qianlihunxieyidelushang，chehuorangwozhangfuwangleshinianhunyin。tazhengyandiyijuhuashihanchuliandemingzi，
dierjushirangwogun。wopingjingdinachuliuchanshoushudan：“haiziyemeile，zhenghao。”tabuzhidao，
gongsizuidagudongzaohuanchengwodemingzi。dangtahuifujiyiguiqiuyuanliangshi，woxiaozhedichuxinxieyi：“gongxi，
zheicinijingshenchuhu。”dianshizhengbobaowoxiexinnanyouchuxishizhuangzhoudehuamian。
shoujidanchuchuliandexiaoxi：“takanlexinwen，jinzaotiaohaile。”woshandiaoduanxin，
jixudouyingerchelidehunxuebaobaoxiao。1bingleng，jianying，
daizheyigutiexiuhexiaodushuihunhede、lingrenzuooudeqiwei。zheishiwohuifuyishihoudediyigerenzhi。
yanpichenzhongdexianggualeqiankuai，meiyicishituzhengkaidouqianchezheejiaoyizhenjianruidesilietong。
erduoliguanmanlecaozadeshengxiang——yiqidandiaojianruidemingjiao，yuanchumohudekuqi，
haiyouxiedikuaisumocadibandejicushengxiang，huichengyigulingrenxinfanyiluandezaoyinhongliu。“……chengyu！
guchengyu！nixingxing！kanzhewo！”yigenvrendeshengyin，daizhekuqiang，jianruidicipolezheipianhunluan，
zhizhizhajinwodeermo。bushiwodemingzi。womengdizhengkaiyan，guangxiancideyanqiuyizhensuantong。
shiyemohulehaoyizhen，caimianqiangjujiao。xuebaidetianhuaban，canbaideqiangbi，
binglengdeshuyejia……zheilishiyiyuan。nongzhongdexiaodushuiweijihurangrenzhixi。wofeilidizhuandongjiangyingdebozi，
shixianjiannandibuzhuodaopangbianbingchuangshangdelunkuo。guchengyu。wodezhangfu。jigexiaoshiqian，
womenhaizaiquminzhengjudelushang，weileqianneifenzhongjieshinianhunyindelihunxieyi。tazuozaifujiashi，
celianduizhechechuang，xiantiaobengdesijin，yangguanggoulechutaxiaheneidaoshuxide、guzhidehudu。
chexianglimimanzhelingrenzhixidechenmo，zhiyouchezaidaohangbinglengdibaozhexiayigelukoudefangxiang。
ranhoujiushicierdechachesheng，jinshuniuqudejuxiang，shijietianxuandizhuan……xianzai，tatangzaineizhangbingchuangshang，
liansecangbaidemeiyouyisixuese，ejiaoguozhehouhoudeshabu，yinyintouchuanhong。tadeyanjingbanzhengzhe，
yanshenhuansan，meiyoujiaodian，xiangshimengzheyicenghunzhuodewuqi。erneigeshengyindezhuren——xuqingya，
zhengpuzaitadechuangbian。tajingxindalidejuanfayouxielingluan，angguideyangrongwaitaoshangcengzhekeyidewuji，
cikewanquanbuguxingxiang，shuangshoujinjinzuanzheguchengyumeiyoushuyedeneizhishou，yanleiduanlexiansidewangxiadiao。
“chengyu！shiwo！qingya！nikankanwo！nirendewoma？”tadeshengyindaizheyizhonglingrenxinzhandekongjuhejiqie。
bingfanglihaiyouqitashengyin，hushizaidishengjiaotan，yishengzaikuaisufandongbinglijia，danzheixiedouchenglebeijingyin。
wodemuguangsisidingzaiguchengyudelianshang，dingzaitaweiweixidongdezuichunshang。tasihutingdaolexuqingyadehuhuan。
neihuansandeyanshenjiqihuanmandi、jiqijiannandizhuandongleyixia，yidianyidian，
zhongyujiannandiduijiaozaixuqingyaneizhanglihuadaiyudelianshang。shijianfangfobeilazhang、ninggu。
bingfanglisuoyoudezaoyindoutuichaobanyuanqu。tadezuichun，jiqiweiruodidongledong。
