zhiyaorenhuozhe，jiuzongyouxiangjiandeneiyitian。
dangwozhidaozijihaimeisideshihou，wojiuzhidao，zheijianshizhouxiruinengmanguoyingxijueyishi，danjueduimanbuguoyishi。
zhishiwomeixiangdao，yingxijuegangzuowanshoushu，nengneimekuaixinglai。
youneimeyishunjianwoshenzhichadianjiuzhuanguoshenquwenneigeyisheng，nandaotamenmeiyoujiyingxijuedamayaoma？
erqiebushishuo，tayouyiduanshijianbunengshuohuama？
tingdaoyingxijuesiyadeshengyin，woxinzhongdeneiguzaoyimominggengjianongyu。
但想想又觉得算了。
zaodianjiejue，zaodianbazheiduanguanxijieshu。
zemujiayangyijinglikaikuaiyigexingqi，tashuohuihuilaizhaowo，yinggaiyekuaileba。
wozuanlezuanshou，yongyanshenanfuleyixiazhouxirui，zhuanshenkanxiangtangzaibingchuangshangmanliancangbaideyingxijue。
“yingxijue，niliaodaozijihuiyouzheiyangdeyitianma？”
yingmulianseweibian，shangqianxianglanzhuwowangxiashuo：“arou……”
quebeiyingxijuexianjiaozhu：“ma。”
gujitahoulongtengdelihai，shuobuleduoshaozi。
dantakanzhewo，quemanmantuchuyigegezi：“arou，nishuo，tun……jiuyuanliangwo，shima？”
zaozhidaojiugaiduoguantajipingjiu。
tazenmeheleneimeduohaimeiduanpian，jidezheimeqingchu？
估计是太疼了吧。
zheiyangdejingkuangxia，wozhidaozijiyinggaishuoyixiebujijiao、hehao，zhurucileidehua。
kewozhuangbuchulai，wowufajiazhuangdadu，dangzuoshenmedoumeiyoufashengguo。
“wobukenengyuanliangni。”wozhishizheyingxijuedeshuangyan，fanglengyuqi，“yingxijue，wozuobudao。”
wobishangyanjingjiushitashanghaiwodezhongzhong。
congqiankanneixiedianshijudianyingdeshihou，kandaoyixiedatuanyuandejieju，wozongshihuihenmihuo。
weishenmerenzongshiyaoyuanliangshanghaiguozijideren？
nandaoyinweiyiliangjianshi，guoqudeshangbajiubuzaile，jiukeyidangzuoshenmedoumeiyoufashengguoma？
我不行。
wokanzheyingxijuemingxianshoushangdeyanshen，jiandingkaikou：“jiudangwoxinxiongxiaaiba，yingxijue，wowufayuanliangni，gengxiwangcongjintianzhihou，womenzaiyebuyaojianmian。”
womozheneikelvsongshierzhui，zemujiayangdelianfuxianzaiyanqian。
xinzhongdezaoyijianshaolexie，wojinkenengfangpingyuqi：“hunyuejiechu，jiuzheiyang。”
“shuoqilaihenkexi，yelanyansile，fouzewoyidinghuizhufunimenbaitouxielao——yinweinimendoubushishenmehaodongxi。”
shuowan，wolazhezhouxiruijiuxiangzhuanshenlikai。
yingxijuequesichezhesangziyouhanwo：“arou……woaideren，shini……wofashi，wozhiqian，meiyoukanqingziji，dexin。”
ruguoshuowogangcaihaisuanpinghe。
neimexianzaitingdaozheijuhua，wojiuyizhibuzhudijuedefennu。
“yingxijue，nishibushibasuoyourendoudangzuoshazi，nizhenjuedenizuodeneixieshi，nishuodeneixiehuameirenzhidaoma？”
“nixianzaiyoukoukoushengshengshuoaiwole？nishangcihaishuorangyelanyanzaixiamianbuyaotaishangxin，xiabeiziniyaohetazuoyiduixianshifuqi，yongyuanzaiyiqi。nidenuoyanhaobuzhiqian，nijiubupabanyeyelanyandelinghunlaizhaonima！”
yingxijuemeixinjinzhou：“nishuo……yaojiawo。”
woqibudayichulai，gangcaiwoshuodehuatayijudoumeitingjinqu！
woshenxilekouqi，chedibuxiangyayizijidepiqi。
zaiwokaikouzhiqian，congwoshenhouxiangqiyidaorufuguoxueshanshandingdehanfengbandeshengyin。
“tayijingxunuojiawo。”
我一怔，倏然转头。
zhengduishangzemujiayangruyunzanglewanqianxingchendeheimou。