yejiabeimanmenchaozhanneiwan，wojiuleyundaozaididaolideyemian。xinglaihoutawangjilesuoyouren，
zhijideshiwodeshicong。shinianxiangban，woduitaanshengqingsu。chengrenlineiwanbenyuduitabiaoshixinyi，
quetingdaofuqindetanhua:「yemianzhongjiushigehuohuan，buruxianjiyanwangdianxia。」
「wofenfurenzaiwanwanjitazuodetanglixialedu，hexiaqutajiufeile。」huangranchuxing，
wolianyenazhebaoguolijiachuzou，beiyemianxunhuiyijingshisannianhou。kexiyijingwulihuitian。takudexianggeleiren，
woquexiaole。1midaolidemeiweihunzhexuexingweizuanbiqiangshi，wozhijiandemayizhengshunzheshibanfengpadefeikuai。
ataodezhijiaqiajinwogebo，shengyindoudexiangqiufenglideluoye：“**！zaibuzoujiulaibujile！
yejiaderen……quanmeilea！”womeidong，erduotiezaibingliangdeshibanshang。
waimiandedongjingyuelaiyueyuan——xianshidaojianpikandecuixiang，zaishifurenbaozhehaizidekuhao，
zuihoushiyanwangqinweineisheng“yejiayunie，geshawulun”desihou，zhongguiyusiji。
“dong——”midaoshenchuturanchuanlaimenxiang，xiangyourenzhongwuluodi。wotuikaiataodeshou，
mochuxiudailidehuozhezi，“ci”dichuiliang。hunhuangdeguangtuanzaiheianlihuanglehuang，
zhongyuzhaojianquansuozaijiaoluodeshaonian。taejiaodexueshunzhexiahedizaiqingpaoshang，yinchudapiananhong。
neipaoziworende，shiqunianshangyuanjietatiwozhaidenglongshichuande，liaozishishudizuihaodeyunjin，
rujinquepolehaojigekouzi，zhanmanleniwuyuxuezi。shiyemian，yejiaergongzi。biwodaliangsui，
huibei《chuci》，huichuidi，haihuizaiwobeifengzhengxianchanzhutoufashi，wenshengshuo“biedong，wolaijie”。
“**！bunengpengta！”ataopuguolaizhuaiwo，“laoyejinzaohaishuo，yejiatongdipanguo，
shishengshangqindiandefanzei，zhanlejiuhuirehuoshangshen！”woyijingdunxiaqule。zhijiangangpengdaotashouwan，
taturanzhengkaiyan——neishuangyanyuanbenzongshihanzhexiao，cikequeshengmanlejinghuang，
xiangbeilierenzhuidezoutouwuludexiaoshou。kedangtademuguangluozaiwolianshangshi，neijinghuangjingyidiandiansanle，
zuihouzhishengyipiankongbai，xiangbeidaxuegaizhudehuangyuan。“nishishei？”tashengyinshayadexiangbeishazhimoguo。
huozhezidehuomiaotiandaozhijian，tengdewoyisuo。guishishenchadi，wozuanjinletabingliangdeshou，
yiziyijushuo：“woshisuwan，nidezhuzi。nishiyemian，wodeshicong。”tadingzhewokanlebanshang，
ganliedezuichundongledong，zuihouqingqing“ng”leyisheng，youhunleguoqu。
neiyewobayemianzangzailesufuzuipianpidechaifang。ataotitacashangkoushi，
faxiantahuailizangzhebankuaiyupei——yushinuanyu，kezhe“ye”zi，bianyuanhaizhanzheganhedexue。
wobayupeishoujinleshoushihezuidiceng，xiangzhedengtahaoqilai，zaihaijita。2keyemianzaiyemeiwenqiguoyupei，
yemeiwenqiguoyejia。tazhendexianggeshicongyiyang，meitiantianbuliangjiuqilaijiwoyanmo，tiwoqianma，
zaiwobeifengchuidedapentishi，diyishijianconghuailimochunuanlu。youciwoguyiwenta：“niyiqianshishenmeyangde？
”tazhengtiwozhenglishuanshangdexuanzhi，wenyandongzuodunledun，meitouweicu，xiangshizaixianghenyuandeshi。
zuihouqueyaoleyaotou：“jibuqingle。zhijideyaogenzhe**，bunengrang**shouweiqu。
”ataozongzaiwoerbiandigu：“**，takannideyanshenbudui。nayoushicongkanzhuzineiyangde？
