第四章

neigenvshengyoukuyounao,womeidalita。

woyazhefudaoyuanjiwomeimeihuansushe。

fudaoyuanjimeimeihuanlesushe,woyouzhufulemeimeijiju,huijiahoucaifaxianzijixigaishangdexueliulehaoduo,douzhanzailekuzishang。

xigaishangdeshangkouhekuzizhanzaileyiqi,sixialaideshihou,tengdewoyachidazhan。

wosuibianzhaoledianjiujingmoledianyaojiushuizhele。

banye,woshibeiyizhencaozadeqiaomenshengchaoxingde。

wojuzhudedifangshigeyigeyuesanbaikuaiqiandechengzhongcun,duimianjiuzhuzhefangdongyijia,woyiweijiushifangdonglaizhaowole。

dakaimen,yanqianquechuxianlesangenanren,tamenshoujiaomalidiwuzhulewodezui,kongzhizhulewo。

wowendaoheyiyongjiujinghenxiangdeweidao,suihouyanqianyihei。

dangwoxinglaideshihou,shizaiyigeangzangdecangkuli,zhouweidoushiluohuidejiqizawu。

womianqianzuozheyigenanren,taqiaozheerlangtui,yilingdakai,luchuxiongtang,jianmeiyangdehengao,zuomeimaoduandiaoleyidian,「chengdongdong,nidalewodenvpengyoua。nizhidaowoshisheima?」neigeshihouwobuzhidaotashishei,haizuiyingshuo:「dajiudale,zade,nidahuilaia?」womeixiangdao,tashizhenggeshangchengzuiyouqian、zuiyouquandeyishao,liangjiao。

nvpengyou,tayebushiduoxihuan,tajiushituranxiangzhengyigeren。

erneigeren,buxingshiwo。

neitian,tawenwo:「nazhishoudadexiongxiong?」

wohaimeishuohua,tadeyishuangpixiemengdijiucaizailewodeshouzhangshang,wotengdecanjiaoyisheng。

tachouzheyigenyan,xiangshikanfengjingyiyangtiaozhemeikanwo,yizhijiaoquehaobuliuqingdizaiwodeshoushangnianya。

wotengdeduoduosuosuo,quejueqiangdiyebuqiurao。

[youdianyisia?」takanzhewoyaozheyamaolenghandeyangzi,tasuishoubayantouanzailewodeetou。

sideyisheng,woganjuewodeetousihubeitangchuleyigedong。

tengdewohenbudezaidishangdagun。

[nitingyouguqia,buzhidaonimeimeinengbunengheniyiyangyouguqi。」tatidaolewodemeimei,woshunjiansongle。

womeimeipateng,wobupateng。

wobunengrangwomeimeishouzui,doushiwoshoujian,wodarenjiaganma?

woduoduosuosuodiguizaidishang,mengdiwangdishangpengpengketou。

「ge,shiwodecuo,wojinidaoqian,biezhaowomei,doushiwoyigerendecuo。」

wozhanzhanweiweidishuozhe,toubutingdiwangdishangke,wonaoziwengwengde,woquezhiyouyigexiangfa。

我要保护妹妹。

[xinga,buzhaonimei,keshiwozheiqihaimeichuwanni。neinanrenbawolaqilai,takanzhewoxiaodeyoujifenjiaoxia。

[ruguonijianchidaozuihoubuku,wojiufangguonimeimei。]

tapailepaishou,sangenanrenweizhulewo。

wowangleneitianwozenmehuoguolaidele。

wojidewoku,wojidewoxiangyizhizhenbanshangdeyuzaidishangniudong。

wojidewoaida,biziliulehaoduoxue,yikaishihainengwendaoxuexingwei,houlaijiuwenbudaole。

tamendanvrenshizhenhena。

shoubeipixiecaizhenianya,womeiku。

jiuzhetoufaaizuibazi,womeiku。

bageboshijingwanghouniu,wodoumeiku。

liangjiaokandefanle,tashuo:[zheimeiyisiayebuku,batameimeidaiguolaiyiqizhengba。]

瞬间,我就哭了。

yanleihunzhexueniwangdishangdiao,wobaozhuleliangjiaodedatui:「duibuqi,wocuole,qiuqiunifangguowomeimei。]