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jiehundisannian，woxianglihunle。

liyanchecengjingmanxinmanyandoushiwo，xintengwoyuanshengjiatingbuhao，huijinjinbaozhewoshuo：

“congxianzaikaishi，womenzijiyoujiale。”

xianzaidachaoyijiahou，tahuitangzaishafashanglanyangyangpielewoyiyanzhizhemenkoulengshengdao：

“kanbuguanjiugunchuqu，zheishiwojia。”

yicicirenrang，womaquanwofuqidoushizheimeguolaide，woxinle。

zhidaojinianridangtian，wochadaotachuguidezhengju，xianggefengziyiyangzhiwenta。

huanlaidequeshitalengyanpangguanwodepofang，zuihouqingpiaopiaodao：

“suoyini？nanbuchengnihaixiangyaolihun？”

zheiyike，wochedixinsi。

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wobukezhixindidengzheta，yigezidoumeishuochulai。

liyanchehuanhuanzhanqishen，jugaolinxiadichaowoshenchushou：

“听话，别闹了。”

“wobuhetalianxibujiuxingle，nifashenmefengnima，buhuihaohaoshuohuama？”

zaitadeyanliduiwoshenchudezheizhishoushienci，shitaijie。

我却只觉得羞辱。

wohenhenpaikailiyanchedeshou，fuzheqiangzhanqishen，zhizhidikanzhetaqingshengdao：

“你太脏了。”

“lianmaitaoneiyidouzaixianyushangmai，nideqingrenyegoukeliande——”

“啪！”

liyancheqideliansezhanghong，fanshoushuaijiwoyierguang，shengyindichen：

“sheirangnikanwoshoujide？dongbudongzunzhongyinsi？”

“xianzaizheigeshehuinagenanrenbuchugui，nibabuyechuguoguima？nizhuangshenmeqinggaoni？”

yiziyiju，zhuxinwanfen。

wodeermowengwengzuoxiang，ermingshengjihudouyaocichuanwodenaozi。

尊重隐私？

liyanchedangchukeshijiangshoujipengdaowomianqianyaowocha，koukoushengshengshuo：

“zhiyouchashengcaihaipabeicha，wocaibupani。”

xiangshibeiyishuangdashouzuanzhuxinzang，tengdewojihubunenghuxi。

yanqianyizhenzhendexuanyun，zuihoudeyishishiwopengrandaodi，liyanchejiaojidelian。

zaicixinglai，shizaiyiyuan。

womazaipangbianzuozhe，jianwoxinglailikezhoumeidao：

“nishuoshuoni，diubudiuren？naodaoyiyuansuanzenmehuishi？”

jishiyijingxiguanlewomadedushe，xianzaiwoqueweiqudebuxing。

woshitukaikougaosuta，ma，wohennanguo。

dantagenbentingbujinqu，baibaishoushiyiwobieshuole。

ranhouchaoqishoujijiliyanchedadianhua。

dianhuagangjietong，womalikehuanlefuzuilian：

“ai，yanchea，nanaxingle，meishenmeshi，guawanshuijiunenghuiqule，ng，nihaohaoshangban，biedanxin。”

wobukezhixindikanzhewoma，yangqishouxiangyaoduozoudianhuaquebeitazhizhi。

guadiaodianhua，womayilianbuyuedikanzhewo：

“nixiangzuoshenme？haizhenxiangyaolihun？xianzaisheihaiyaoliyide，nilihunlewozenmeban？”

wobeifenjiaojiaditongkuchusheng，yinlaileqitabingrenweiguan。

womalianmanglashanglianzizhuaizhewodegebohenhenyining：

“kukukujiuzhidaoku，yanchedouhewoshuole，shuonibujianglihailaoshichaojia，nagenanrenshoudeleni？”

woyijingbuxiangzaihetazhengbianwoheliyanchededuicuo，zhishizhizhewohaizaifanhonghongzhongdelianjialeiyanposuodikanzheta：

“keshima，wobeidale。”

“liyanchejiabao，woyaobaojing！”

womahenhenwanlewoyiyan，lenghengyisheng：

“我听言澈说了。”

“yaobushiniqinfanrenjiayinsi，renjiazenmehuidani？”

“zheibudoushinizizhaodema？”

“haiyaobaojing？wodangnianbeinibadadexiabulaichuangdeshihoudoumeibaojing，nizheisuanshenme？”

woyishunjianmeilerenheyuyan，zhengzhengdikanzheyanqiandenvren。

如此陌生。

qishiyebumosheng，zaiwodeyinxianglitayizhidoushizheiyang，jiangheideshuochengbaide，jiangwailiniuquchengshishi。

danwomeixiangdao，zaimianduizijiqinshengnverbeishanghaichengzheiyangdeshihou，tahainenggourucidayanbucandiweijiahairenjieshi。

zuijiaomimanchuyisikuxiao，kanzhewomaduimanzhoumeidelian，wodiandiantou：

“nishuodedui，queshishiwocuole。”