第二章:做错了什么
“ruguomeiyouxiangdengdeai,neijiurangwoaiduoyixieba。”
“aishizhangzaiwomenxinlidetengman。”
suchenyutingzhechelifangchulaideyinle,xinlifanzhesuanchu,naohailifanfuxiangqiyishengdegaojie。
“su**,nideqingkuangbutaileguan,wojianyinijinkuaishoushu。”
“可我还要跳舞。”
“tiaowunandaobishengminghaiyaozhongyaoma?”
tahuida“shi”,tacengjingshuoguo,yaozaiguojiadajuyuantiaobaleiwujitakan,tayidingyaozuodao。
suchenyudeshoufangzaixiongkou。
suiranshangkoubuzaile,danshoushangdedifangqueyijiuyinyinzuotong,neichangchehuolaideturan,tahaobuyouyudepuxiangta。
suirantabingweihuanlaitadeai,ketabuhouhui。
huiquwudaotuanzhunbeilianwu,gangjinqu,jiutingdaoyiqunwuzhecuyongzheyiweishencaigaotiaoxianxidenvren,pangbiandewudaojiaolianxuanbu:“shilimianjuedingle,youwomenwudaotuandaibiaoshiliquguojiadajuyuanbiaoyan,zheizhiwuyouchenxindanrenlingwu!”
zheijuhuarutongyigeqingtianpili,zaisuchenyutoudingzhakai,tashenxinghuanglehuang,fuzhemenkuangcaizhanwen。
wudaotuandelingwuyizhidoushita,weishenmeyaohuanchengsuchenxin?
她有什么资格?
suchenyuzoudaolesuchenxindemianqian,lengshengzhiwen:“weishenme?”
suchenxinkanzhesuchenyudelian,chuleyoujifencangbaizhiwai,meidewuketiaoti。
yeshizheijifencangbai,rangtakanqilaixianggejingzhiyisuideciwawa。
suchenxinyazhuxinlidejidudao:“jiejie,ninandaobuzhidaolinxigegeshizheigewudaotuandezanzhushang?zheishitajuedingde,buxinnizijiquwen。”
zaikandaosuchenyunanshoudebiaoqinghou,suchenxinzuijiaodeyideyangleyang。
……
suchenyuhuidaojiazhong,youdengdaoshenye,shenlinxicaihuilai。
takandaotabaisechenyishangdekouhongyin,shensedunshiyian。
suchenyuzouxiangtadejiaobuzaitamianqianzhanding,taqingqingyaolexiachun,youdianweiqudewen:“linxi,niweishenmeyaobalingwuhuanchengchenxin?”
shenlinxiduitayandiyaoyaoyuzhuideshangxinbuweisuodong,tazhoumeidao:“zheiyiqiebenlaigaishichenxinde,wozhishibashuyutadehaijitaeryi。”
suchenyuyaotoudao:“zheigelingwudeweizhi,shiwoxinxinkukulianleshiniandelaide,tashenmedoumeizuo,pingshenmedanrenlingwu?”
shenlinxiyongshouhenhendiniezhutadexiaba,ruilideyanshenfangfoyaoshechuanta,yuqibinghan:“suchenyu,nihaihaoyisishuozheixie,dangchuyaobushinituilechenxin,tayouzenmehuishuaidaoshoushangcuoguotiaowuzuijiadeshiji,zheishiniqiantade,bixuhai!”
suchenyujijinbengkui,zaishenlinximianqianzongshibeiweitaohaodeta,zheiciqueshirenbuzhubaofale:“nikaikoubikoudoushisuchenxin,nixinlidaodiyoumeiyouwo?”
shenlinxideyanjinglimeiyouyidianwendu,shengyinlengmodejinhucanren:“zheijianshiqing,woyizhiyiweinixinliyoushu。”
shide!suchenyuyizhidouzhidaotabuxihuanziji,keqinertingtashuochulai,haishixinrudaoge。
tayankuangfahongdao:“linxi,wocaishinidehefaqizi,niweishenmeyaozheiyangduiwo?wodaodizuocuoleshenme?”
shenlinxiqinzhelengxiao:“dangchuniguyizhizaoneichangchehuo,niyiweiwobuzhidao?”
chaneijian,suchenyushenmedoumingbaile,xinkouyongshangyizhenfenbenglixidetong。
yanleibushoukongzhidewangxiadiao,tadeshemingxiangjiu,zaitayanli,shixumouyijiu。
guaibude,taneimetaoyanta,zengeta。