yibazhuazhutadeshou：“qingyu，nixianbiejiehun，rangshengranqupeipeinimeimeihaobuhao？mengyaoyouyiyuzheng，tazhidaonimenyaojiehundexiaoxi，binggengzhongle……jiusuanmaqiunile！”
hongranyixia，rutongbingshuijiaotou，bashenqingyudexiyuemiedeyiganerjing。
“ma！shengranshiwaikeyishengyoubushixinliyisheng，sunmengyaofabing，weishenmeyaorangshengranqu？”
yueshuo，tayuejuedehuangmiu：“zicongsunmengyaolaidaowomenjia，wojiuyizhirangbu，shibushiwodeyiqiezhiyaotaxiangyao，nimendouyaowoxisheng？”
shenmukuijiubiekaiyan，zuishangqueyijiushuo：“mengyaodeyiyuzhengzheizhendehenyanzhong，tayizhizaizican，mamadayingni，zhiyaotabingqinghaozhuan，jiurangfushengranhuilaigennijiehunhaobuhao？”
shenqingyuzhijuedexintouyoubeitongleyidao。
haibudengtahuanguolai，menwaijiuyouchongjinlaiyiren。
是她的哥哥，沈宽。
gaodadenanren，yikaikoujiushixunma：“qingyu，ninengbunengdaduyidian！womenshiyijiaren，mengyaohaohaohuozhenandaobuhaoma？”
“nikebiewangle，niqianmengyaoyitiaoming！”
shenqingyuliangqiangyibu，rutongbeidashanyazhuxiongkou，nanyihuxi。
15suineinian，sijilaosunsongtashangxuefashengchehuo，weilejiutasiqu，sunmengyaoshilaosunweiyidenver，shenjiabianbatajielaizhaogu。
ketazenmeyemeiyouxiangdao，sunmengyaoyilai，tadeshijiedoubianle。
buzhidaocongshenmeshihoukaishi，zhiyaoyihesunmengyaoduishang，jiushitabudongshi，tajiuderangbu。
rangyifu，rangfangjian，rangfumu，haiyou……
zhijianhenhenqiajinshouxin，shenqingyusisidingzheyanqianliangweibizijidexuemaiqinren，yiziyijujujue——
“woqiansunmengyaodeming，yinianqianyijingwalekeshenzangjita，xianzai……wojuebuhuibaweilaidezhangfuyerangjita！”
hualuo，fushengranhurancongmenwaizoulejinlai。
tadeshensehuianbuming，shenshanghaichuanzhemingtianyaojiehundexifu。
simuxiangdui，shenqingyukanchutameijianzangzhedeyouyu，xintouchaneigedeng，xiayishichongguoqu，qiujiubanlazhenanrendeshou。
“shengran，nikuaigentamenshuo，mingtianshiwomendehunlihuiruqijuxingde，duima？”
“qingyu，mengyaozheiyicizhendebingdehenyanzhong……”
shenqingyubuzijueyongliwojinfushengrandeshou，tawangzhezheigecengjingshuozuiaitadenanren，yanzhongyibianyibianqiqiu。
zuihou，nanrenhaishiyidiandiantuikaita：“dengwohuilai。”
tamensangerenzhejimanghuangdilikai。
wuneizhishengsiyibandejijing，shenqingyuhaoxiangbeiquanshijiepaoqi。
像一个落幕的小丑。
zhiyaoduishangsunmengyao，tahaoxiangmeiyourenheshengsuan。
hude，bizimengdiliuchuxue，‘pada’luozaidishang，genhunshayiyangxianyandehongse。
tahuangmanglakaichouti，kechoutilimeiyouzhijin，yingmushiyifenciyandeaizhengbaogaodan。
yizhenxinjiaobidetananyihuxi，taningzheshouzhongdexueji，beiliangninan：“fushengran，wobuzhidaowohaiyouduoshaoshijiannenggoudengni。”
xiaoshuo《shenqingyufushengran》diyizhangshidujieshu。