第6章
yingzhesuiandequantou，wochixiao：“chaozheierda，zhenghaowoquzuojiancha，rangtazhidaowoshengbingdeshiqing。”
“niyiweiwanjiehaihuiguanxinnima？”suianzuishangburaoren，quehaishifangxiaquantou，chaofengyiju，zhuanshenlikai。
chenzhelinwanhuaiyundejihui，tadangranyaohaohaobiaoxian，zuihaonengzipingfugui，shunlidengshanglinwandehukouben。
**zaiqiangshang，bingliangdeqiangmianrangwoyoujifenzhenshigan，liangyishunzhelianbudejifuyidiandianshentoujinpifuli。
zhidaoshouji**zaicixiangqi，wocaihuishen，qujiedianhua。
“peixiansheng，guanyunidebingqinghuoxuhaiyouzhuanji，nifangbianguolaima？”
wolengzhu，wozheshoujideshouzhandou，gezhongqingxuyongshangxintou。
benyiweizijideshengmingyijingzoudaolejintou，wokaishichangshiqujieshousiwang，rujinquedezhibingqinghuoxuhaiyouzhuanji。
wo，hainenghuoxiaqu，keyizuoxuduoxiangzuodeshiqing。
“裴先生？”
zhuzhiyishengdehuahuanhuiwodeshensi。
wohuishen，mangbudiedao：“woxianzaijiuguoqu。”
xinzangtiaodongdifeikuai，taiyangxueyeyinyinfazhang，wojinliangkezhizheburangzijideqingxutaiguoyujidong。
qiaohedeshi，wozuojianchadeyiyuanjiushixianzaishenchudezheijiayiyuan，yeshengdelaihuipaodong，zhixuyaocongmenzhendaonaoke。
shifenzhonghou，wozuanzheyizhangmingpianchulai。
zhangxinneizhangbobodemingpianchengzaizheshengdexiwang。
woxiaoxinyiyidijiangmingpianshouqilai，yangtoukantian。
yinchenxujiudetianyegenzhefangqing，yixiaofangyangguangtouguoyuncengsaluoxialai。
koudailishouji**xiangqi。
是林婉。
wobudasuanjie，duifangqieerbushedidaguolai。
meibanfa，wozhihaojietong。
“peizhao，niqunale？weishenmezheimemancaijiedianhua？”linwanzhiwen。
wobumanyulinwandemanheng，yuanlaidehaoxinqingxiaosanxuduo，renbuzhuqiangsheng：“womenyijinglihun，xianzaiwomenlianggemeiyourenheguanxi，wokeyibujiedianhua，jiusuanjiedianhuayeshichuyulimao。”
linwanchixiao，yuqiaoran：“qianshulihunxieyibingbudaibiaolihun，womenhaimeiyouquminzhengjulinglihunzheng，suoyi，congfalvcengmianshanglaijiang，womenxianzaihaishifuqiguanxi，nirengranshiwodehefazhangfu，qizixunwenzhangfudequchu，youwentima？”
wowozheshoujideshoushoujin：“neiwomenganjinquminzhengjubanlilihun。”
“nixianguolai，kannibiaoxian。”
genbenbujiwojixuhetazhengbiandejihui，linwanzhijieguaduandianhua。
tazongshiruci，gaogaozaishang，bayiqiedoudangzuolisuodangran。
wozuizhonghaishiqulelinwandebingfang。
shangweizoujin，jiutingjianlimianchuanlaioutudeshengyin，yijisuianjiaozhuodewenhua：“wanjiezenmehaishiyizhitu？youmeiyouzhitudeyao？”
“yuntushihuaiyunshiqidezhengchangfanying，nibubitaijinzhang。”
wozhanzaibingfangmenkou，lengyankanzhebingfanglimian。
linwanpazaichuangbianganou，roushundeheisezhangfaqingxieerxia，zhezhubanzhangqingxiucangbaidelian。
suianbandunzheshenzi，shoupengzhetanyu，kongchuyizhishoujianglinwansanxialaidetoufabiedaoerhou，wenrouxizhi。
chuangbianweizheyiqunyiyuanfukezhuanjia，gegemianrongyansu。
wobuzijuegouchuchaofengdexiaoyi。
