第2章
biqibingtong，wogengkanbudelumiaomiaozengewodebiaoqing，wotaiailumiaomiaole，keyoutaobukai，woxianzaishenmedoubushi，zaiyebushichenjianeigeyiqifengfadexiaoshaoyele。
早就不是了。
woxianzaijiushigezangdiaodepiqiu，lumiaomiaotiwodouhuixianqizanglexie。
ruguohaishengxiasangeyue，woxiang，bazhiqianbuhuizuodeshiqing，douzuoyibian。
zheiyangjiusuansile，yemeiguanxileba？zhishaoduideqizijile。
woganjueyanqiandebaizhizhongchanzaleyixieheidian，buduandekuoda，ranhouzaichuxian，wobishangleyanjing，leishuiquehuaguotaiyangxue，meirufasizhizhong。
zaizhengkaiyan，yijiushixuanmudebai，kequeyouxiedifangbuyiyangle。
shenshangduoshiyixiecashang，wowanshangjiuchuyuanle，huidaojiaquechayidefaxian，lumiaomiaoyezaijia，tasihuyouxiefanzao。
“momocengcengdezenmexianzaicaihuilai？”lumiaomiaozhoumeikanwo，biaoqingbuxi。
“banchuyuanshouxu，dangele。”wojiangyaochifangzailexiejushang，xiangzhewuneizouqu。
“zenme？zheiliangnianrangliyijiniyangchengfeirenle？shenmedoubuhuizuo！”lumiaomiaojifengdeshengyinchuanlai，liyishizhaoguwomenlianggedebaomu。
womeihangsheng，wanxiashenhuantuoxie，qianchedaoshangchu，dongzuoyouxieman。
lumiaomiaocongshafashangcengdeyixiazhanqilai，zoudaowomianqian，lazhewodegebojinlemen。
“zuoshenme？”wochitong，zhoumeikanxiangta。
“zheishizenmehuishi？”lumiaomiaomiansebushandekanzhewo，zhizhechajishangdezhaopian。
wokanxiangchajishangdezhaopian，shihewodanghongxiaohuayiqichifandezhaopian，weilechaoxinjuderedu。
shouhuimuguang，wokanxianglumiaomiao：“zenme？zhixuniyeyeshengge，wolianhepengyouyiqichigefandoubuxing？”
“啪！”
lumiaomiaoyigebazhangshanleguolai，qidexiongtangshangxiaqifu。
tadeliqihenda，wobeidadeshenzipianlepian，erduowengwengzuoxiang，shentitengtongdelihai，woquebuxianghelumiaomiaozaizheimejiuchanxiaqule。
“womenlihunba。”wopingjingdekanzhelumiaomiaoshuodao。
lumiaomiaokanzhewo，turanbiandefeichangfennu：“bukeneng，nixiangdoubuyaoxiang！”
“nibujuedeleima？miaomiao。”woanjingdekanzheta。
“woshuoguo，nibupeijiaowomiaomiao！”lumiaomiaofennudekanzhewo，shunshouchaoqichajishangdeyanhuigangxiangwozalai。
yanhuigangzaibankongzhonghuaguoyidaohuxian，womeiduo，renyouyanhuigangzazaiwodexiongtangshang，hentong，danburuxinlidetongchu。
“zheibeizi，nibiexianghewolihun！”lumiaomiaoxiangshigebeidianrandezhadan，nuqichongchongdekanzhewo。
wokuxiao：“zhaozixuanhuilaile，nihewolihunhou，keyihetazaiyiqi。”
“wobulihun，yekeyihetazaiyiqi。chenshaoqin，biewangledangniannishizenmeduiwode！neixienianwoyinweinishoudaodeshanghai，woyaoqianbeiwanbeidecongnishenshangzhaohuilai，niyongyuanbiexiangcongwoshenbianlikai！”lumiaomiaofennudekanzhewo。
tashuode，shidangnianwoweilerangtalikaiwo，hepengyouyiqiyandeyichangxi。
womeixiangdao，zheichangxiduitadeshanghaizheimeda。
“fangguowo，yefangguoniziji，haoma？”wokanzhelumiaomiao，shengyinjinhukenqiu。
