1988年,北京。
“xiaoying,huotongzhirenhenbucuo,zheiciguonianhuinanjing,nimenjiuqulingzheng,yihoudingjunanjing,zheiyangwomenfunvyekeyizaorituanju。”
shenquyingtingzhedianhuaneitoushenfuxinxidishengyin,yingleyisheng:“hao。”
tayijingdinglehuochepiao,jiuzaiyigeyuehoudelaba。
neitou,shenfuyoushuo:“duile,biewangjihaohaoganxienixiaoshuzheixienianduinidezhaogu,daoshihoua,yeqingtalaihebeixijiu。”
“……好。”
shenquyingdeyanshenyidiandianandanxialai。
queshi,tayinggaihaohaoganxiefuyanting。
bijingduishenquyinglaishuo,tabujinshitadexiaoshu,yeshitadelaoshi,gengshitacong16suiqijiuxihuandenanren。
erxianzai,tayaojiehunle,yegaiganxietadechengquan。
zhengshitadejujue,chengquanletadehunyin。
guaduandianhua,yizhiheibeidagoushangqiangongzheshenquyingdexiaotui。
tajiaoxiaohei,wunianqianguojiayinjinlexidemuyangquan,xiaoheijiushiguoneizizhufanyuchudedisandaijingquan,shishenfusongtadeliwu。
shenquyingditou,duishangxiaoheiheibuliuqiudeyanjing。
它在安慰她。
shenquyingqiangyanhuanxiao,qinnidefumozhexiaoheidenaodai。
zheishi,damenchuchuanlaidongjing。
yigeshenchuanheisezhongshanzhuang,shencaixiuzhangdenanrenzoulejinlai。
tadaizheyinsewukuangyanjing,mianronglengjun,32suidenanren,zhengshizuiyoumeilidenianji。
shenquyingshoulianxinshen,zoushangqianwen:“xiaoshu,nihuilaile,chiwanfanlema?wojiniliule……”
fuyantingdanshengdaduanta:“buyong,wochiguole。”
shenquyingyouxiegangadezhanzaiyuandi。
yanshenpiejianfuyantingxiongqiankoudaishangbiezhedegangbi,youshiyileng。
shixinde,bushizijisongdeneizhi。
zheishi,xiaoheidiaozhefuyantingdetuoxieguolaile,huanjieleganga。
fuyantingditoukanzhexiaohei,queshiculemei:“zenmehaimeibatasongzou?”
shenquyingchuixiayanlian,dishengshuo:“wodasuanbatasonghuiwobabashenbian,zhengzailianxikaopuderen。”
jianfuyantingyaozou,tayourenbuzhuwen:“wosongdegangbi……”
fuyantingsuikoudao:“nisongdeneizhigangbihuaile,yayasongleyizhixinde。”
他说完就上楼了。
shenquyingkanzhetadebeiying,yandijuqiyicengshuiwu。
shenquyingmuqinzaowang,fuqinjunzhuanjing,pingshigongzuohenmang。
shisuineiniantayigerenduzizaijiashi,chadianbeiyitubaofufuqindexiongfanzhuazhu。
zheijianshizhihou,waigongjiujiangtadaidaobeijing。
tabianyeyujianlefuyanting。
fuyantingshiwaigongzhanyoudexiaoerzi,zhenggedayuandexiaoyibeidoudejiaotayishengxiaoshu。
xiaoshuduitahenhao,zhidaotayoushuxuefangmiandetianfu,jiuqinzijiaota。
18sui,takaojinletasuozhijiaodedaxue,chengletaweiyidexuesheng,yezhujinletajia。
tamentongchitongzhu,wanshangyoukongdeshihou,haihuiyiqidaizhexiaoheizaidayuanlisanbu。
tayiweitamennengyizhizheiyangguoxiaqu,zhiyoutamenlianggeren,meiyourendarao。
kebannianqian,fuyantingdeshouxiaduoleyigenvxueshengluyaya。
taduizheigenvxueshenghenguanzhao。
zicongluyayalaileyanjiusuo,fuyantingkuazandeduixiangjiucongtabianchengleluyaya。
“yaya,nigongzuohennuli,jiayishiri,yidingbiquyingdouyaochuse。”
“niyaoxiangxinziji,nidetianfuhenchuzhong”……
shenquyinghaipataxihuanshangluyaya,meirenzhuhefuyantingbiaobai。
zicongneiyihou,tajiuduitabirushexiemengshoule。
erfuyantingzhisuoyiyaotabaxiaoheisongzou,shiyinweiluyayajitianqianlaijialishi,xiaoheichaotaquanfei。
dangshiluyayahaipadewozaifuyantinghuaizhong。
eryixiangkezhishoulidefuyantingjingranjiangtalanzaihuaili,zishizhizhonghuzheta,dengluyayayizou,tajiurangshenquyingbaxiaoheisongzou。
mudufuyantingdebeiyingxiaoshizaitashixianli,shenquyinghuiguoshenlai。
moleyibalian,caifaxianzijiliuleile。
shenquyingyongzhijianmodiaoleihen,muguangbiandeqingming。
她要走了。
taxiang,zheiyidingshitazuihouyiciweifuyantingliulei。