第一章死亡与重生
“suyu，nizheige**！gouyinluzhaochuanbusuan，jingranhaishengxialelujinniandehaizi！”
yinanchaoshidedixiashi，pibianshenghenumashengbuduanjidazhezhouweideqiangbi。
suyuquansuozaidishang，tashenshanghenzang，daochudoushibeibiandachudexuehen，pikairouzhan，chumujingxin。
jibianruci，tahaishijianghuailidexiaonanhaierhudeyanyanshishi，burangpibianbandianluozaitashenshang。
xiaonanhaierwumunongmei，xiaoxiaoyituaner，keaijile。
cike，taquemiansefaqing，zuichunfanzi。
tacaisisuida，jiuyaohetayiqisizaixumingyuezheigefengzishouli......
xumingyueyibazhuaqisuyudetoufa，shengyinyouhenyoulengdizaxialai。
“xiangyaomupingzigui，jiezhulujinnianjinimensujiafanan？nizuomeng！”
xumingyuedeliqihenda，suyuganjuezijitoupichuanlaiyizhensiliedetong，zhenggerenrenbuzhudaoxiyikouqi，youkesouqilai，xianxueshunzhetadechunjiaoliuxia。
勾引陆照川？
生下陆瑾年的孩子？
fenmingshitafuqinzaorenxianhailangdangruyu，muqinjingshoubuzhudajibingshile，jirenlixiazhishi，luzhaochuankanzhongtaderongmao，maitongjiumayijiaduitaxiayao！
tasuiranmeirangluzhaochuandecheng，queyeyinchayangcuohuailelujinniandehaizi。
xumingyuerucihenta，wufeishijiduluzhaochuanxihuanta，ertaxumingyuezuoweiluzhaochuanqiziquebeiluzhaochuansuoyanqi。
zongranmianlinsiwang，suyushulidemianpangshangrengjiumeiyouyisijupa，heizidechunhechunbiandexuemeirangtabiandechoulou，fanerweitatianjialeyifenqilidefengqing。
xumingyueyandishanguoyimojidu，lengxiaozhezhengyaokaikou，suyuhuailidexiaonanhaierquemengtaiqitou，yebuzhinalilaideliqi，huranyueqi，xianggexiongedelangzaiziside，henhenyaozhulexumingyuezhuazhusuyudeneizhishou。
tadedongzuoyoukuaiyouturan，yizhiyusheidoumeiyoufanyingguolai。
许明月吃痛尖叫。
tajutongzhixiafanshouhenhenyishuai，xiaonanhaierdaodiliqibuzu，beitashuaishoudelidaocongsuyuhuailituolechulai。
“你找死！”
xumingyuelianshanghenlizhaxian，taiqilingyizhishouqiazhulexiaonanhaierdebozi。
zhixirangxiaonanhaierlianshangluchuletongkudeshense，dantarengjiufahendiyaozhexumingyuedeshoubukensongkai，xianxueshunzhetadekoujiaobutingwangxiatang。
“放开他！”
suyufenlipuguoqu，quebeixumingyueyijiaochuaikai。
tazhengzhazhexiangyaozhanqilai，ranerduyaoshaozhuozhetadewuzangliufu，juliedetengtongrangtakaishiwufazikongdijingluan，gengshiqulequanshendeliqi。
“tashilujinniandehaizi，nibunengshanghaita！“
“buneng？zheiliyourenkandaowoshanghailujinniandehaizilema？sheiyouzhidaolujinnianyouhaizi？”
xumingyuelianshangluchueyidexiaorong：“tajintianbixuyaosi！”
“不！小宝！”
suyuyanzhengzhengkanzhexumingyuelianshangdebiaoqingyintengtonghekuaiyierbiandegewainiuqu，kanzhetaehenhendiqiazhebaobaodebozi。
yekanzhejinyousisuidesulangyinzhixierbutingzhengzha，zuihousizhiruanmianmiandichuilexiaqu，quezhisidoumeiyousongkaikou。
suyujingzhidelianshangzaoyimanshileihen，tanulidiaodongqijinshengdeliqi，xiangxumingyuedefangxiangpaguoqu。
kanzhesuyutongkudeyangzi，xumingyuexinzhongwubichangkuai。
lulaoyezijiduzhongnanqingnv，zijialaogongyouxiantianruojingzhiyouyinv，laoyeziyaoshizhidaolezheigexiaozaizidecunzai，jueduihuixiangyaobataguojijiluzhaochuan。
tazenmekenengyunxuzheizhongshifasheng！
xumingyuelengxiaoyisheng，suishoubananhaierxiaoxiaodeshentirengdaojiaobian。
“fangxin，nihenkuaijiuhuiqupeitale。”tazhuangrongjingzhidelianshanghuaguoyimodeyi，“sujiayijingdaole，jiusuanhaiyourenhuzhenimen，zhuichanimendesiyin，yezhihuichachushiyichangyiwaieryi。”
suyuyanqianchihongyipian，tajielipadaosulangdepangbian，yongzuihoudeliqijiangtalanjinhuaili。
yanqianyizhenyizhendikaishifahei，tanengganshoudaoshengmingzaizhujianliushi，yushibuzailihuixumingyue，ershibaozhehuailidesulang，ditouzaibaobaodelianshangyinxiayigewen，suihouqingqinghengqileyaolanqu。
baobao，biepa......
