zhidaohunhoudiyinian，woturanxinxuelaichaodiziwen——
wozhendeailutingchenma，zheizhendeshiwoxiangyaodehunyinshenghuoma？
houlai，wokaishibuduanqiuzheng，yongzijicongmeichangshiguodefangshiduita。
congfangxialejingzhenggongsiguoquzongcaidexiangfa，tuijuerxianzhuanxinzuosheji，daomeitianzaoqiweilutingchenzhunbeitaaichidezaocan。
titashoujizhenglixuyaodeziliao，zhuanxiepinpairongziluyangao……
yichaoyixi，wofaxianzijideshixianzonghuixiayishizhuisuilutingchen。
tabuzaishi，wohuixiangta，huicaitazaiganshenme。
taxiaole，wobitahaikaixin。
tafanmen，wopiqiyegenzhebuhao……
zaihunhoudiqinian，wozhongyuquexin——
woailutingchen，buzhishiyinweibierenkouzhongde‘mingzhongzhuding’，woshizhenzhenqieqiedeaitazheigeren。
yushizaiwomenqizhounianjinianrineitian，wozhunbeijitayigeshengdadeyanhuagaobaiyishi，tianbuwomenzheixieniansheidoushuo‘woaini’dekongbai。
kedangwozaiqingrentaqianzhunbeihaoyiqie，lutingchenqueturanshuo：“qingmiao，woxianghenilijiabulihun，fenkaiyiduanshijian。”
……
tingdaozheihuadeshihou，wodedanaodangjiyixiakongbai，xianghaodegaobaiyigezidoushuobuchu。
liangjiu，wocaizhaohuizijideshengyin：“weishenme？”
lutingchenkanzhewo，yanshenzhenzhierchengken。
“zheixienianwomenxingyingbuli，fenkaiconglaibuchaoguoershisixiaoshi，nibujuedezheiyiqiedoutaiwuquleme？”
“sanshisuile，woxiangchuqukankan，zhaoyizhaoxindekeneng。”
sanshinianlai，wodiyiciyinweilutingchendehuaerhuangzhangbuan。
yiwoduitadelejie，tajuebuhuiwuyuanwuguzheiyangshuo。
woquanzheshou，nuliyayiqingxu：“suoyi……nizhaodaoleneige‘xindekeneng’？”
lutingchenchenmolehenjiucaituchuyiju：“wobuqueding。”