yedui，zheigejiaosejianzhishijijiangtanzhouliangshendingzuode，yimoyiyang，genbenjiubuyonghuahenduodexinsiquzhuanmenyanyizheigejiaose。
zheimeshuodewoyewuyanyidui，yenanguaishichongerjiaodedaoyanyidianyemeiyouyouyujiangtanzhoulaishibushibutaishihe。
gancuijiushizhijiezhaoleyigebenrenlaiyan。
woyejiumeiyoushenmebiedehaodanxindele。
danshimeixiangdaoyijinzudediyichangxijiushiqiangzhiaideneiyichang。
meibiyaogangpaidediyichangjiuwanzheimehuaba！
yaobuyaoneimezhijiedijiupaizheizhong**dexifen？
wogangxiangyaoshangqianhedaoyanshuodianshenme，jieguodaoyanqueshuo：“shi**，woxiangxinni。”
“bijingruguoshilianggebushuxideyanyuanlaiyanzheigedehua，gujihaimeyouneimeziran。”
“nimenyijinghenshuxiduifangle，yebuhuirangguanzhongkanzheguaiheganga。”
不……
wohaoxiangfanbo，neiqishiyeshitinggangade，bijingjiangtanzhouzaibierendeyanlijiushiwodegege。
gegehemeimeizuozheizhongshiqing，zenmekenengbuganga？
suiranwocongtoudaoweimeiyoubajiangtanzhoukanzuoshigege。
shuoganjiugan，daoyanmashangrangdaojuzuderenquzhunbeidaoju，ranhoubuzhihaochangjing。
wohejiangtanzhoujiukaishibeihuazhuang，chuanshangyifushade。
wozaineixiangzhe，zheizhongxifendenandushangshenglehaodagedu，fandaoshijiangtanzhoukanshangquyidianyebujinzhang，shenzhihaiyouyidianqidai。
guoranyijinyuderenyidanpole，kanshangqujiuyidianyebuzhiqianle。
daoyanyehenshiqu，jiusuantaliangshishuren，yeqingchangle，quanchangjiuzhishengxiajigeshexiangshihedaoyan。
woyixiangdaozijiganggangkandaodeneiyimuqiangzhiaidehuamian，xinjiuyizhizaipengpengtiao。
cemouyikandaochuangshangdejinlianzi，naozilijiukongzhibuzhudekandaoyuanzhuxiaoshuolidemiaoxiehechangjing。
太折磨人了。
实在是太折磨人了。
wozuozaichuangbian，jiangtanzhouyeyijingjiuwei。
daoyanshuochuactiondeshihou，woyeshilimajinrulezhuangtai。
zhijiefanshenpashangta，ranhoukuazuozaijiangtanzhoudeshenshang。
tadeshoujiaodoubeilianzibangdeyanyanshishi，genbenjiufankangbule。
wogouqixiuzhangdeshouzaijiangtanzhoudehoujiechulaihuiyouzou，wen：“huangxiong，zheihuiyuandufushuma？”
jiangtanzhoufeidanbushengqi，haiyoudianxingfen，zhishishuohuayouxieqichuanyuyude：“jiusuanguluozainishoushang，wumeiyounengnaguruhe？”
haoa，douzheigeshihoule，haizaizheitiaoxin。
woyebujizherangjiangtanzhoukaishizaizheiqiurao，yaoburanyebushihenhaowan。
zhishichengzhexiaba，pazaijiangtanzhouqiangyoujingdexiongkoushang：“huangxiong，waimianhaoxiangxiaxuele。”
“nideshenzirele，huangxiongcaicaihuangmeixianzaizaixiangshenme？”
jiangtanzhoufeilibachunjiaoyigou，lianzizaidingdangdingdangxiang。
tabixiguntang，querengjiuyaozheyazaichengqiang：“xiangshenme？xiangnashenmefazixianzaibanlegu？”
wobeizheigureqichuidebojingfayang，wanghouduoleduo：“cuole，huangmeizaixianghuangxiongshenzirele，xiangzhegainashenmedongxibanghuangxiongsansanre。”
“waimianzhengqiaoxiazhexue，huangmeiqujianxiexiaobingkuairuhe？”
taeliedexiaoxiao：“xiaoqizhenyaoyongzheizhongfangshizhemohuangxiong？”
woxianzhangdeshouzhizaitaxiongqianlaihuitiaodong：“buranhuangxiongnachudianchengyi，chengfajiumianle。”
jiangtanzhoumeiyoulimahuida，xianglehuishuo：“toucouguolai。”
woyidianyebuhaipajiangtanzhouzaizheigeshihoushuahuayang，tinghuadicouleguoqu。
sheizhijiangtanzhoubiwohaiyaofangdang：“buyongbingkuai，xiaoqiqinzilaijiuxing。”