xiangshi……xiangshibanidangchenglebaobei。”woneishizhengpazaichuangbian，kanyemianzaiyuanzililianjian。
tadejianshiwotoutoujitamaide，putongdetiejian，quebeitamodezengliang。yangguangluozaitashenshang，
batadeyingziladehenzhang，ganghaofuzaiwojiaobian。tadejianfahenguai，bushisufuhuyuanjiaodezhaoshi，
dongzuoyoukuaiyouhen，quezaishoujianshiteyifangmanlesudu，xiangshipajianqishangzhewo。“youshenmebudui？
”wozuiying，xinliquexiangchuailezhituzi，bengdelihai。yemianxiangshitingjianle，shoulejianchaowowangguolai。
fengxianqitadeyibai，tazuijiaowanlewan，neixiaoronghendan，quebiyuanlikaidezhengshengdehaitanghaiyaohaokan。zheiyikan，
jiushishinian。wocongchuitiaoshaonvzhangchenglejijideguniang，toufanengwanchenghaokandefaji，
yegantoutouzaizhangbenshanghuatalianjiandemoyang。yemianyezhangkaile，jianbeitingba，meiyanyingqi，meicipeiwochumen，
zonghuiyinlaibushaoguniangdemuguang。fuliderendoumorentashiwoderen，lianwoniangdousixialazhewodeshou，
qingshengwen：“wanwan，yaobuyaogennidieshuo，rangtajinimencihun？”wohongzhelianyaotou，
shouliquezuanzhegangxiuhaodehebao——sipashizuihaodehangchou，shangmianxiuzhege“mian”zi，
zhouweihairaozhechanzhilian，shiwoxiulesangeyuecaichengde。woxiangdengchengrenlineiwanjita，gentashuowoxihuanta，
congshinianqianmidaolikanjiantadediyiyan，jiuxihuanle。3chengrenlineiwan，sufuzhangdengjiecai，
lianmenkoudeshishizidouchanshanglehongchou。ataojiwoshuleshuanghuanji，chalezhichijinbuyao，
haizaiwoerchuishangmoleyanzhi：“**jintianzhenhaokan，yegongzijianlekendingyaodongxin。”wozuanzhehebao，
shouxinquanshihan。gangyaoqishen，jiutingjianwaijianchuanlaidieniangdeshengyin，yadehendi，quexiangbingzhuiyiyang，
zizizhajinwoerduoli。“yemianzhongjiushigehuohuan。”shiwodiedeshengyin，lengdemeiyouyisiwendu，
“yanwangdianxiajinzaopairenlaichuanhua，shuoyejiahaiyouyuniemeichuganjing，rangzanmenbayemianxianshangqu。zhiyaoxianleta，
yanwangjiuhuibaozanmensujiashengrenhubushangshu。”wohunshendexuedouliangle，zhijiandehebaochadiandiaozaidishang。
“ketawangleguoqu，duiwanwanyouhao……”woniangdeshengyindaizheyouyu，“wanwanzheihaizi，xinlishiyoutade。
yaoshirangtazhidaole……”“furenzhiren！”wodiedaduanta，yuqigengleng，
“woyijingrangchufangzaiwanwanjiyemianzuodelianzigenglixiale‘ruanjinsan’。neiyaobuzhiming，
quenengfeiletadewugong，duanletadegenji。zheiyangxianshangqu，yanwangcaifangxin，yebuhuihuaiyizanmen。”lianzigeng？
womengdixiangqi，bangwanshiwoqinshoudunlelianzigeng，teyijialetaxihuandebingtang，hairangtaxianhuifangdengzhe，
shuowandianqinzisongguoqu。neiwantanghaizaitafanglidezhuoshang，maozhereqi，xiangyizhangdengzheliewuluowangdewang。
xinkouxiangbeishenmedongxihenhenzuanzhu，tengdewochuanbuguoqi。ataojianwoliansefabai，huangdefuzhuwo：“**，
nizenmele？shibushibushufu？”womeiyingsheng，diediezhuangzhuangdiwangwaipao。gangchufangmen，
jiuzhuangjinyigewennuandehuaibaoli。shiyemian。tachuanzhexinzuodeqingshan，liaozishiwoshanggeyuejitaxuande，danqingse，