yigemohudeyinjiejiannandijichuhoulong，weiruodejihubeiyiqidedidashengyanmei。“……wei？
”bushi“qingya”。shi“wei”。linwei。yigechenfengleshinian，
quexiangyoulingyiyangcongweizhenzhenglikaiguowomenhunyindemingzi。guchengyuxinkouneikeyongyuande、xianhongdezhushazhi。
xuqingyadeshentimingxianjiangleyixia，yandilveguoyisieran，dansuijibeigengxiongyongdeleishuiyanmei，tayonglidiantou，
shengyingengyanbianxing：“shiwo！chengyu，shiwo！nirendewole！taihaole！
”guchengyudemuguangyijiutingliuzaixuqingyalianshang，neihunzhuodeyandisihuyouweiruodeguangzaizhengzha、ningju。
tadezuichunzaicirudong，zheiyici，shengyinshaoweiqingxileyidian，daizhejiehouyushengdexuruo，
queyoutouzheyigubuguyiqiedeyilai：“weiwei……biezou……”xiangyouyibabingzhui，mengditongchuanlewodexinzang，
ranhouhenhenjiaodong。binglengcigudehanyishunjianxijuansizhibaihai，lianzhijiandoudongdemamu。
woshenzhinengqingxiditingdaozijixueyeninggu、suiliedexiweishengxiang。shinian。zhengzhengshinianriyexiangduidehunyin，
wushucizhengchaoyouhehao，peitaaoguochuangyechuqidekundun，
zaitameigeshenyeyingchouguilaishiweitazhuxingjiutang……zuizhong，jingdibuguoneigezaoyixiaoshizairenhaidemingzi，
zaitayishihundun、binlinshengsibianyuanshi，tuokouerchu。yuanlai，woconglaibushitaxindideneigeren。
liantidaipindousuanbushang，zhishiyige……mohudeyingzi？yigezailihunlushang，
chadianhetayiqifenshensuigude、wuguanjinyaodetongxingzhe？weiliyizhenjuliedefanjiangdaohai，
houlongkouyongshangnongzhongdexingtian。wosisiyaozhuxiachun，changdaoletiexiuwei，caimianqiangyaxianeiguoutudeyuwang。
zhijiashenshenqiajinzhangxin，yongjianruidetongganlaiduikangxinkouneipianjudade、kongdongdehuangwu。“gutaitai？gutaitai？
”yigechuanzhelansehushifudeshenyingdangzhulewodeshixian，shoulinazheyigetoumingdewenjiandai，didaowomianqian。
tadeshengyindaizhezhiyexingdewenheyuyisibuyichajuedetongqing。“zheishiguxianshengshigushisuishenwupinlizhaodaode，
youxie……wenjian，ninkankan。”tademuguangfeikuaidisaoguowocangbaidelian，youxunsuchuixia。wojixiedishenchushou，
zhijianbingliang。wenjiandaichendiandiande。dakai，limianshijizhangbeiyadeyouxiezhou、bianyuanzhanranzheanhesewuzidezhi。
zuishangmianneizhang，taitouqingxidiyinzhejigejiacudeheitizi——lihunxieyishu。xiamian，
shiguchengyulongfeifengwu、litouzhibeideqianming，riqijiuzaizuotian。pangbian，bengaishiwoluobidedifang，
yipiankongbai。zaixiamian，haiyouyizhangzhediedezhi。wobatachouchulai，zhankai。caisedayindebchaodan。
tuxiangshangneigexiaoxiaode、mohudeyunnanglunkuo，xiangyiketourusishuideshizi，zaiwozaoyibinglengninggudexinhuli，
jibuqirenhewennuandelianyi，fanerdailaiyizhongjinhuhuangmiudefengci。
neigetoutouzangzaiwoshentili、haimeilaidejixuangaocunzaidexiaoshengming，
zaijigexiaoshiqianneichangjuliedezhuangjihefangunzhong，yijingqiaoranlikaile。hushideshengyinhaizaierbian，
daizhexiaoxinyiyi：“haiyouzheizhanghuayandan，ninyeshouhao……”wotaiqitou，yueguohushidejianbang，kanxiangduimian。
