wojiayousangehaizi,woshilaoer。
laorenchangshuo,jiazhongpaixingdierderen,zuibushoudaijian。
jimeiyouxiangdiyigehaizizaifumudeqidaizhongjiangsheng,xiangjintengai。
yebuxiangzuixiaodehaizi,jinpingnianyoujiunengdedaodajiadexihuanyupiantan。
laoershenmeyemeidedao,queshifumuxuyaobangzhushi,diyigexiangqideren。
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xuexiaozuzhihanjiayanxue,mudedishiwoxiangwangyijiudesshi。
weilebujijializengtianfudan,womeitianshengchijianyong,liyongfangxueshijian**zhengqian。
zhixuyaorangfumuzaijiazhangneiyilanqianzibiaoshitongyi,wojiukeyishixianzijideyuanwang。
sheiliaomamakandaozhiqingshudeshunjian,liansehudiyinchenxialai。“nixiangqulvyou?”
woxintougedengyitiao,xiaoshengdao,“bushi,shixuexiaozuzhideyanxuehuodong,meigetongxuedouyaocanjiade……”
tadeshengyinhendi,yusuqueyuelaiyuekuai,wozhidaozheishitabaofaqiandebiaoxian。
“xincheng,womenjiashenmeqingkuangnihaibuzhidaoma?nijiejiexianzaishizuiguanjiandegaokaoshiqi,kehoufudaoziliaofeidouyaoqian;nididicaishangyoueryuan,xiaohaizishentizhangdekuai,tayoubunengxiangniyiyangjiannijiejieshengxiadeyifuchuan,suoyoudechichuanyongdudouyaomaixinde。jialideqianwohenbudebaichengwufenhua,nixianzaigenwoshuoyaochuquwan?”
wokouqianglifanbodehuaxiangshuoyourenlehuiqu,neiwoyigedaxiaohuozijianjiejiedeyifuchuanjiuxingma。
tabunaifandejiangzhiqingshurengdaoyibian,wohuangluantaitoukanta,“bushi……wozhidaonimenxinku……”
mamatingdaolezijixiangyaodedaan,limadaduanlewodehua,henhenpaizhezhuozi,lishenghedao。
“nijiranzhidaoweishenmehaishizheimezisi!”
tiaojianfanshedi,wodeyanleishuadidiaolexialai。
mamayanzhongdeyanegengsheng,“niweishenmezongshizheimerangrenbushengxin。”
zheijuhuarangwolengzaiyuandi。
meiniandehanshujiawodouzaidaizaijiali,conglaimeiyouyicihepengyouchuquwanguo。
yinweibamagongzuomang,jiejieyaoliuxiaoshangke,didimeirenzhaogu,zhiyouwoshigexianren。
yushiwoeleyidunyouyidun,mosuozhexuehuilezuofan。
youyidiandian,xuehuilejididihuanzhiniaoku。
yicizuofanshi,didibuxiaoxincongchuangshangshuailexialaitoudingshuailegedabao。
bamahuilaihoulunliujiangwomalegegouxuelintou,shuowoshigemeiyongdedongxi。
tamenshuo,zhishirangnihaohaozaijiadaizhe,weishenmelianzhaogudidizheidianxiaoshiyezuobuhao。
可这也是我的错吗?
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zhisuoyijiangzheijianshigaosumama,shiyinweiwoxiangyaokandaotazhichiwodejueding。
wogaosuziji,mamazhishibushanyanci,zhishidaozizuidoufuxin,tayidingshishiaiwode。
kezuoyetadefanyingquerutongyibadao,shenshendezhajinlewodexin。
jiusuanmamabutongyijiwoqianzi,woyeyaoquyanxue。
weileyanxuewonulilezheimejiu,juebunengqingyifangqi。
womofangzhemamadeziji,zaijiazhangneiyilanqianxialetademingzi。
diertianlaoshijianchadaowoshi,hurantinglexialai,meitouqingqingzhouqi。
wojinzhangdizuanjinshou,ganjuexindoukuaiyaocongxiongqiangzhongtiaochulai。
xinghao,tabingmeiyoukanchushenmeyiyang。
wochenggonghuodeleyanxuedezige,liandaizhexinqingyeyuyueleqilai。
mamajianwoanfenshouji,yiweiwofangqilequyanxuedexiangfa,zhangtanyikouqidao。
“xincheng,mamayexiangrangnijianshimian,kexianzaijializheiqingkuang,woyemeibanfa。dengyihounigongzuole,zijixiangganshenmezaiqugan,majuebuhuigansheni,haoma?”
wochenmozhebalawanlidemifan,meiyouyingsheng。
jiejiedeshengyincongwoshichuanlai。
“ma,xuexiaoyouyaojiaokehoufudaofeile。liangwanwu,nijidejiaoyixiaa。”
mamataitou,gancuililuodao,“hao。”
xiangshipawoduoxin,tajialekuaijiroufangjinlewodewanli。
“nijiejiexianzaizhengshixuexideguanjianshihou,gaihuadeqianyidianyebunengmahu。ninenglijiewodeba。”