第 3章 梦想与现实的碰撞

shiguangrenran,baijuguoxi,biyederizijiurutongneifeichierguodeliecheyiban,yuelaiyuejin。erjiuzaizheijijiangfenbiedeqianxi,linyueyusuranzhijianyuanbenrumibantianmeidefenweiquejianjianbiandeningzhongqilai,fangfobeiyipianwuxingdeyinyunsuolongzhao。

linyuedefumushizhonghuaichuaizheyigejiandingdeyuanwang,neijiushixiwangzijidebaobeinvernenggouhuidaoguxiangneigeningjingdexiaocheng。zaineili,youzhewendinganyidegongzuodengdaizheta,haiyoushuxiqinqiedeshenghuohuanjingweiraozuoyou。zaitamenyanzhong,weiyouruci,zijiaguinvfangnengguoshangzhenzhengxingfumeimanderensheng。

meidanglinyueyufumutongdianhuashi,tingtongneitouchuanlaidemeiyijuhua、meiyigezi,doubaohanzheneifenshenshendeqixuheguanai。neixieyinqiedehuayuyouruyibabazhongchui,yixiayouyixiadiqiaojizaitadexinkanshang,rangtadeneixinbuyouzizhudifanqiyizhenyouyizhendejiujie。yibianshifumuduizijiweilaishenghuodemeihaoguihua,lingyibianzeshiyusurangongtongjinglidediandiandidiyijiliangrenduibicixuxiadehaishishanmeng。jiujinggaihequhecong?zheigewentirutongyizhidiaopidexiaomao,butingdizaitaxintouzhuanao,lingtafanluanbukan。

“yueyuea,nizaineibiandachengshidapintaixinkule,zanzheixiaodifangsuiranbibushangdachengshifanhua,danshengzaianwen。nihuilaikaogebianzhi,zhaogehaorenjiajiale,bamayejiufangxinle。”dianhuaneitou,muqindeshengyinmanshidanyouheqipan。

linyueyaozhezuichun,youyulexujiu,shuodao:“ma,wozhidaonimenshiweiwohao,keshiwozaizheibianyeyouzijidemengxiang,woxiangzainulishishikan。erqie……wohesuranyebuxiangfenkai。”

muqinzaidianhuaneitoutanlekouqi,shuodao:“nizheihaizi,ganqingbunengdangfanchia。suranneihaizisuirankanzhebucuo,danchuangyenayouneimerongyichenggongde,yihouderizihaizhangzheni,nideweizijideweilaikaolv。”

linyuexinzhongyizhennanguo,talijiefumudekuxin,keyoushizaishebudefangqizijidemengxianghesuran。ersuranzheibian,tayixinxiangyaozaizheizuochengshizhagen,pingjiezijidenulidazaochuyifanshiye。chuangyedexiangfazaitaxinzhongyijingyunnianglexujiu,tachongmanjiqinghedouzhi,jianxinzhiyaozijizugounuli,jiunengshixianmengxiang。

“yueyue,xiangxinwo,zhiyaowomenliuzaizheier,yiqinuli,yidingnengguoshanghaorizide。woyaojiniyigeshuyuwomendejia,yigemeihaodeweilai。”suranjinjinwozhelinyuedeshou,yanshenzhongchongmanlejiandinghejuexin。

linyuejingjingdiningshizheyanqiandesuran,muguangjiaohuijian,xinzhongyongdongzhefuzaerqiangliedeqinggan。gandongruchaoshuibanyongshangxintou,danyucitongshi,maodunyexiangjiuchanbuqingdesixian,jinjinshufuzhutadexinxian。

duiyuweilai,linyuefangfozhishenyuyipianmangmangdawuzhizhong,mishilefangxiang。tabujinziwen:“wodexuanzejiujingshibushizhengquedeni?”yibianshifumuyinqiedeqiwang,neishizixiaodaodayizhibansuizheta、wufaqingyigeshedeqinqingjiban。tamenhanxinrukudijiangtayangda,jiyuletawujindeguanaiyuzhichi,rujingengshiduitadeweilaijiyuhouwang。zheifenhouzhongdeai,chengweiletajianshangchendiandiandezeren,rangtananyigufu。

raner,lingyibianqueshishenaizhedenanyouyijiliangrengongtongmiaohuichudemeihaoweilailantu。meidangxiangqineixietianmideshiguangheduixingfushenghuodechongjing,tadeneixinbianhuiyongqiyiguwennuanerjiandingdeliliang。zheishishuyutagerendekewang,shiyuanzilinghunshenchuzuizhenshideshengyin。

zhanzaizheigerenshengdeshizilukou,linyueganjuezijijiuxiangshibeiliangguqiangdadelilianglachezhe,zuoyouweinan。meiyicishenrudesikao,dourutongjianruidedaorenzaitaxinshanghuaguoyidaodaohenji,dailaikegumingxindetongchu。zheizhongzhengzhalingtayebunengmei,shibuzhiwei,zhenggerendouchenjinzailewubianwujidejiujieyujiaolvzhizhong。