guchengyusihuzhongyucongneizhonghundundezhuangtaizhongqingxingleyixie，huansandeyanshenjujiaole。
takandaolejinjinwozhetashoudexuqingya，
cangbaidelianshangjingranjiannandichechuyimoxuruode、jihukanbujiandexiaoyi，daizheshierfudedejudaweijie。
ranhou，tademuguanghuanhuandi、jiqizirandisaoguobingfang，lveguozhanzaimenkoudewo。neimuguang，
moshengderutongzaikanyijianaiyandejiaju，yigedangludezhangaiwu。meiyousihaotingliu，
meiyousihaoshuyuzhangfudeguanqiehuoxunwen。zhiyounongzhongdebunaifanhebinglengdequzhu。tadezuichundongledong，
shengyinyijiuxuruo，queqingxidichuanleguolai，meiyigezidouxiangcuiledudebingzhen：“tashishei？
……rangtagunchuqu。”kongqichedidongjiele。xuqingyayiweizaibingchuangbian，wenyan，shentiweiweiyizhan，
taiqileiyankanxiangguchengyu，neiyanshenliyoujingya，youchiyi，
dangengduodeshiyizhongyinmide、jihuyaopotuerchudefuzaguangmang。tazhanglezhangzui，sihuxiangshuoshenme，
zuizhongquezhishigengjindiwozhuleguchengyudeshou，fangfozaiwushengdixuangao**。hushigangadijiangzaiyuandi，
kankanwo，youkankanbingchuangneibian，shouzuwucuo。neigufanyongdeexinganzaicixiongmengdidingleshanglai，zheiyici，
wozaiyeyabuzhu。yiguxingtianmengdiyongshanghoulongkou。womengditaishouwuzhuzui，langbeidizhuanshenchongchubingfang，
diediezhuangzhuangdipuxiangzoulangjintoudegonggongweishengjian。“wa——”binglengdecizhuandimianfanshezhecanbaideguang。
wopazaixishouchibian，juliediganouzhe，weilikongkongruye，zhinengtuchukusededanzhi。jingziliyingchuyizhanglian，
canbairuzhi，yanwoshenxian，ejiaodeshabushenchudiandianxueji，lingluandefasinianzaihanshideetoushang，
yanshenkongdongdexiangliangkoukujing。bingliangdeleishuizhongyuhouzhihoujuedigunluoxialai，zazaitaocixishoupenshang，
yunkaixiaoxiaodeshuizi。bushiyinweibeishang，bushiyinweiweiqu。
shiyizhonggengshenchen、gengchedidedongxibeiliangenbaqihouliuxiadejudakongdong，binglengdefengcongzhonghuxiaoerguo。
“suwan？”yigedaizhechiyidewenrunnanshengzaishenhouxiangqi。wohunshenyizhan，
huluandiyongxiuzimodiaolianshangdeleishuihelangbei，shenxiyikouqi，tingzhilebeiji，caihuanhuanzhuanguoshen。shizhouxubai。
guchengyudezhuzhiyisheng，yeshiwomenduoniandelaotongxue。tachuanzhebaidagua，shoulinazhebinglijia，meitoujinsuo，
jingpianhoudeyanjinglishengmanledanyouheyisileran。xianran，gangcaibingfanglineichangbukandenaoju，
tahuoxuyijingzhixiao。“nizenmeyang？”takuaibuzouguolai，muguangsaoguowoejiaodeshanghecangbaidelianse，
“chulewaishang，haiyoumeiyounalibushufu？touyunma？exin？”tadeshengyinhenwenhe，
daizheyishengteyoudeanfuliliang，quexiangyigenxizhen，qingqingcipoleqiangchengdeyingqiao。woyaoleyaotou，
houlonggansedefabuchushengyin。zhouxubaitanlekouqi，
muguangluozaiwoshoulijinjinzuanzhede、zhanzhewuzidewenjiandaishang，yanshenfuza。“chengyuta……toubushoudaozhuangji，
chanshenglenixingxingyiwang。muqiankanlai，tadiushile……jinshiniandejiyi。”tadunledun，sihuzaizhenzhuocuoci，
shengyinyadegengdi：“jiyijiedian，sihutingliuzaitahelinwei……fenkaihoubujiu。