chendetafusegengbai。tashouliduanzhegebaiciwan，wanlizhengshiwodundelianzigeng，reqiyinyunzhetadelian，
tadeyanshenwenroudenengdichushuilai。“wanwan，zenmepaozheimeji？”tashenshoufuzhuwodejian，
zhijiandaizhenuanyi，xiangshinianqianzaimidaolineiyang，qingqingzuanzhewodegebo，“wodengbujinisong，
jiuzijilainale。gangzaichufangwenlewen，niyehedian？”tayaoleyishaotang，didaowozuibian。
baicishaolidelianzikekebaoman，tangzhiqingliang，kewoquejuedeneitanglizangzhedaozi，
yaobawohetazheishiniandeqingfendougesui。wokanzheneishaotang，kanzhetayandidewenrou，
turanxiangqishinianqianmidaolidehuozhezi，xiangqitatiwozhaidenglongshidianjiaodemoyang，
xiangqitalianjianshiluozaiwojiaobiandeyingzi，xiangqitameicijiwonuanlushi，zijideshouzongshibingliangde。
yuanlaizheishiniandexiangban，buguoshiwodiebuxiadeju。woyiweidezhenxin，buguoshiyangzheyitoudaizaidehu。
woyiweidexihuan，buguoshibatatuixiangshenyuandetuishou。“wanwan？zenmebuhe？”yemianyouwangqiandiledi，
yuqilidaizheyihuo，yanshenqueweiweichenlechen，xiangshichajuedaoleshenme。womengdipianguotou，tangshaopengzaiwochunbian，
jianchujidiguntangdetangzhi，luozaishoubeishang，quemeishenmeganjue。wozhijuedeleng，conggutoufengliwangwaileng。
“wo……woyoudianbushufu，xianhuifangle。”wotuikaitadeshou，zhuanshenjiupao，
yanleizhongyurenbuzhudiaolexialai，zazaiqingshibanshang，suichenglehaojiban。huidaofangli，
wobaneizhixiuzhe“mian”zidehebaosaijinzhenxia，
ranhoufanchuzaojiubeihaodebaoguo——neishiwoquniantoutouzhunbeide，limianyouwushiliangyinzi，
santaohuanxiyiwu，haiyouyizhangataotuorenbandechuchengluyin。woyuanbenshipayouyitianyejiadeshiqianliandaota，
xiangdaizhetataochuqu，kexianzaikanlai，wolianjitadiyiwananquandetangdouzuobudao。woyaodaitazou。
kewogangmodaofangmen，jiutingjianwaimianchuanlaiyemiandeshengyin，tazaigenguanjiashuohua，yuqihenqing，
quedaizheburongzhiyidejianding：“**bushufu，nimenbiequdaraota。tangwofangzaitamenkoudeshijieshang，
dengtaxinglehe。haiyou，jinwanbuguansheilaizhaowo，dougenwoshuowoshuile。”wozuanzhebaoguodeshoujinlejin，
zhijiefanbai。bunengdaitazou。wodiejirannengxiadu，jiukendingzaifulibulerenshou。wodaitazou，
zhihuirangtadangchangbeizhua，sidegengkuai。buruwozou。wozoule，wodiemeileyaoxietadechouma，huoxuhuifangguota。
dengguoxierizi，tawanglewo，jiunenghaohaohuoxiaqu。yeshenle，sufudedenglonghailiangzhe，hongsedeguangyingzaidishang，
xiangyipianhuabukaidexue。woconghouqiangfanchuqushi，huitouwangleyiyan。yemiandefangjianhailiangzhedeng，
chuanghushangyingzhetadeyingzi，tahaoxianghaizaikanzhemenkoudeneiwantang，yidongbudong。woyaozheya，
zhuanshenpaojinleyeseli。fengguazailianshang，xiangdaoziyiyangteng，kewobuganhuitou，payihuitou，
jiuzaiyezoubulele。4zheiyipao，jiushisannian。diyinian，woduozaijingchengwaidexiaozhenshang，
kaojirenxiupaziweisheng。baitianxiupazi，wanshangjiuzuozaichuangbian，kanzhejingchengdefangxiang，
xiangzheyemianshibushihaihuozhe，wugongyoumeiyoubeifei，youmeiyoubeiwodiexianjiyanwang。
youciwozaizhenshangdechaguantingjianyourenshuo，yanwangshaleyejiayunie，haibarentouguazaichengloushangshizhong。