第1章

1988年,北京。

“xiaoying,huotongzhirenhenbucuo,zheiciguonianhuinanjing,nimenjiuqulingzheng,yihoudingjunanjing,zheiyangwomenfunvyekeyizaorituanju。”

shenquyingtingzhedianhuaneitoushenfuxinxidishengyin,yingleyisheng:“hao。”

tayijingdinglehuochepiao,jiuzaiyigeyuehoudelaba。

neitou,shenfuyoushuo:“duile,biewangjihaohaoganxienixiaoshuzheixienianduinidezhaogu,daoshihoua,yeqingtalaihebeixijiu。”

“……好。”

shenquyingdeyanshenyidiandianandanxialai。

queshi,tayinggaihaohaoganxiefuyanting。

bijingduishenquyinglaishuo,tabujinshitadexiaoshu,yeshitadelaoshi,gengshitacong16suiqijiuxihuandenanren。

erxianzai,tayaojiehunle,yegaiganxietadechengquan。

zhengshitadejujue,chengquanletadehunyin。

guaduandianhua,yizhiheibeidagoushangqiangongzheshenquyingdexiaotui。

tajiaoxiaohei,wunianqianguojiayinjinlexidemuyangquan,xiaoheijiushiguoneizizhufanyuchudedisandaijingquan,shishenfusongtadeliwu。

shenquyingditou,duishangxiaoheiheibuliuqiudeyanjing。

它在安慰她。

shenquyingqiangyanhuanxiao,qinnidefumozhexiaoheidenaodai。

zheishi,damenchuchuanlaidongjing。

yigeshenchuanheisezhongshanzhuang,shencaixiuzhangdenanrenzoulejinlai。

tadaizheyinsewukuangyanjing,mianronglengjun,32suidenanren,zhengshizuiyoumeilidenianji。

shenquyingshoulianxinshen,zoushangqianwen:“xiaoshu,nihuilaile,chiwanfanlema?wojiniliule……”

fuyantingdanshengdaduanta:“buyong,wochiguole。”

shenquyingyouxiegangadezhanzaiyuandi。

yanshenpiejianfuyantingxiongqiankoudaishangbiezhedegangbi,youshiyileng。

shixinde,bushizijisongdeneizhi。

zheishi,xiaoheidiaozhefuyantingdetuoxieguolaile,huanjieleganga。

fuyantingditoukanzhexiaohei,queshiculemei:“zenmehaimeibatasongzou?”

shenquyingchuixiayanlian,dishengshuo:“wodasuanbatasonghuiwobabashenbian,zhengzailianxikaopuderen。”

jianfuyantingyaozou,tayourenbuzhuwen:“wosongdegangbi……”

fuyantingsuikoudao:“nisongdeneizhigangbihuaile,yayasongleyizhixinde。”

他说完就上楼了。

shenquyingkanzhetadebeiying,yandijuqiyicengshuiwu。

shenquyingmuqinzaowang,fuqinjunzhuanjing,pingshigongzuohenmang。

shisuineiniantayigerenduzizaijiashi,chadianbeiyitubaofufuqindexiongfanzhuazhu。

zheijianshizhihou,waigongjiujiangtadaidaobeijing。

tabianyeyujianlefuyanting。

fuyantingshiwaigongzhanyoudexiaoerzi,zhenggedayuandexiaoyibeidoudejiaotayishengxiaoshu。

xiaoshuduitahenhao,zhidaotayoushuxuefangmiandetianfu,jiuqinzijiaota。

18sui,takaojinletasuozhijiaodedaxue,chengletaweiyidexuesheng,yezhujinletajia。

tamentongchitongzhu,wanshangyoukongdeshihou,haihuiyiqidaizhexiaoheizaidayuanlisanbu。

tayiweitamennengyizhizheiyangguoxiaqu,zhiyoutamenlianggeren,meiyourendarao。

kebannianqian,fuyantingdeshouxiaduoleyigenvxueshengluyaya。

taduizheigenvxueshenghenguanzhao。

zicongluyayalaileyanjiusuo,fuyantingkuazandeduixiangjiucongtabianchengleluyaya。

“yaya,nigongzuohennuli,jiayishiri,yidingbiquyingdouyaochuse。”

“niyaoxiangxinziji,nidetianfuhenchuzhong”……

shenquyinghaipataxihuanshangluyaya,meirenzhuhefuyantingbiaobai。

zicongneiyihou,tajiuduitabirushexiemengshoule。

erfuyantingzhisuoyiyaotabaxiaoheisongzou,shiyinweiluyayajitianqianlaijialishi,xiaoheichaotaquanfei。

dangshiluyayahaipadewozaifuyantinghuaizhong。

eryixiangkezhishoulidefuyantingjingranjiangtalanzaihuaili,zishizhizhonghuzheta,dengluyayayizou,tajiurangshenquyingbaxiaoheisongzou。

mudufuyantingdebeiyingxiaoshizaitashixianli,shenquyinghuiguoshenlai。

moleyibalian,caifaxianzijiliuleile。

shenquyingyongzhijianmodiaoleihen,muguangbiandeqingming。

她要走了。

taxiang,zheiyidingshitazuihouyiciweifuyantingliulei。