suoyi……”tameizaishuoxiaqu，danyisiyijingbuyaneryu。suoyitazhijidelinwei，
suoyitakanwodeyanshenrutongkanmoshengren，suoyitarang“ta”gunchuqu。wochelechezuijiao，
xiangluchuyigebiaoshilijiehuozhewusuoweidexiao，quefaxianlianshangdejiroujiangyingdegenbenbutingshihuan。
zuizhongzhihuachengyigejiqinankandehudu。“zhidaole。”shengyinsiyadexiangshazhimoca。zhouxubaikanzhewo，
yanlidedanyougengzhong。“nixianzaixuyaoxiuxi，qingxuyebunengtaijidong。wojinikaidianyao，zaizuogexiangxijiancha，
youqishi……”tademuguangxiayishidisaoguowodexiaofu。xinkoumengdiyichou。
neifenbinglengdebchaodanzaiwenjiandaili，yingyingdelengjiaoluozhewodezhangxin。womengdizuanjinledaizi，
zhijieyinweiyonglierfanbai。yiguqiangliedechongdongyongshanglai，yizhongxiangyaosisuizheiyiqiedechongdong。“buyongjianchale。
”wodaduanta，shengyinyichangpingjing，pingjingdelianwozijidougandaomosheng。wobashoushenjinwenjiandaili，mosuozhe，
zhijianchupengdaoneizhangguanghuadebchaodanhelingyizhangyinzhebinglengjielundeliuchanshoushuquerendan。
woyonglijiangtamenchoulechulai。liangzhangbobodezhi，cikequezhongyuqianjin。wozhuanguoshen，
buzaikanzhouxubaicuoedelian，yibuyibu，zhongxinzouhuineijianmimanzhexiaodushuihemouzhongwushengshengliqixidebingfang。
guchengyubankaozaishenggaodebingchuangshang，xuqingyazhengyongxiaoshaoxiaoxinyiyidijitaweishui。taweiweicezhetou，
yanshenrouhediluozaixuqingyalianshang，neizhongzhuanzhuheyilai，shiwoguoqushinianlicongweijianguodeshechi。
tingdaojiaobusheng，tataiqileyanpi。youshineizhongyanshen。chuncuidemosheng，
hunhezhebeidaraodebuyuehehaobuyanshideyane。“nizenmeyoulaile？”tadeshengyindaizhebingrenteyoudexuruo，
quebinglengdemeiyouyisiwendu，“woshuolerangnigunchuqu！tingbudongrenhua？”xuqingyaweishuidedongzuodunzhule，
tafangxiashuibei，zhuanguoshen，lianshangdaizheqiadaohaochudeweinanheyisibuyichajuedeyouyuegan，
kanxiangwo：“su**，chengyutaxianzaiqingxubuwending，xuyaojingyang，nikan……”womeiyoukanta，
muguangzhizhiditouxiangguchengyu。tayingjundecelianzaibingchuangcanbaidedengguangxiaxiandeyouxiecuiruo，ejiaodeshabuciyan。
jiushizheizhanglian，zheigeren，cengjingshiwoqingchunsuiyueliquanbudechongjingheguangliang，
shiwoshinianhunyinliqingjinsuoyoudeduzhu。erxianzai，
zheizhanglianzhirangwogandaocigudehanlengheyizhongshenrugusuidepibei。wozoudaotadebingchuangbian，
zaijulitayibuyuandedifangtingxia。wushitayanzhongshengtengdenuhuohexuqingyajingtidemuguang。wotaiqishou，
jiangyizhijinzuanzaizhangxindeliangzhangzhi，qingqingdi、pingwendifangzaitagaizhebaisebeidandetuishang。dongzuohenqing，
zhizhangluozaibeizishangjihumeiyoushengyin。guchengyuxiayishidichuixiayanjian。bingfanglisiyibanjijing。
zhiyouxindianjianhuyifachuguilverbinglengde“didi”sheng。liangzhangzhi，qingxiditankaizaitayanqian。
yizhangshibchaodan，shangmianneigexiaoxiaodeyunnanglunkuo，xiangyigewushengdechaofeng。lingyizhang，shiliuchanshoushuquerendan。
