zenmexiang,doushihoumianzheigekenengxinggenggao,zhouxichendixiatouyinqumouzhongdehuian,zouchuchezhan。
lushang,buzhiweihe,kandaotaderendiyifanyingdoushijingya,zhihoucaixiaozheliangentadazhaohu。
zhouxichenyinyinyouxiebuan。
tazheiciqubeicheng,shiyingyemeidefuqin,yeshitadangchuzaibuduideenshiqingqiu,quzuolinshizhidaoyuan。
zheijianshixuyaobaomi,suoyitaliansuningdoumeigaosu。
erqiesuningyixinxianghetafenkai,zheicizijilikaiganshanzhenhaijitaliulelihunshenqing,lzyexu,tayijingpobujidaidexuanzelehezijilihun……
huidaojia,jiamenjinbi,tadakaimen,yingjietadeshimanwuzidehuichen。
zhouxichenyileng,zhijueyuganchengweixianshi。
zoujinwunei,huangusizhou,yipianlengji,zhiyouzhuoshangfangzheyigexinfeng。
tanaqixinfengdakai,yitaqianhexinluozaizhuoshang。
kanzheneiqian,zhouxichenxinzhongmomingyitu,takuaisudedakaixin,juanxiudeziticiruyanzhong。
——“zaijianle,chongzhou。”
“jiehunbannian,woyizhizaijinitianmafan,zhendehenbaoqian。zheiduanshijianshizhendexiangyaowanhuini,haohaodegenniguorizi,danhenkexi,wozhidaoniyijingduiwochedishiwangle。
woxiangqushenzhenzhuanqian,qishishiyinweiwomashenglehenzhongdebing,xuyaohenduodeqian。woyikaishishibuzhidaozenmehenishuo,houlaixiangxiang,woshizaiyebugaizaituoleini。
nishixiongying,xiongyouzhuangzhi,heyemeizheiyangdechenglirenzaiyiqicaishitianjingdiyi。
xinfenglideqianshiwodecunkuan,jiusuanshiwozheiduanshijianhainibeirenkanbuqidebuchang,qingnishouxia。
chongzhou,rangwozuihouyicijiaonichongzhou。gongxi——niziyoule。”
zhouxichenzuanjinlexin,renshengdiyiciyilairucidehuangluan,xinlishenchucuranmentong。
xinlixiededongxiwanquantuifanletazheiduanshijiandexiangfa,qizhongdeyixieshigengshitaconglaidoubuzhidaode。
tabatuijiupaolechuqu,quezaimenkouhejiedaozhurenyingmianxiangyu。
jiedaozhurenkandaozhouxichenjiushiyishengtanxi:“nizongsuanhuilaile。”
zhouxichenzhijiekaikouwen:“zhuren,suningqunale?”
“nibuzhidaoma?tamasilezhihou,tajiulikaile。”
“死了?”
wenyan,zhouxichenxinlidunshizhanlejixia。
tameixiangdao,zaitalikaidesangeyuelijingfashengleneimeduoshi!
zhurenhuiyineitiandeqingjing:“jiuzainilikaibujiu,tamaturanfabing,meiyouqiangjiuguolai,renjiuzheiyangzoule。”
zhouxichenzhizhizhengzaiyuandi,shileshen。
zhurenyouyaoyaotou:“qishineiduanshijianxizhidejudongwomendoukanzaiyanli,kandechulaitashizhenxinxiangyaohenihaohaoguorizide。”
“meitianqumaicaidoushikaikaixinxinde,liaotianyeshiyijulibukainiya,kepianpiannikanshangchenglidexiaojie,yingshiyaolihun,ai。”
takanleyanzhouxichen,yuzhongxinzhang:“nixianglihunwolijie,zhishizuoweiguolairen,woquanniyiju,buxianqipinfangyoufugui。”
zhouxichenhuiguoshen,xinzhongyizhencitong,zhengxiangjieshitaheyemeigenbenmeiyouguanxi,tayecongweizhendexianglihun。
jiujianzhurenconghuaililinachuyigehuangsedebenzi:“ji,lihunzhengtazouzhiqianbanhaole,yesuannidechangsuoyuan。”
zhurenbalihunzhengyingsaijilezhouxichen。
zhouxichenshentijiangyingdenazheneizhi,huanhuandakai。
kanzhezhengjianshang“ganshanzhenminzhengju”lansedegangchuo,hesuningneixiaoxiaozhaopianshangdexiaolian,tajinjinzuanjinleshou。
yashengkaikouwen:“zhuren,taxianzaizainaer?”
zhurenkanlezhouxichenhaojimiaocaihuanhuankaikou:“tabuzaizheierle。”
“tazhaowokailejieshaoxin,yigeyueqianjiulikaileganshanzhenle,xiangzhidaotaqulenaer,nizijiquzhaoba。”
zhurenshuowanjiubeizheshoulikaile。
zhouxichenbuganzhixindekanxiangzhurendebeiying。
xiayike,tabazujiupaoxianghuochezhan。
火车站售票处。
tingjianzhouxichenxunwensuningdequchu,shoupiaoyuanjingtiwubi:“nishuonimenshifuqi,wojiuxinma?xianzaideshehuikebubishijinianqianle,wotingshuoshanggeyuejingchahaizhuadaolejigeliumang……”
zhouxichenshouzuanlezuan,caicongkudoulinachulelihunzhengjishoupiaoyuankan,shengyinyouxieganse:“tameihewoshuo,jiuliuxiazheigezoule……”
shoupiaoyuanzhengdaleyankanzheneilihunzheng,yishunjihunaobuchulewushujuqing,tadaliangzhezhouxichendeyangzi,xianzaikanlaidequebuxianghuairenle。
“xing,wojinichacha。”
shoupiaoyuannachujilubu,fanlejiangjinyixiaoshicaizhaochujilu:“mailepiaoquguangzhoule,douzheimejiule,ni……”
takanzheyanqiannanrenlianshangshense,tanleyisheng。
“xiexienin。”zhouxichenshifenzhenzhidejulegegong,xiangqilesuningcengshuoguodeyaoqushenzhendehua。
yishunbianxiadingjuexin:“woyaoyizhangzuikuaiquguangzhoudepiao。”3
“neiyeyaomingtianle,meitianzhiyouyitangquguangzhoudeche。”
shoupiaoyuanhenkuaijitabanhaoshouxu,bapiaodijitashiyouwenleyiju:“nizhaodaotazhihouzhunbeizenmeban?”
zhouxichenchenmoyishun,jiandingkaikou:“zhuihuita。”
zhouxichenyouxiangshoupiaoyuandaoxiehoucaihuidaojia。
zuozaiwunei,tajingjingkanzhezheigejia。
jiehunbannianlai,zheigewuziliyijingchongmanlesuningdeshenying,zhouxichenkanxiangnalitajiuhuifuxianzaineili。
nazheguochanxiaozheshuohuadeta,chizhetangguodeta,zuoshougongdeta,duizhetaxiaodeta……
taqishenyousichuchakan,zheicaifaxianzhiqianliuzaijuzilideqiantagenbenjiumeiyounazou。
tayouzhuantoukanzhezhuoshangdeqian,xinliqianchuangbaikong。
tayigenvren,duzizaiwaimian,yebuzhidaohuiqunali?huibuhuiyouweixian?
……