第三章
wokanzhelinshuyijinhushishedebiaoqing,duishangnanrenmanlianbuxiedelian:「yejiulinshuyishebudeni,yaobushiyinweilinshuyi,wonengrangnizheigemendouchubuqu。」
qiyutongxueyegenzhebangqiang。
「linshuyizhengzhengwuniandouzaizhaoni,duiniganqingduoshen,wobuxinnibulejie,dangnianbuguannichuyushenmeqingkuangpianlinshuyinideleaizheng,renjiaxianzaiyuanyiyuanliangni,nijiuzhenxiba。」
「jiushi,dazhedenglongdouzhaobudaodehaorenpianpianbeinipengdaole。」
「shenci,nanrenbuyaotaizuo,taizuojiuguotoule。」
wotingzhezheixieshengyin,zhijuedechaofeng。
五年前。
wochachulaiaizheng,juedetiandoutale。
zaicongyiyuanquzhaolinshuyilushang,woxiangguowushugechangjing,zaigongjiaocheshangfanfuyanlianlehenduobian,yaozenmegaosulinshuyizheigeehao,cainengranglinshuyibuneimenanguo。
woxiangxiangguo,yaoshiwobuxinglikai,linshuyihuizenmeban。
wozhiyaoxiangdaoyexuwohuisi。
林书意会一个人。
wojiulianhuxidoujuedetong,tongdaowoxiagongjiaohou,haizainulijichuxiaorong,xianggaosulinshuyi。
「林书意。」
「我没关系的。」
「buguojiushiaizheng,wokendingnengying。」
「wohaiyaopeilinshuyidaoyibaisui,yaoyiqibianlaoburangbierenqiangzounini。」
woxiaozhezoudaogongsimenkou,huaquanbuduzaihoulongli,yijuhuadoumeishuochukou,jiubeiyinxingkashuaizailelianshang,aizhengmeiyourangwoshiquxinnian,queyinweilinshuyidebeipan,chedixinnianbengta。
如今。
wokanzhelinshuyizongrongnanrenchaoxiao:「yaozhendeleaizheng,zaosile。」
「bujiushijiajiezhezijishengbing,xiangyaolinshuyigenzheniguokurizi,」nanrenshuo:「wozaojiudiaochaguole,niyagenjiumeiyouzaiguoneirenheyiyuanzhibing,shipabeirentongchuanlenijiashengbing,guyipaodaoguowaiquba。」
nanrenconglinshuyishenhouzouchulai,zoudaowomianqian。
「zhiyaozaiguowai,jiumeirenzhidaonijiashengbing,jiusuanhuilaiyihou,yekeyishuozijizhendeshengguobing,ranhouqijideshi,nijuranzhiyule,shizheigeyisima?」
「shenci,nineidianxinsi,bieyiweimeirenzhidao。」
wokanzhenanren,duishanglinshuyimoxudelian,jiumingbai,zailinshuyiyanli,yeshizheimekanwode,wolandezaihetamenchepi,luchuwumingzhishangdehunjie,gaosulinshuyi。
「让你失望了。」
「linshuyi,nizhaolewowunian,kewoyijingjiehunle。」
woduishanglinshuyibukezhixindelian,youkanzhenanrenanziqiexideyangzi。
「niyaozhenxihuanlinshuyi,jiubiejiajiezhechengquanlinshuyihewo,laihewoxiongjing,womeixingqu,」wogaosulinshuyi:「wunianqian,shifeiduicuo,gezixinzhiduming。」
「今天来这里。」
我看向班长。
「shiwogunianwomendaxuesinianganqing,jirannimenzuochuxuanze,neicongjinwanghou,womenbuyaozaiyoulianxile。」
wozongyiwei,daxuesinianganqingzhishaochuncui,napawohelinshuyifenshoufendehennankan,yebuhuiyinweiwohelinshuyiyouguoyiduan,yingxiangdaobiciyouqing,kanlai,renzailiyiquanhengxia,zhendemeiyoujifenzhenxin。
早在来这里之前。
就有人劝我。
wofeiyaozhuanglenanqiangcaixiangxin,wonaqishouji,gaosulinshuyi。
「qishinitingshubuqide。」
「suoyi,」wolengxiaoyisheng:「henifenshou,shiwozuizhengquedejueding。」