buguanniqunali，mamadouhuipeizheni。
xumingyuekanzheyanqianzheiyimu，zhijuedewubiciyan，dashenghuhanqizijidebaobiao。
“batamenjiwonongchuqu，qiesuileweigou！”
menwaiqueyipiananjing，xumingyuedailaidebaobiaomeiyouyigeyingsheng。
xumingyuexinligedengyitiao，dunshiyongqibuhaodeyugan。
zaizheipiananjingdeyouxiebuxiangdejijingli，tatingdaoleyishenglengxiao。
“he，weigou？bucuodezhuyi。”
gaodayingjundenanrencongdixiashidemenwaizoujinlai，meiyanrudao，lianshangshensebinglengzhiji，meifengjianyinhanliqi。
“陆瑾年？！”
xumingyuehoutuiliangbu，lianseturanbiandecanbai。
tabushizaiguowaima，zenmehuichuxianzaizheili？
lujinnianlianyigeduoyudeyanshendoumeiyoufenjita，qingmiaodanxiediduizijidailaiderenxialing：“jirantajizijixuanhaolesifa，neijiudaixiaquqiesuileweigouba。bataderenyeyiqichulidiao。”
“lujinnian，nigan！wo，woshiniersao......sha......sharenshifanfade！”
xumingyuecanbaizheyizhanglianhoutui。
“fanfa？ersaokanshangqusihubingbuzhidaosharenshifanfade。hekuang，yourenkandaosheisharenlema？”
lujinnianmeiyandanmodishuo。
tadailaiderenfenfenyaotou，suihousanliangxiaenzhuxumingyue，qiangxingbatadailechuqu。
yinanxiazhaidedixiashiyouhuifuleanjing。
lujinnianweiweizhoumei，shixianxiayi，luodaodishangquansuozhedemuzierrenshenshang。
suyubeixumingyuepairenbangjiazhihoushoujinzhemo，youbeibianda，shenshangyiqunzaoyipolanlingsui，zhanmanxueji。weilehuzhesulanghaizaidishangpaxingtuoye，kanshangqupengtousanfa，langbeibukan。
lujinnianshengxingxijie，kandaozheiyangdesuyu，yanshenlirenbuzhutouchuyidianxianqi。
dantayouyupianke，rengjiudunxiashen，jiangshoushenxiangsuyu，bokailesanluanpizaisuyulianshangdetoufa。
luanfazhixiadeneizhanglianshang，hengguanzhebeibianzichouchulaidexuehen，pohuailenvziyuanbenwuxiaderongmao。
quetouzheyiguyincanqueergengxianjingyandemei，youyizhongbieyangdedongren。
queshishisinianqiancenghetachunfengyidudeneigenvren。
“weishenmebulaizhaowo？”
miliuzhiji，suyutingjianlujinniandiyadiwenta。
shia，weishenmebuquzhaolujinnianni......
yinweitapazijiquzhaolelujinnian，lujiajiuhuidaizouxiaobao，batahexiaobaofenkai。
danzhishaolujinniankeyibaozhuxiaobaodeanquan。
“wo......houhuile......”
tachilididongledongchun，siyadikaikou，leiruyuxia。
lujinnianchenmopianke，shenshoucongtahuailibaoqileneigexiaonanhaier。
nanhaidemeiyanjingzhi，haimeizhangkaidewuguanyutawubixiaosi。
zheishitadeerzi。suweimoumian，jiuyijingbeirenhaisi。
lujinnianchuixiameiyan，lianshangdebinglengheliqijianjiantunqu，huanshanglehanjiandewenheyuaohui。
“duibuqi。”tashenshoupenglepengsulangdelianjia。
“ruguozhidaonidecunzai......wohuihaohaobaohuni。”
suyuchunbianbujinluchuyimokuxiao。
ruguorenshengkeyizhonglai，tayejueduihuibaohuhaoxiaobao，buhuizairangxiaobaozaoshouxumingyuededushou！
baozhezheiyangdeniantou，suyuzhijuezijidelinghunqingpiaopiaodifeichulequti，chenruwubiandeheianzhizhong。
然后她失去了意识。
buzhiguoleduojiu，suyuzaihunhuneezhong，hurantingjianyidaojiaojiyouzhinendeshengyinzaijiaota：“mama！”
“妈妈你醒醒！”
shixiaobaodeshengyin！tazenmele？
nandaotazaisihoudeshijielihainenghexiaobaozhongju？
suyuxinxiwanfen，xiayishizhengkaiyan，quebeimingliangdewoshidingdenghuangleyixiayanjing。
ertadexiaobao，zhengzaiyilianjiaojidikanzheta。