第4章
“是个什么？”
lixinyujinzhangdikanzhewo，sangyinlidaizhenongnongdekuqiang。
“shigeguiying。”worushishuodao。
yitingdaoguiyingliangzi，lixinyudelianse，youcanbailejifen。
banshang，caizhandouzhesangyinwenwodao：“guiying......shishenmedongxi？”
“guiyingshihaimeichushengjiutaisifuzhongdeyinger，youjiqiangdeyuannian，tongshiyeyongyouhenqiangdadeliliang。yibanlaishuo，guiyingdoushibeixinhuaibuguizhirenliyonglailianzhixiaogui，huoqugaoeliyi，huozhezengqiangzijideliliang。keniduzilizheige，haoxiangyouxiebuyiyang。”woduizhelixinyuchenshengshuodao。
lianzhixiaoguide，yibanshijiangtoushi。
jiangtoushihuiyongbutongdebanfalailianzhixiaogui，eryongnvrendeshentiyangchulaidexiaogui，yinweiyizhixishounvrentineideyinqi，suoyizhilianghuigenggao。
buguoyongnvrenshentilianzhixiaoguixuyaoshitianzuoyoudeshijian，zaizheiqijian，nvrendeshentichurenheyiwai，douhuidaozhilianzhixiaoguishibai。
suoyijiangtoushiyibanhuiyongfashubaohumuti，yifangtashoudaorenheshanghai。
kelixinyuduzilizheilidezheigeguiying，queshizaiyongyizhongjiduanerfengkuangdeshouduanjiqutatineideyingyang。
suiranxianzailixinyudeshentihaimeichuxianshenmeyichang，danwokeyikending，guiyingjixuzaitaduzilishengzhangdehua，tajueduihuobuguosantian！
“youshenmebuyiyangde？wobutaidong，ninengbunenggenwoshuomingbaiyixie。”lixinyuzhouzhemeitouwenwodao。
qishiyanxiadeqingkuangwoyemeitaigaomingbai，zhinengjixuwenlixinyudao：“nizheijitian，youmeiyoupengdaoguoshenmeqiguaiderenhuozheshi？bijingguiyingyaojindaonishentinei，bixuyaoheniyoumouzhongxingshidelianxicaixing。jiusuanshijiangtoushiyaoyongnideshentizuorongqiyangxiaogui，yexuyaozainishenshangxiaxueqi。”
“血契是什么？”
lixinyuyilianmangrandiwenwo。
“shuotaiduoniyeweibidong，nizhixuyaozhidaodeshi，xueqixuyaoyongdaonidexuejiuxingle，erqieshiyaozaisantianzhinei。suoyinizuijinyoumeiyoushouguoshang，huozheshuoyoumeiyourenjiechuguonidexue？”wowendao。
“meiyou。”lixinyuzhandingjietiedihuidadao。
mole，youweiweihongzhelianwenwodao：“bushi，neige......neijitiandexuesuanma？”
那几天？
什么那几天？
haoyihuier，wocaifanyingguolailixinyushuodeshishenme，gangadiqingleqingsangzidao：“neishipaichutineidewuzhuozhiwu，shizhanyouduqide，ziranshibunengyonglaixiaxueqi。”
“buguozheijianshihenzhongyao，nizaihaohaoxiangxiang，zhendemeiyourenjiechuguonidexue？”wobufangxin，youzaiwenleyibian。
“zhende。wobaozhengwoquanshendouwanhaowusun，lianzhenkongdadexiaoshangkoudoumeiyou。”lixinyuyouxiebunaifandishuodao。
xianzaiguiyinghelixinyudewuzangliufuxianglianzhe，zaigaoqingchuguiyingdelailizhiqian，wobukeneng，yemeiyoubanfajiangguiyingconglixinyutineiquchulai。
maoranchushou，gaobuhaohuizhijieyaolelixinyudeming！
jiranwenbuchuyouyongdexinxi，huoxu，keyichangshiyixiamogu。
buguomogujinjizhongshuole，yunfushibunengmode。
lixinyuzheigeqingkuang，woyebuzhidaosuanbusuanyunfu。
xiangqiyangyuanjiwoniangmogudailaidekepabaoying，woyouxiefachu。
youyuzhiji，lixinyuturanyilianfangbeidikanzhewodao：“zhoulang，niyizhiwenwoshenshangyoumeiyoushenmeshangkou，gaibuhuishixiangzhaogejiekoubaikanwodeshentiba！wozaojiukanchuniduiwoyouyisi，xianzaiyouzheimehaodejihui，nihuibuzhanwobianyi？！”
lixinyuzheihua，zhenshibawoqidegouqiang！
suiranwoshixihuanlixinyumeicuo，dantiandiliangxinwotemeyizhixiangdedoushizenmebangta，meixiangdaohaibeitadangchengledengtuzi。
zhiyumogu，wogengshitidoubuxiangtile，buranwozheixianzhushoudemaozi，jueduishibeikoudingle！
wolenghengyisheng，zhizhemenkouduizhelixinyudao：“niyaoshixinbuguowo，mashangjiukeyizou，wojueduibulanni。”
lixinyuzheicaiyishidaozijishuocuolehua，yigaigangcaigaoaodeshense，duizhewopeizhexiaoliandao：“aiyazhoulangwoganggangshigennikaiwanxiaode。nishidegaowangzhongdedashi，zenmekenengzuozheimewochuodeshiqingni？zhiyaoninengjiuwo，woshenmedoupeiheni。napanixiangyaowodeshen......”
