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gangyaoxiayikouresubing,qiantingjiuchuanlaiwangshidejianjiao。

“suqingqing!nijiwogunchulaishousi!”

wobayaoshengdebankuaisubingsaijinlveshouli,tapengzheneitangrendedianxin,zhijiefanbai。

“kanhaozaofang,bierangmaojinlaitoushi。”

kuajinyueliangmenshi,zhengzhuangjianwangshijuzhexiangluzaxiangzuzongpaiwei。tanxianghuisaletamanlian,daoxiangjineizhangniuqudelianfulecengzhiqianhui。

“muqinzheishizuoshenme?”wojianqibeizawaidesumingzhupaiwei,zitanmubianjiaokechugehuokou,“jiejiezaitianzhiling,kanjianninhuitapaiwei,pashiyaokude。”

taxiangbeicaizhongweibadefenggou,puguolaisichewodeyiling:“doushini!shinihaisiwonver!haixianghaiwoquanjia!”

zhengzhajian,woguyizhuangzaigongzhuojiao。qingcijiuhuzhuidi,huposedejiuyepolemandi,jianqidejiuzhuzhanzaiwangshixiukou——neishitagangcongkufangfanchulaidedujiu,yuanxiangzaijizushijiwoge“timian”。

“muqin**jiu,shixiangjiliezuliezongtiandaoxiajiucaima?”womolebachunjiaodejiuzi,xiaodebipaiweishangdehuaxianghaileng,“haishishuo,ninxiangsuijiejiequle?”

wangshidezhijiaqiajinwogebo,lidaodadexiangyaowankuairouxialai:“nizenmezhidaozheishidujiu?!”

wofanshouniezhutadewanzi,jiangrenwanggongzhuoqiantui。tahouyaozhuangzaixianglushang,tengdeziyaliezui。

“fuqinshufangde《dujing》lihuazheni。”wocoujintaerbian,shengyinyadexiangfentoucao,“jiujiazai《liji》disanshiqiye,ninshuoqiaobuqiao?”

tadetongkongzhouranshousuo,xiangjianlegui。

sushangshuneibendujing,shidangniandushawoshengmushiyongde。wangshizongyiweizangdeyinmi,quebuzhiwozaojiuzaizhangcejiacenglijianguoshouchaoban。

citangmen“zhiya”zuoxiang,xiaojingyuanzhanzaimenjianwai,xuanseyipaozhanzhechenlu。taxianrantingjianlewomendezhengzhi,muguangluozaimandijiuzishang,meifengweicu。

“fumalaidezhenghao。”wotikaijiaobiandesuicipian,“kuaibangwokankan,muqinshibushizhongxiele?jingxiangyongdujiujingzuzong。”

wangshituranfengxiaoqilai,xiaodeyanleizhiliu:“zhongxie?wokanshinizheihulijingzuosui!xiaojingyuan,nibiebeitapianle!talianzijishengmudepaiweidougandong——”

huayinweiluo,woyixianfangongzhuo。zuidicengneikuaimengzheheibudepaiweigundaoxiaojingyuanjiaobian,heibuhualuo,luchu“linshiyunzhi”sigejinzi。

那是我生母的牌位。

paiweidizuokezhedaoshenhen,shidangnianbeisushangshutuixialoutishikede。

“muqinshuodeshizheige?”wocaizhesanluodegongpinzouguoqu,zhijianfuguoneidaoliehen,“ninkezhi,woshengmusideneitian,yeshiheleninqinshoudundeyanwo?”

wangshidelianshunjiancanbairuzhi,tanzuozaixianghuili。

xiaojingyuanwanyaoshiqipaiwei,zhifumosuozhedizuodekehen,hurantaitoukanwo:“zheidaohen,shibeiyingwuzhuangjisuozhi。”

“shini。”woxiaodeyanweifahong,“jiuxiangbeirencongloutituixiaqu,hounaoshaokezaiqingshitaijieshangdeyangzi。”

citangwaichuanlaijicudejiaobusheng。shenyandaizheyayichongjinlai,shoulijuzhezhangzhi——shicongsushangshufuzhongsouchudegongci,shangmianhuazhewangshixiadudequanguocheng,haiyoutayongyanzhixiede“yichulinshi”sizi。