binglengdeqianzixuangaozheyigeshangweichengxingshengmingdezhongjie，youxiajiao，gaizheyiyuanxianhongdeyinzhang。
guchengyudemuguangningguzaineiliangzhangzhishang，shijianfangfojingzhile。talianshangdebunaiheyanexiangchaoshuibanxunsutunqu，
querdaizhideshiyizhongjizhidemangran，tongkongweiweifangda，
sisididingzheneigeyunnangdetuxiangheshoushudanshang“zhongzhirenshen”deziyang。tadezuichunweiweixidongzhe，
houlonglifachuyigemohubuqingdeqiyin，xiangshibeishenmewuxingdedongxiezhulehoulong。
xuqingyayecouguoqukanleyiyan，lianseshunjianbiandeshabai，tamengdiwuzhuzui，fachuyishengduancudejinghu，
suijinanyizhixindikanxiangwo，yanshenlichongmanlezhenjinghe……yisibuyichajuedehuangluan？jimiaozhong，huozhegengjiu。
guchengyuxiangshibeineiliangzhangzhitangdaoleyiyang，mengditaiqitou，muguangbuzaishichuncuidemoshengheyane，
ershihunzazhejudadezhenjing、kunhuo，shenzhi……yisitazijidouweicengchajuedekonghuang？
tasisididingzhewodelian，fangfodiyicizhenzheng“kanjian”wozheigeren。“zhei……zheishishenme？
”tadeshengyinganseshaya，daizheyizhongliantazijidouweiyishidaodezhandou，“haizi？……sheide？
”tademuguangzaiwohetatuishangdeliangzhangzhizhijianlaihuiqunxun，hunluanerjiqie，
shitucongwozheipianmoshengde“kongbai”lizhaodaoyisixiansuo。neiyanshenli，
diyicichuxianleshuyu“guchengyu”zheigerende、wosuoshuxideneizhongxunqiudaandetanjiuyu，
buzaishikanmoshengrendebingleng。zhenfengci。xuyaoyongshiqu，cainenghuanlaitaduanzandezhengshi。
woyingzhetahunluandemuguang，chelechezuijiao。zheiyici，yigejiqipingjing，
shenzhidaizheyisiqiyijietuogandeweixiao，zhongyuchenggongdifuxianzaiwodelianshang。“meishenme。”wodeshengyinhenqing，
xiangyumaofuguo，queqingxidihuidangzaijijingdelingrenzhixidebingfangli，“haiziyemeile。”wodunledun，
muguangsaoguotazhenjingdelian，saoguopangbianxuqingyashabaierfuzadebiaoqing，
zuihouluohuitayanzhongneipianhunluandexuanwoli。“zhenghao。”shuowanzheilianggezi，
wobuzaikantalianshangshunjianbengtadebiaoqing，buzailihuixuqingyadouranjianruiqilaidechouqisheng，
shenzhibuzaikanzhouxubaidanyoudemuguang。wotingzhilebeiji，xiangxiexialeqianjinzhongdan，
youxiangshipishangleyicengbinglengdekaijia，zhuanshen，haobuyouyudilikailebingfang。
gaogenxiecaizaibinglengguanghuadeyiyuanzoulangcizhuanshang，fachuqingcui、wending、jianxingjianyuandehuixiang。meiyibu，
doutasuileshenhouneipianlangjiedefeixu，yetaxiangyigechedibutongdefangxiang。shenhoudebingfangli，
yinyuechuanlaiguchengyushikongde、daizhejudakunhuohemouzhongshuobuqingdaobumingkonghuangdesihou：“nizhanzhu！
nijiwoshuoqingchu！zheidaodishizenmehuishi？！suwan！suwan——！
”yijixuqingyadaizhekuqiangde、shituanfudeshengyin：“chengyu！chengyunibiejidong！nideshang！yisheng！
yishengkuailaia！”zheixieshengyin，rutonggezheyicenghouzhongdeshuimuchuanlai，mohueryaoyuan。yuwowuguanle。
tuikaiyiyuanchenzhongdebolidamen，shenqiubangwanlinliedefengmengdiguanlejinlai，daizhechengshiteyoudechenaihehanyi，
chuisanlewoshenshangzhanrandexiaodushuiweidao，yechuidewo**depifuyizhencitong。woguojinleshenshangdanbodewaitao，