linwanhuainannandeshihou，yehenbushufu，qingkuangshenzhibixianzaihaiyanzhong，woduociyaodaizhetaqukanyisheng，doubeijujue，tabuguyaowuhuiduihaizibuhao，chiyaoyazhiyuntu，jishiyundaoyejianjuebuzhuyuan，zhengrigongzuo。
hexianzaijinzhangdeqingxing，wanquanbuyiyang。
aiyubuai，zaizheiyishunjianfenming。
linwanbuaiwo，shenzhitaoyanwo，suoyiliandaizhebuxihuanwodehaizi。
taduisuianbuyiyang，suoyiduitamendehaiziyewanfenkuanrongciai。
jinguanzaojiuyouleisiderenzhi，dandangwozhendeqinyankanjianqinshentihui，youshilingwaiyizhongganjue。
suansecongxinzangzuidicengyidiandianshentouchu，xiangshipangencuojiedeshugen，baoguozhuzhenggexinzang，manmanshoujin。
linwanxianfaxianlewodeshenying。
tayuntudefanyingyijinghuanhexuduo，kaozaichuangtoushangjiuzhesuiandeshouheshui，piaoliangdeyanweifanhong，qiaozherangrenxinshenglianxi。
duishangwodeshixian，neishuangshangfanzheshuiguangdeyanmouxunsuyunniangqifengbao，tuikaisuiandeshou，lenglengzhiwenwo：“gangcaiworangrenzhaoni，nibuzaibingfang，youluanpaoqunalile？”
“qukanyishengle。”wohuida。
“peizhao，nijianbujian，napawohuaizhebierendehaizi，nihaiyaoguanxinwo......”
“wokandebushifukeyisheng。”wodaduanlinwan，muguanghanzhechaofeng，lenglengkanzhelinwan，fangfozaikanmoshengren：“nideqingkuangruhe，wosihaobuguanxin。”
linwangengzhu，xingmouyuanzheng，congbiqiangfachuyishengshenxiao。
yishengmenhenyouyanlijian，chenzhepiankedeanjingzhudongyuanlixiuluochang，zuihouchuqudeyishenghaibuwangbamendaishang。
guanmenqiankanwodeyanshenchongmanlianminyutongqing。
laopohuaizhebierendehaizi，haisihaobubihuiwozheigehefazhangfu，rensheidouhuitongqingwo。
jianguotaiduoleisideyanshen，wobingmeiyoufangzaixinshang。
mashang，jiukeyibaituolinwanzhangfudemingtoule。
我在心里和自己说。
“peizhaoge，wanjiexianzaideqingkuangteshu，nibuyaozai**tale。”suianchushengweihu，“niruguoyinweiwanjiehuailewodehaizibukaixin，jinguanzhaowosaqi。”
womeilihuita，zhikanxianglinwan：“dengniqingkuanghaoyidian，womenquminzhengju。”
“yishengrangwowochuangxiuxi，zuijindoumeiyoushijian。”linwantiaoxindekanzhewo，neishenqingfangfozaishuo：wojiushibulihun，ninengneiwozenmeyang。
woyanqianyizhenzhenfahei，shenhuxiqiangyaxiaqingxu，beikaozhemenzhanzhu，rangzijikanqilaijinlianghepingchangwuyi，kaikoushicaifaxianshengyinzhandou：“zuikuaiyaoduojiu？”
“kanqingkuang。”linwanmozheshangqiepingtandexiaofu，taimoutiaoxindekanzhewo：“huoxushengchanzhiqian，yizhidouyaojingyang。”
taxiangyaoyizhituozhe，xishuawo，xianglaoshudoumao。
kewomeiyouneimeduodeshijianhetahaozhe。
wodeshoubushoukongzhidizhandou，naohailishiyishengdehua：“zheigezhuanjiacanjiaguoguowainaokedexiangguanshoushu，kenengduinidebingqingyoujingyan，danjushuozhuanjiahuiguobujieshourenhebingren，womenyiyuanzheibianyemeiyoubanfajiandaota，erqiejiusuannengyuedaozhuanjiazuoshoushu，chenggongdejilvyebushibaifenzhibai。”
我要死了。
wobuxiangzuihoudeshijianhaihelinwanjiuchanzaiyiqi，silezhihoubeibierentanlunqishirengchenghuwoweilinwanneigemeiyongdewonangzhangfu。