woganjuelixinyuzaishuoxiaqu，wodouyaobachibuzhule，lianmangdaduantadao：“nijiranshangmenlejiushiwodekeren，woyouzhiyecaoshou，buhuiluanlaide。buguojiranshikeren，wokeyaoxiangennishuoqingchu，woshoufeibubianyide。”
“zhiyaoninengbangwo，duoshaoqiandoumeiwenti。”lixinyuwusuoweidibailebaishoudao。
kanlixinyupingshichuandaidoububianyi，kenengqianduitalaishuo，zhendesuanbushangshenmeshi。
“danshizheigeguiyingdaodiyaozenmejiejuea？tayizhidaizaiwoduzili，wozhendejuedehenhaipa。”
lixinyuditoukanlekanzijitoumingdeduzi，henshihuangkongdishuodao。
hude，tamengdidengdayanjingduiwoshuodao：“wotingshuonizuishanzhangdeshimogu，yaobunijiwomomogu，kankanzheiguiyingdaodizenmehuishi。”
lixinyushuowan，zhijiechaowoliangchuleshou。
我没伸手。
yilai，wobuquedingtasuanbusuanyunfu，yebuquedingzheiguiyingsuanbusuansiren。
erlai，jiusuanshiyaomogu，neiyaomode，yebushishouwan，ershixijianggu。suoweixijianggu，weiyuxiongguzhongjian。jiugangganglixinyubawodangselangyiyangdetaidu，woyebuganmotadexijianggua！
buzhigairuhejieshi，woduizhelixinyusuikoufuyandao：
“nizheigeqingkuang，zanshibushihemogu。”
haozailixinyuyemeiduowen，dianlediantoudao：“neiwomenxianzaigaizenmezuo？”
“wojidenishizhuzaixiaowaideba。jiranniquedingnimeishouguoshang，neiwozhinengqutangnijia，kannengbunengzhaodaoshenmexiansuo。duile，nijialihaiyoubierenma？”
xianzaideqingkuangwoyemeimoqingchu，renyueduowogujidejiuyueduo，gaobuhaohuishoumangjiaoluan。
“wohewomayiqizhu。”
”那还好。“
wobeishangbao，zhengzhunbeihelixinyuyiqiwangwaizou，taturanliansecanbaidijiangzaineili。
“nizenmele？”wozhoumeiwendao。
“tong。”lixinyuningzhemeitou，tongkuwanfendishuodao。
“哪里痛？”
“quanshendoutong......woyao......tongsile。”
lixinyudakoudakoudichuanzhecuqi，jiulianjingzhidewuguan，yebiandezhengningqilai。
wohenqingchutaxianzaideqingkuangheduzilideguiyingyouguan，lianmangxianqitadeyifuyikan！
cike，lianjiezailixinyuheguiyingzhijiandeheixianyidiandianshoujin，yonglilachezhelixinyudewuzangliufuhequanshenxuemai！
zheiguiyingzenmeturanfafeng！
kanlai，wobixuxiangbanfaxianyazhizhuguiyingdeliliangcaixing，fouze，lixinyuxianzaijiuhuibeitazhemosi！
zhengzhunbeichushou，guiyingdedongzuoturantinglexialai。
tamanmanzhuanxiangwo，luchuyigeguiyideweixiao。
jiezhe，shudizhengkaileyanjing！