yanqianzheiyimurangwolengzaileyuandi。
womeixiangdaoyingxijuezhendehuianzhaowoshuodehuazuo。
taneiyangderen,zuishangshuozheaiwo,xinliyounianzheyelanyan。
taheyelanyandouyijingzuoguozuiqinmideshi,zaizhidaozhenxiangqian,zaipinlinsiwangdeshihouxiangdedoushiyelanyanhetamende“haizi”。
ertaduiwodeqiuhun,buguoshidamaoxianshulehoudechengfa。
他不爱我。
zaidezhiwodesixunhou,youshuoduiyelanyanbuguoshixinxiangan,buguoshiwanwan。
taduiyelanyanyeweibiyouduoshaoganqing。
yingxijue,tagenbenjiushiyigezhiaizijidehunzhang。
tazenmehuiyinweiwodeyijuhuajiu……
wobiekaiyan,qiangrenzhuxinlibumingdeqingxu:“jiaojiuhuche!”
……
医院。
wobingmeixiangbashiqingnaoda,zhishixiangrangyingxijuechidianjiaoxun。
keshiqingdaozheiyibu,naobunaodayijingbuyouwoshuolesuan。
yingxijuebeisongjinshoushushi,yingfuyingmudedaoxiaoxi,henkuaigandaoyiyuan。
zhouxiruishizhonghuzaiwoshenqian,wozhidaotashipayingfuyingmuduiwozuoshenme。
danbieshuota,jiulianwoyemeixiangdao,yingfuyingmulailezhihou,duiwobujinmeiyouyijuzeguai,fanershiguolaigenwodaoqian。
“arou。”yingmuzoudaowomianqian,pangfoyiyezhijianlaolehaojisui,“wozhidaoxijuezuodeneixie**shi,wotita……henidaogeqian。”
wozhenglezheng,mangfuqita:“buguanfashengshenme,doushiwoheyingxijuezhijiandeshi,nimenmeiyouduibuqiwo。”
yingfuyingmuyizhibawodangzuoqinnvertengai,zheiyeshiwodangniandayingyingxijueqiuhundeyuanyinzhiyi。
yingmutanlekouqi,sihubuzhidaogaizenmeshuo。
wobarenjiaerzinongchengzheiyang,woyebuzhidaogaishuoshenme。
wochenmolehuier,haishikaikou:“wobingbuxiangnaochengzheiyang,danjiranninerweizhenghaozai,neimewojiuzaizheishuoqingchu——”
“woheyingxijuedehunshi,kendingshibuchengle。”
“jintianzhiqian,woduitadequehenfennu。danshijintianzhihou,wohetaliangqing,sheiyebuqianshei。”
“yihouliangjiazhengchangjiaowang,danwoxiwangwoheta,nengbujianmian,jiuhaishibuyaojianmianle。”
shuowan,wochelechehaizaifangbeizitaidezhouxirui:“zhouxirui,womenzouba……woyoudianleile。”
zhouxiruidiandiantou,jiangzhidebeijizhongyufangsong。
talazhuwoshouwan,zhuanshenyaodaiwozou。
jiuzaizheishi,shoushushidedengmiele。
mendakai,yingfuyingmuchongdaoyishengmianqianxunwen:“yisheng,qingwenwoerzizenmeyangle?”
wobuyoudetingxiajiaobu,pingzhuhuxidengzhehuida。
yishenghuida:“bingrenmeiyoushengmingweixian,weilidebolisuipianyijingqulechulai,shidaoyousunshang,gujihenzhangyiduanshijianlibunengshuohuale。”
tingdaojieguo,wochelechezuijiao。
shuohuangderenyaotunyiqiangenzhen,manzuihuangyandeyingxijue,yinchayangcuozhendededaoletadebaoying。
danqishiwogenbenmeiganjuedaoyidiantongkuai。
zheiyike,woturanmingbai,zemujiayangduiwoshuodeneixiehuashishenmeyisi。
yinguoxunhuan,zuoleeshideren,zhongjiuhuidedaoeguo。
keruguowoshizhongxianeikezhongzideren,neimeneizhongedezhinianjiuhuijiuchanzhewo。
woxiayishifumoshangleerchuishangdelvsongshierzhui。
woturan……haoxiangzemujiayang。
haoxiangjianta,haoxiangtingtadeshengyin,haoxiangtayichuxianjiuhuiqusanwoxinlideneizhongfuzao。
wobishangyanshenhuxilexia。
身后忽然传来声音。
“arou……nizhendehaihuozhe……”