meiyouhuitou，jingzhizouxianglubian。shoujizaikoudailizhendongqilai。pingmushangtiaodongzhe“chenlvshi”demingzi。
woshenxiyikoubinglengdekongqi，anxiajietingjian。“sunvshi，”dianhuaneitouchuanlaichenlvshilengjingzhuanyedeshengyin，
“ninrangwochadeshiqingyoujieguole。
ninmingxiatongguo‘xinghaiziben’daichide、chengyukeji31%degufenquerenhan，
yijininzuoweishijikongzhirendexiangguanfalvwenjian，yijingquanbuzhengliwanbi，dianzibanfadaoninyouxiangle。
zhizhiwenjian，ninkanshisongdaoninfushanghaishi……”“songdaowojia。”wodeshengyinyichangpingwen，meiyousihaobolan，
“lingwai，qicaoyifenxindeshengming。jiyuguchengyuxianshengmuqiandeshentizhuangkuangherenzhizhuangtai，wo，suwan，
zuoweichengyukejizuidagudongjishijikongzhiren，jiangyijugongsizhangchenghe《gongsifa》xiangguanguiding，
zanshijieguangongsiyiqierichangyunyingjijuecequan，zhizhiguxianshengwanquankangfubingjubeilvzhinengliweizhi。
cuociyaoyanjin，lichangyaomingque。mingtianyizao，woyaokandaogonggaofabuzaigongsiguanwangheneiwang。
”dianhuaneitouchenmoleliangmiao，suijichuanlaichenlvshigengjiachenwendehuiying：“mingbai，sunvshi。
shengminggaohejieguanliuchengwenjianwohuilianyezhunbeihao，mingzaojiudianqianfaninqueren。jieguandejutigongzuo，
shifouxuyaoanpaitebiegongzuozuxiezhunin？”“xuyao。hexinchengyuanmingdanwowandianfajini。
”wokanzheyuanchuchengshijianciliangqidenihong，muguangchenjing，“haiyou，dongjieguchengyumingxiasuoyougerenzhanghu，
baokuotakenengzhuanyijixuqingyaderenhezijintongdao。liyou，jiushiyishengchujuderenzhizhangaizhengming。”“haode，
sunvshi。xiangguanfalvshouxuheyinxinghanjianwohuitongbuchuli。”chenlvshideshengyintouzheyisibuyichajuedejinbeng，
xianranyishidaoleqingkuangdeyanzhongxing。“xinkule。”wogualedianhua。shoujipingmuanxiaqu，yingchuwocikedelian。
cangbai，pibei，ejiaodeshabubianyuanshenchuyidianganhedeanhong，danyanshenquexiangbeizheishenqiudehanfengchuiguo，
yichangqingliang，shenzhidaizheyizhongjinhulengkuderuili。yiliangheisedejiaochewushengdihuadaowomianqiantingxia。
sijilaoyangxunsuxiache，weiwolakaichemen，lianshangdaizheyuyanyouzhidedanyou：“taitai……ninmeishiba？
guxianshengta……”“womeishi。”wodaduanta，wanyaozuojinhouzuo，“huiyundingbieshu。lingwai，tongzhilijie，
baguchengyudedongxishoushiyixia，quanbudabaofangdaochuzangshi。congjintianqi，zhuwoheshufang，tabuyongzaijinle。
”laoyanglengleyixia，suijilikediantou：“shi，taitai。”taguanshangchemen，gejuelewaimiandehanfeng。
chezipingwendishirubangwandecheliu。chuangwailiuguangyicai，judadeguanggaopaishang，
chengyukejizuixindezhinengchanpinguanggaozhengxunhuanbofang，guchengyuyiqifengfadeyingxiangyishanerguo。
**zairouruandezhenpizuoyili，bishangleyanjing。xinkouneipianjudadekongdong，
cikebeiyizhongbinglengde、jianyingdedongxitianmanle。bushibeishang，ershijuejue。shinianhunyin，yilufuchi，
zuizhonghuanlaide，shibinsishitahuhuanlingyigenvrendemingzi，shixinglaihouyijubinglengde“gunchuqu”。