第1章

diyicijinzang,shiwogenshenqingyuedexiehouzhilv。

diercijinzang,shiwogenshenqingyuededingqingzhilv。

disancijinzang,shiwogenshenqingyuedelihunzhilv

rujin,zheiyeshiwodejuebiezhilv……

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nadaoweiaiwanqijianchadandeneitian,wozhanzaijichangdating,jishenqingyuedaqudianhua。

“shenqingyue,wotongyilihunle。”

“woshenmedoubuyao,weiyidejianjianjiushi,nipeiwozaiquyitangxizang,zouyibianwomenxiangaishidelu。”

dianhuaneitouchenmolehenjiu,caichuanlaishenqingyuejingtidefanwen。

“jiangbieyan,niyouyaonaoshenme?”

woweiweihuangshen,xintoubumiankuse。

wohetacongbicixiangaidaorujinxiangkanliangyan,zhiguolebanian。

woshuo:“wozaijichangaquanjiankoudengni,daishanglihunxieyiguolai。”

“feijisangexiaoshihouqifei,zheishiwoweiyiyicitongyiqianzidejihui,guoshibuhou。”

guaduandianhua,woshunshoujiangneizhangpanlewosixingdejianchadanyonglirouchengyituandiujinlajitong。

younaqigangganglubianmaidemojingdaishang,zhezhutonghongdeyankuang。

胃癌晚期。

huoxuzheijiushilaotianduiwozheige‘fengzi’debaofu。

zicongliangnianqianwodebiaodisuhuanjinrushenqingyuedegongsi,shenqingyuejiabandeshijianjiuyuelaiyueduo。

congzuikaishiouranshuoleyiju:“nibiaodihaitingyouyiside。”

daohoulaijijuhuabulita。

wochaoguo、naoguo,genxiaoyiyijiayenaobaiguo。

kenaodaozuihou,suhuanshenglezhi,chengleshenqingyuedetieshenzhuli。

ershenqingyue,jiwodilaileyifenlihunxieyi。

wohaijidesantianqian,woshoudaotajilaidedibabanlihunxieyishu。

wochedibengkuile,bawomendangniandehunfangzadeyipianlangjie,xinghongzheyanzhizhetadahou。

“shenqingyue,dangnianshinishuoyibeizizhiaiwoyigede!nixianzaiyudaogengnianqinggengshuaidenijiufanhuile,xiangshuailewo?nizuomeng!”

“wobuhuijixinrenrangweide,wohaiyaonihaohaohuozhe,genwoyizhijiuchandaoyibaisui!nizheibeizidoubiexiangbaituowo!”

ranhoumingyunjiudalewodelian,rangwozhishengxiayigeyuekehuo。

suoyiwokankaile,shengxiadeqishinianmeifakunbangta,jiuzaichantazuihouqitianhaole。

shenqingyuehenkuaiganlaijichang,shoulituizheyigewomeijianguodexinglixiang。

dagaishisuhuanweitalinshishoushidexingli。

takanjianwo,kuaibuzouguolai,pitougailianjiushizhize。

“jiangbieyan,ninengbunengbiexiangyichushiyichu?nizhidaowolinshituidiaogongzuoyouduomafanma?nishenmeshihoucainenglixingyidian?”

zheimemafan,buyemeinengzudangtaganlaigenwolihundejuexinma?

woxintoucitong,quezhangzheyoumojingzheyanwodeshenqing,baozheshoubeifanchunxiangji。

“woyixiangbujiangdaoli,nibuzhidaoma?dangniannikeshihenaiwoshenshangzheizhongzhilaizhiqudexiaosani。”

“niyaoshibuleyikeyibulaia,genwojixujiuchandaoyibaisuibei。”

wobenxianggentahaohaojiaoliude,kexizheiliangnianwomenyijingchengleshizudeyuanlv。