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woshimuqinpeiyangdeshengjienv，congxiaodaodadunvxiao，renheyixingbunengkaojinwo3mifanwei。
pingjiebingqingyujiedemingsheng，worutasuoyuanjiaruhaomen。
zaihefangyaoshandeshijihunlishang，zhibodapingqueturankaishilunbowohe999genanrendebukansizhao。
母亲被气死。
popogengshidangchangxuanbu，yaoyongyigeyixunzhaozuichunjienvhaidanxiazhangsun。
wobeiwangbaosangeyue，fangyaoshanjiuhepoposonglaidenvhainulizaorensangeyue。
dengnvhaizhongyuhuaiyun，fangyaoshancaizouchufangmen。
woqiutadiaochashiqingzhenxiang，shenzhiguixialaiaiqiutayaolewo，yizhengqingbai，taqueyilianxianqi：
“jiehunqianzhuangdeneimechunqing，layixiashoudouyaolianhong。yuanlaizaojiubeirenshuilanle，woxianzaikanjiannijiuexin。”
jiruci，wodequemeiyouliuxiadebiyao。
wonachushouji，zhunbeibenfuneigejiuyuandeyaoqing：
“wohaishiniweiyidedadangma？”
“是。”
......
wolikehuibieshushoushixingli。
jingguoshufang，nanrenjicudechuanxishengcongbankaidemenfengchuanlai。
tashoubeiweidong，yanshenzhuanzhudizhushizhezhuoshangdezhaopian。zhaopianshangdenvhaizichuanzhebaiqun，yuwoyoujifenxiangsi，tebieshiyanjiaodeyikeleizhi，gengshihewozhangzaixiangtongdedifang。
danwozhidao，neibushiwo。
fangyaoshantouguomenfengkanjianwo，taxianshiyileng，suihouqingmieyixiao，gengjiachimididingzheneizhangzhaopianshouxiadongzuogengji。
很快释放了出来。
mingmingzhidaowojiuzhanzaineili，nanrenquemeiyoubanfenganga。
tamantiaosilidizhenglihaoyifu，kaikoufenfuwo：
“bazheiliqingliganjing，wodayingchunyadouyaoliujitade，yaoshibeitakandao，youyaoshixiaoxingzi。”
yanshencongwoqidefahongdelianshangpiaoguo，tayuqichaofeng：
“xuexiaogunianglianhong？nizhuangqingchundeyangzizhenrangrenfanwei！daojintianhaixiangpianwo？”
woqiangrenzheyanzhongdeleishui，zuihouyiciqiutaxiangxinwo：
“womeiyoupianni！zhiyaoniyaolewo，jiuzhidaowomeiyouguoqitananren！”
“shengyi，nixiangnanrenxiangfengleba？ninashenmegentabi，takeshiworenzhengguodeyuanzhuanghuo。yiqiannizhuangdeyouduoqingchun，xianzaijiurangwoduoexin！”
“xiangpianwoshuini？zezeze，buzhidaoyoumeiyouranshangzangbingdenvren，wokebuganpeng。”
我绝望地闭上眼，
我到底在期待什么？
zhuanshenxiangzou，nanrenqueshangqiankouzhuwodeshouwan，bawotuodaofangnei，
woyigeliangqiangshuaizaimanshizhijindedibanshang，
shuangshoumodaozhijinshangdezhanni，wodeweimashangfanjiangdaohai，exindizhidaganou。
fangyaoshanjiandaowozheifumoyang，nubukeshu，etouqingjinbaoqi：
“nihaiganxianwoexin？jiaonibangwosaolajiwodouxiannizang，nihaiganxianwoexin？！”
“bubazheiliqingliganjing，biexiangchuzheigefangmen！”
worenzheweilidefanteng，bayituantuanzhijinrengjinlajitong。
haiweiqingliwan，guanjiazhejidepaolaibinggao：“an**shoudaolejinghe，yizhijiaoxianshengdemingzi。”
meidengtashuowan，fangyaoshanbianlakaifangmenkuaibupaolechuqu，dashengfenfudao：
“gankuaibajiatingyishengjieguolai，suoyourendaozhuwodaiming。”
woqinglihaoshufang，zhanqishenxianghuifangshoushixingli，guanjiaquezaimenwaidengzhewo，tayilianweinan：
“xianshengshuoquanburenyaodaozhuwodaiming，nikanzhei......”
我自嘲一笑，
是了，
woxinhunyejiubeiganquleyongrenfang，xianzaizaizheigejiali，wobushizhuren，shiyaozaianchunyabanyeeleshizuoyingyangcan，zaitamenshihoushouxichuangdan，zaizhurenshifanghouqinglizhijindexiaren。