lumiaomiaolengxiaoyisheng：“nijiuzheimexianglihun？xinga，wokeyiqianxieyi，yekeyitingleji**zhiliao。”
dangnianmuqinchuchehuohouchenglezhiwuren，zheimeduonian，yizhidoumeixing，weilebaochitazuihaodezhuangtai，zheimeduonianyongdedoushizuihaodeshebeihezhiliao，shiyibiwofubuqidetianwenshuzi。
dangchu，lumiaomiaojiushinazheigeyaoxiewojiehunde。
wokanzheta，ganjuefangjianneimendelihai，erpanwengmingzuoxiang。
“hailihunma？”lumiaomiaolengmodekanzhewo，wozaitadeyanzhong，kanbudaobandianaiyi，zhiyouwubiandehen。
woyaoyaotou，shuobuchuhualai，wobukenengyanzhengzhengdekanzhemuqinqusi。
lumiaomiaokanwodeyanshenxiangshikanyitiaogou，tazoushangqianlainiezhuwodexiaba，zhangzhangdezhijiaxianjinrouli：“niyongyuanzhinengdangwojiaobianyaoweiqiliandeyizhigou。”
shuozhe，taxianedeshuaileyixiashou，lengyankanwo：“guixia。”
wolenglengdekanzheta，sisideyaozheya，bukendong。
lumiaomiaokanwobudong，nachushoujibolegehaomachuqu，lengmodeduidianhuaneibianshuo：“zhangshuyadeshebeikeyitingle。”
“buyao。”wodeshengyinyadelihai。
lumiaomiaotiaomeikanzhewo，meishuohua，xianranshidengwojitataidu。
woputongyixiaguizaidishang，zaimuqindexingmingmianqian，zunyanyebiandemeiyouneimezhongyaole，kuangqie…woyeyaosile......
“miaomiao，nizaishuoshenme？”dianhuaneibian，zhaozixuandeshengyinqingxiaozhexiangqi。
“meishenme，nihaohaozhunbeijinwandejiuju。”lumiaomiaodeshengyinrouhelexialai。
wotingzhedianhuaneibianxiangqidezhaozixuandeshengyin，lenglexia，suijishentixiangshibeichouganleliqiyiban，yuanbenbizhidejibeiyewanlexialai。
wozuizhonghaishichengweilelumiaomiaodehezhaozixuanplaydeyihuan。
dianhuabeiguaduan，lumiaomiaosihuduiwodebiaoxianhenmanyi，taweiweiwanxiashen，zaiwodelianshangpailepai，xinqingpoweibucuodeshuodao：“wanshanghaohaoshoushishoushi，genwochuxiyigejiuju。”
wozhidaolumiaomiaoxiangyaozuoshenme，taxiangjizhaozixuanpulu，daiwoqu，shixiangzhemowo。
kewomeiyouqitadexuanze。
“hao。”**yazheshuodao。
tazuijiaogouqiyimojifengdexiao，gaogaozaishangkanzhewoshuodao：“haiyou，yihoubuxuzaitilihundeshiqing，wodehukoubenshang，meiyouliyi，zhiyousangou。”
wokandaolumiaomiaoyanzhongbujiayanshidechaonongyuwanwei，dixialetou，tasuishidoukeyirangwoqiaowushengxidexiaoshizaizheigeshijieshang，dantahaimeiwangou，mingxianbuxiangjiuzheimeqingyidefangguowo。
keshitakenengyongyuandouxiangbudao，wozhishengxiasangeyuedeshijianle，zheikenengshihelumiaomiaojiehunyihou，weiyiyijianchaochutayiliaodeshiqing。
woturanyouxiekaixin，ruguolumiaomiaozhidaotajinzaibawodewanwuturansile，huibuhuihenbugaoxing？
yinggaibuhui，tayouduohenwo，woshizhidaode。
tahuifennuyuwochaochutadezhangkong，quebuhuiyinweiwosiershengqibandianbuman。
她一直是想我死的。
lumiaomiaodeshouzhienzaiwozuijiaoyuqingdeshangkoushang，sisideenzhe。
juliedetengtongrangwobuyoudezhoulezhoumei，benshixuruodeshentimaochulenghan，kandaowochitongdebiaoqing，lumiaomiaosihumanyileyixie：“gunjinqubazijishoushiganjing！”