第二章
2000ccdexue……
补偿？
suruoyinjingkongdidengdaleyanjing，kanzheyanqianzheigetaaileneimeduoniandenanren，zhijuedemoshengyoukepa。
“bu……shenyanyunibunengzheiyang！fangkaiwo！womeiyoutuita！womeiyou！”tapinmingzhengzha，kuhanzhe，quebeibaobiaohaobuliuqingdituochulegongyu，saijinlecheli。
chengjiaomachang，yesenongzhong，lengfengrudao。
suruoyinbeicubaodirengjinlekuankuodepaomachangzhongyang。
jinjiezhe，majiudemenbeidakai，shoujingdemapisimingzhe，rutongchaoshuibanyonglechulai！
matishengrutongmijidegudian，qiaojizaibinglengdedimianshang，yeqiaojizaisuruoyinbinlinbengkuideshenjingshang。
“buyao！jiuming！fangwochuqu！”tahedehunfeiposan，zaiyangqidechentuheshoujingdemaqunzhonglangbeididuoshan、benpao。
yizhimatihenhentazaitadebeishang，tacanjiaoyishengpudaozaidi。
jinjiezhe，gengduodematicongtashenshangcaitaerguo！leiguduanliedejutong，pikairouzhandezhuoshaogan，shunjianxijuanleta！
wenredexueyecongtadekoubi、congtashenshangdeshangkoubuduanyongchu，ranhongleshenxiadenitu。
taxiangyizhipobaidewawa，zaibinglengdetudishangjiannandipaxing，chaozhemachangbianyuanneigemohuquetingbadeshenyingshenchushou，yongjinzuihouyisiliqikuhan：
“shenyanyu……jiuwo……fangwochuqu……wozhende……meiyoutuita……”
machangwaiwei，shenyanyujingjingdizhanzaineili，yueguanggoulechutalengyingdecelianlunkuo。
takanzhetazaidishangtongkudifangun、aihao，kanzhetahunshenshixue、yanyanyixidecanzhuang，yanshenliquemeiyousihaodongrong，zhiyouyipianbinglengdemoran。
“zheishiniyingdedejiaoxun。”taqinglengdeshengyinchuanguomapidesiminghetadekuhan，qingxidichuanrutaerzhong，daizhezuihoudejinggao，“jizhu，yihou，buyaozaishitushanghaiyihan。”
不要再伤害以晗……
yuanlaizaitaxinli，tazaoyichengleyigeshandu、edu、huishanghaizijiqinjiejiedenvren。
judadejuewanghexinsuirutongheidongbantunshileta，suruoyinzaiyezhichengbuzhu，yanqianyihei，chediyunsiguoqu。
……
zaicixinglai，shizaiyiyuan。
tajiannandizhuandongyanqiu，kandaozijishenshangchanmanlehouhoudeshabu。
shoujipingmuliangzhe，shiyitiaolaizisuyihandeduanxin：
「ruoyin，duibuqi。wozhidaonibuhuiqingyifangqiyanyu，suoyiwozhinengxishengdiaozheigehaizi，rangyanyulaichengfani，yerangnichediduitasixin。ruguoniheyanyuzhijianzhinengxuanzeyigedehua，wo……xuanzeyanyu。」
kanzhepingmushangneibinglengdewenzi，suruoyindexinzangxiangshibeiyizhiwuxingdeshouhenhenzuanzhu，ranhoucanrendisichekailai！
痛……
bujinjinshishentishangbeimatijiantadetong，gengshizheizhongbeizhiqinzhiaishuangshuangbeipan、lianshoutuixiangshenyuandezhuxinzhitong！
leishuirutongjuedidehongshui，xiongyongerchu，jinshilezhentou。
zheishitadeqinjiejie，xiaoshihouqianzhetadeshouzhangdadeqinjiejiea！
takudehunshenzhandou，qianchedaoshenshangdeshangkou，jutongrangtajihuzhixi。
tazhandouzheshouanxianglechuangtoudehujiaoling。
yibian，liangbian，sanbian……shizhongmeiyouyishenghuozhehushiguolai。
shangkoutengdelihai，xiangshiyoushenmezailimianzhuoshao，taqiangchengzhejutongwubideshenti，jiannandinuoxiachuang，fuzheqiangbi，yibuyibudinuochubingfang，xiangquxunzhaoyisheng。
jingguoloutikoushi，tatingdaolelianggeshuxidenansheng，shishenyanyuhetazuihaodexiongdiluchen。
“yanyu，nizhiqianbushixinshidandandishuo，dengwunianhouzhangquan，jiuhesuyihanlihun，ranhouqusuruoyinma？zheizenme……bujinmeili，haigentayoulehaizi？”
duanzandechenmohou，shishenyanyuneishuxiyoumoshengdedichensangyin，daizheyisitazijidouweicengchajuedeqianquan。
“renshihuibiande，luchen。”tadunledun，sihushizaizhenzhuociyu，“zheixienian，heyihanchaoxixiangchu，ta……henbuyiyang。wenrou，dongshi，shidati，chuchuweiwozhexiang。buzhibujue，wobianduitadonglexin，suoyilihun，zishishebudede。”
“donglexin？”luchendeshengyinbagao，“neisuruoyinzenmeban？nibiewangle，niyiqianyouduoxihuanta，henbudebaquanshijiepengdaotamianqian。nandaoxianzaishuobuxihuanjiubuxihuanle？”
shenyanyuchenmolepianke，xujiuhoucaidandankaikou。
“yihanwodonglexin，danruoyin……yebunengfangqi。tagenlewozheimeduonian，xiguanle。yihou，jiuyangzaishenbianzuogejinsiquehaole。”
金丝雀……
suruoyinkaozaibinglengdeqiangbishang，hunshendexueyefangfodouzaizheiyikedaoliu，dongjie！
yuanlai……yuanlaitabujinaishanglesuyihan，haidasuanjiangtazheigejiuai，xianggejianbudeguangdechongwuyiyangquanyangqilai？
wuniandedengdai，huanlaidebushichengnuozhongdehunyin，ershiruciqingjiandeanzhi？
judadexiuruhejuewangrutonghaixiao，shunjianjiangtayanmei，tasisiyaozhuzijideshouwan，caimeiyourangneibengkuidewuyanchongchuhoulong。
taliangliangqiangqiangdihuidaobingfang，keganglaidejiduzixiaohuazheitaotianqingxu，tadefumujiulaile。
meiyouguanxin，meiyouwenhou，zhiyoupitougailiandezhize。
“suruoyin！nizheicishizaishitaiguofenle！”muqinzhizhetadebizi，yuqijianli，“yihanxindishanliang，congxiaodaodaduiniduohao！jieguonini？jiuzheimeedudibatatuixialouti，haidetaliuchan！nideliangxinbeigouchilema？”
fuqinzaiyipangchenzhelian，yuqiburongzhiyi：“shenyanyuxianzaishinijiefu！nijiubuyaozaichixinwangxiangle！jirannizheimebusixin，womenjinizhaolegehaoquchu。gebishizhoujiadejichengrenqianduanshijianchehuochenglezhiwuren，zhoujiaxiangzhaogerenchongxi。womenyijingdayingle，nijiaguoqu。zheiyangbujinnengweiwomensujiatianyifenzhuli，yezhenghaonengduanleniduiyanyuneixiebugaiyoudexinsi！”