第3章 带孩子一起离开这个世界

zheiyici,tashizhendeyaobatawangsilushangbi……

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tangqianchushiwunianle,zheiwuniantangqianconglaimeiyouhuiguotangjia。

tabushibuxianghuilai,zhishizheigejiaconglaibuhuanyingta。

tangqiandejiaogangmaijinjiamen,linfangnaonudeshengyinjiugenzhexiangqi——

“nilaizheilizuoshenme?!”

“ma,wolaikankanniheba……”

“不用你挂心!”

tangqiandehuahaimeishuowan,jiubeigangzouchufangmendetanglunlishengdaduan。

“nizheiyangdedufu,womenkebuxiaoshoubuqi,miandezheshou!”

tangqianshentiyizheng,zuijiaoluchuyimokusedexiaorong。

taxiangbumingbai,weishenmetagentangqiandoushitamendenver,shoudaodeduidaiqueshitianchadibie。

congxiaodaoda,buguantangqianxiangyaoshenme,fumudouhuijinlimanzu。

erta,zhinengwantangqianshengxiadewanju,chuantangqianshengxiadeyifu。

tamenjitadeliyoushi,yinweitashijiejie,suoyishishiyaoyimeimeiweixian。

napashitangqianzuocuoshiqing,zhiyaotaku,zuihoubeidaderenyidingshitangqian。

tangqianxiangbutong,tamenmingmingshishuangbaotaijiemei,ketayingshihuochengletangqiandepeichenpin。

ertangqiansihou,tajiubianchenglezuiwukeshudeeren。

tamouseanlean,jiekoushihuilainadongxide,kuaibuzoushanglouti,guaijiaojinlegentangqiangongyongdefangjian。

shuoshilianggerengongyongdefangjian,kelimianchuletangqiandedongxi,zaojiumeiyoutacunzaidehenji。

tangqiandeshixianyiyisaoguofangjianlidewupin,zuihoudinggezaichuangtoujushangdexiangpian。

neishitaweiyiyizhangzhaopian,suiranlimianzhiyoutadebeiying……

erzhaopianli,tangqianlazhezhanshendeshou,qiaolianshangyangyidexiaorong,manshikaixin。

xiaoshihou,tangqianjiushiyigehuopokailangdenvhai,yinweizuibatian,zongnengtaosuoyourendexihuan。

erta……jiuxiangtashenhoudebeiyingneiban,zongshigudude、anjingde。

keshi,zuixianyujianzhanshenderenmingmingshita。

takongzhibuzhuziji,aishangleneigenanren,nandaozheiyeshitadecuo?

……

bangwan,tangqianlikailetangjia,tashibeiganzoude。

likaitangjiahou,tayigerenmanwumudedizouzailushang,jiuxiangyipianpiaolingdeluoye,buzhidaodigaiquhefang。

taxiangdaozhanshenshuodehua,renzhexinkouchuchuanlaideduntong,zuoleyigejueding。

ruguoduzilidehaizibunenghuozaizheigeshijieshang,neijiurangtadaizhetayiqilikaizheigeshijie。

huidaozhanjiabieshu,tajizhanshenfalegexinxi,zhiyoujianduandeyijuhua——

【ashen,ruguoyoulaisheng,wozhiqiuzaiyebuyaoyujianni。】

xinxifachuquhou,tachixialeyizhengpinganmianyao,anjingtangzaichuangshang,dengdaisiwang。

tazheiyishengjinglideshiqing,haoxiangfangdianyingyiyang,yiyifuxianzaitayanqian,zuihouhuamiantingzaitayuzhanshenzaiyiqideneiwan。

neiyiye,zhanshenhezuile,lazhetadeshoubukenfangtazou,houlai……

kesheinengxiangdao,guojitiantaquebeitangqianyinanpengyoudeshenfendaihuiletangjia。

yexucongneigeshihoukaishi,nieyuanjiuyijingmaixiale。

shentiyuelaiyuepifa,zuihou,nvrenyanpiqingqingheshang……

阿深,我走了。

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lingyibian,zhanshengangchuliwangongsideshiqing,chulaishikandaoleduanxin。

jianshitangqianfalaide,tayandimanshiqingmie。

又在搞什么鬼?

kanleyiyanduanxinneirong,zhanshendeyanshenmanmananchen。

tajiangshoulideyandidiujinlajitong,yinchendezhoumayiju,qinaodixianghuiqukankanzheinvrenyouxiangwanshenmebaxi。

kejiuzaizheigeshihou,shoujipingmuzaiciliangqi。

zhanshenzhoumei,anxialejietingjian,meiguoduojiu,yinchendeshensezhuanweizhenjing。

“nishuotangqianhaihuozhe,tahuitangjiale?!”

tacongconggualedianhua,kaichexiangtangjiajichierqu,zaoyijiangganggangdeduanxinpaozhinaohou……