo,shilaochenjiaonvwufang,cainiangchengjinridahuo!”

“laochenyuanyisixiezui!”

xiaochengjinkanzheta,youkankanwo,yanzhongchongmanlemimangyuzhengzha。

taiyiyijingkaishiweixiaochengjinshizhen,shituyazhiduxing。

“xuaiqing……tashuo……shinianqiantaiyiyuandeanzi……shini……”

xiaochengjindehuameiyoushuowan,danyisiyijinghenmingxian。

xuqingyanlianseyibai,likeketourudaosuan。

“dianxiamingjian!cinaizheininvdewumiezhici!”

“taiyiyuanmouni,tiezhengrushan,qirongtazaicihuyanluanyu,hunxiaoshiting!”

“tadingshibeijianrenguhuo,caihuizuochuzheidengqinzhetongchouzhekuaideshiqing!”

wokanzhetadiandaoheibai,xinzhonglengxiao。

“我胡言乱语?”

“xuqinghe,niganbugangaosuwo,libushangshuwangdaren,shizenmeside?”

许清言瞳孔一缩。

“wangdarenyoulaochengji,bingguyurenshang,manchaojiezhi。”

“meicuo,binggu。”woqingshengdao。

“tazhongdedu,jiao‘rimu’,wusewuwei。”

“nengrangrenzaibuzhibujuezhongshentishuaibai,zuihoukanqilaijiuxiangshibingsi。”

“neidu,shiwoqinshouxiade。”

“yinweiwodieshengqiancengshuo,wangboboshitazuihaodepengyou,weirenzuishigangzhengbua。”

“suoyi,nirongbuxiata。”

5

我又转向萧承瑾。

“dianxia,nihaijidesannianqian,weinidangxiacikeyijiandejinjuntonglinglijiangjunma?”

xiaochengjindiantou,neishitaxinzhongyongyuandetong。

“cike,yeshiwoanpaide。”

“yinweilijiangjun,yecengshiwodiedezhijiao。”

“xuqingyanyaowoshaderen,quandoushiwodieshengqiandehaoyou,quandoushizheidaxiachaodezhongchenliangjiang!”

“tajiushiyaowoqinshouzhanduanwodiesuoyouderenmai,rangwochengweiyigezhenzhengdegunv,zhinengyifuyuta!”

“tajiushiyaoyongzheizhongfangshi,riyezhemowo,jiwoxinao,rangwoxiangxinwoquanjiazuiyouyingde!”

wodeshengyinyuelaiyueda,ziziqixue。

chaotangzhishang,woshengleijuxiadikongsuzhexuqingyandezuixing。

wodiyicijuexingfankang,shizaiwoshiwusuineinian。

neiyinian,wowuyizhongzaixuqingyandeshufang,faxianleyibenyinzangjishendezhangce。

zhangcedezhizhangyijingfanhuang。

shangmianyongyingtouxiaokaimimimamadijiluzhetaruheyudiguowalaantongkuanqu。

ruhejiangdaxiadejunxieqingbaoyuanyuanbuduandishusongjitamen。

youruheyibubugouxianwodefuqin,rangtabeifumoxuyoudezuiming。

neiyike,wonaohaizhongyipiankongbai。

woqiangrenzhexinzhongdejutong,nazhezhangce,chongdaoxuqingyanmianqian,zhiwenta。

“zhei……zheishishenme!nishibushigaijiwoyigejieshi!”

xuqingyanqichuhaizhuangmozuoyang,baichuyifucifudemoyang,xiangyaomenghunguoguan。

dandangtakandaowoshouzhongdezhangceshi,lianseshunjianbianle,biandeyinchenerzhengning。

tabuzaiweizhuang,sixialeneizhangcixiangdemianju,luchuletaneichouloueredudezhenmianmu。

“meicuo,doushiwozuode。”

talengxiaozhe,yuqiqingmie,fangfozaishuoshenmeweibuzudaodeshiqing。

“nineigebushitaiju,mingwanbulingdedie,faxianlewobugaifaxiandemimi。”

“danglewodelu,huailewodeshi。”

tacoujinwodeerbian,dishengshuodao。

“wojiguotajihui,rangtaxiaozhongyuwo。”

“dantaquepianpianyaodangshenmezhongchen,wangxiangtangbeidangche,duikangwo。”

“suoyi,tahetaquanjia,doudesi,zheijiushitajiuyouziqu,zixunsilu!”

6

tingdaozheixiehua,wozaiyewufakongzhixinzhongdenuhuo,chedibaofale。

wofengleyiyangpushangqu,xiangyaohetatongguiyujin。

woyongwodeyachisiyaota,yongwodezhijiazhuanaota,xiangyaojiangtasuishiwanduan,weiwodieniangbaochouxuehen。

“woshaleni!woyaoshalenizheigechusheng!”

wosihouzhe,kuhanzhe,yongjinquanshenliqixiangyaozhengtuotadeshufu。

tayibazhuazhuwodetoufa,jiangwohenhendishuaizaidishang。

“**!haiganfankang!”

tayijiaocaizaiwodexiongkou,rangwodongdanbude,huxikunnan。

“xiaochusheng,chibangyingle,xiangfanletian?nixiangweinineigesiguilaodiebaochou?nizuomeng!”