第四章 疑惑

wojiaoyiruan,zhijiediezuozaidi。

“nimenzenmenengzheiyang?dangshiwojinimenqianlea!jinimenqianlea……”

woyoukuyouma,queyushiwubu。

mozheyanleichumen,wohuazuozaiyuanmenkoushoujiaowuli,yinyuetingdaomenlibiaosaodachuqi:“kesuanzoule!wozhenpatazhidaole……”

“xu……”biaogehechilesheng。

paqishen,wogangxianghuiquwenwentamenpawozhidaoshenme,jiupiejianyidaoshenying。

xiaoxiaoshenying,mingmingbugaishuxi,kemomingdeyichuxianjiuxiyinlewoquanbuzhuyili。

woshihunluopodigenshang,buyuanbujindizhuizaitashenhou。

zheiyipianshilaopingfangqu,liwoniangjiabutaiyuan,qiguaibawandehutong,womengyousidigenzhehaizizouleliangsantiaohutong。

buzhishibushihedaohaizile,tabajiaojiupao,dashenghan:“ma,youpaihuazizhuawo……”

“xiahansha?nagepaihuazizhuanizheiyangdea!”yourenzaimenlihan。

yigesansisuidenanhaicongmenlitiaochulai,yibakaixinguoqiaozhijiezadaonanhailianshang:“shuohuangjing!youshuohuang!choudegoudoubuyao,paihuaziyebuyaonia!”

xingyannanhaiyaozhechunditou,shoujiuzheyijiaomenshengbuyu。

wokanbuguoyan:“xiaopengyou,nizenmekeyizheiyangduidagegeni?nizheiyangbuguaie,nizaizheiyang,woyaozhaonijiazhangle……”

yinweiwobangtachutou,xingyannanhaimeineimehuangle,taitoukanwoyiyan,xiaoshengdao:“zheishiwodidi。”

是一家人吗?

wokankannanhaijiaoxiazhanxindeadidasi,zaikankanxingyannanhaipolegedongdeqiuxie。

居然是一家人吗?

wodeshouanfudimoshangxingyannanhaidetou。

“yijiarendidigenggaizunzhonggegea!nibuguainimamayaoda……”

haimeihehuwan,xiaonanhainiutoujiupao:“ma、ma,yourenyaodawo……”

yuanlilikechongchuyigenvren,zhangzuijiuma:“nagewangbadanqifuwoerzi?ni……”

hewomuguangxiangdui,talianseyibian,likeyibacheguoxingyannanhai,liantuidairangdisaijinmenli。

“dourangnibiefengpaole!kanninatianrangpaihuazipaiqu……”

menzhongzhongshuaishang,chadianjiuzhuangshangwodebizi。

这——

wodeshoujiangzaibankong,haoyihuicaisuohui。

yeshi,woshihaoyi,kerenjiabuxuyao。

kanzheshouzhishangzhandaodetoufa,wozhaixiaxiangdiu,kebuzhizenmede,youbaneilianggenxiruandetoufayongzhibaoleqilaifangqibaoli。

zouchujibu,worenbuzhuyouhuitou。

neigehaizizhenderangwojuedetaixintengle,jiuhaoxiang——tashiwodeerzi!

zheigeniantouyitiaochulai,wojiurenbuzhuxintoujuzhen。

weishenmehuizheimexiang?wo、womingmingmeiyouerzi,jiuliannverdouyichushengjiuyaozhe……

jiaobuyidun,woturanxiangqixingyannanhaidemamaweishenmerangwojuedemianshanle。

wocengzaibiaogejiajianguota,neishiwoyunwanqi,nvrentoutoumomodizaiwaikanwo,zaiwochajuehoulikepaokai,yebuzhihebiaosaodidigugudishuoshenme。

neishihoubujuedeqiguai,zhupingfangjiefanglinjuqinjinxiegenghao。

kexianzaituranxiangqichennianwangshi,woxinliguaiguaide。

huidaoshengcheng,woshibushixiangqixingyannanhai,xiangqitamamajianguisidebiaoqing,xiangqineishanzhongzhongshuaishangdemen……

banyewojingxing,fangfoyoutingdaobiaosaoshuo:“zhenpatazhidao……”

neigeguguaideniantouyoufushangxintou。

guishishenchaban,woyounachujuranmeiyoudiudiaodenanhaitoufa。