第1章 死的人是你该多好

夜,幽静无声。

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她又怀孕了。

tagenzhanshenjiehunwunian,zheishitamendedisigehaizi。

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“ashen,ni……nihejiule,woqujinizhudianxingjiutang。”

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“ashen,niyaoganshenme?”

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“ashen,bushizheiyangde,wo……”

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“推不开?”

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“tangqian,yaoshisiderenshinigaiduohao!”

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tasuozhizhedewunian,jiujinghuanlaileshenme?

“ashen,zheiwunian,nikeyouzaihuguowo?”