第4章 :怎么舍得放弃

ruolizhishiluguoxiuluozu,toutouguolaikanfenglingxiyiyan,jieguokandaotachabuduoqulebantiaoming,shenshangshanghenbianbu,yigerentangzailenglengqingqingdexiuluodian,quewurenkanguan。

jingranxuyaotayigedalaoyuanluguode“wairen”weitashangyao。

fenglingxichechuyisikuxiao,“tianzu,wohaihuidequma?bierenbuzhidao,ruolinihaibuzhidaoma?woxianzaizhishengxiayichuchenle,woyaoquzhaota。”

ruoliqiji,yibazhuazhufenglingxi,“nishaa!zijidechujingzijibuqingchuma?nigegefengxiulingzhishiqifendangniannixuanzeleyichuchen,nihuiqugentadaogeqian,yiqiedouhuihaoqilaide。”

“回不去的。”

congtalikaitianzu,jiuzhudinghuibuqule。

ruoliqingchufenglingxizaixiuluozudechujing。

ziranyeqingchutadejuepiqi,jiandingdeshiqingyidingyaozuodao,ziranxihuanderenyeyaoxihuandaodi,ketapianpianxihuanshang,yichuchenzheigelengxuewuqingdenanren,congchengqinzhiqian,tajiuzaiquan,chengqinzhihouyezaiquan,daoxianzaiyiranzaiquan,kejieguohaishifenglingxiyiyiguxing,tayoubunengweitaqugenyichuchendayijia。

yinweitazhidao,neiyangzhihuirangfenglingxidechujinggengjiazaogao。

taweiyinengzuode,jiushiyouzhetahunao,tuoxiazijidebaihuqiuweitapishang。

musongzhefenglingxilikai,huishenduishanglemengyuanyimanxiaoyideyanshen,ruoliyanshensuiwuqita,quewojinleshouzhongdeyugushan。

“mengyuan,biexiaodeneimedeyi,niyongsheideshenfenlaizaiyichuchenshenbian,bieyiweimeirenzhidao。”

ruolidehua,meiyourangmengyuanchanshengyizhongjiaodanyoudeqingxu。

dui,tashiyiyichuchenjiumingenrendeshenfenlaizaitashenbian。

qishijiuyichuchendelingyouqiren。

可是那又怎样!

“ruolishangxianhuigaosuyichuchenma?”

mengyuanyijiuxiaodedeyi,“sheidouzhidao,ruolishangxiantongtianzudinvqingmeizhuma,zainiangtailibiandinglewawaqin,kebanlushachuyigeyichuchen,ruolishangxianzennengganxin,shibushi?erwoxianzaizhengzuozhebangzhushangxianyingdemeirenguideshiqing,shangxiangaiganxie,bushima。zaishuo,jibianmeiyouwo,dangnianjiulechuchendenvren,xiangxintayebuhuifangrenfenglingxikuaihuode,bijingyichuchenzheimeyouxiu,biniyouxiu!”

ruolizirenzijiduinvrenyixianghaopiqi,zheixienvrenzhongquebubaokuofenglingxi,yebubaokuomengyuan。

fenglingxi,shizinvederangtapogong。

ermengyuan,shiexindelingtashengyan。

ruoliyanshenqingmie,“wobuhuishuo,budaibiaoyichuchenyongyuandoubuzhidao,nihaohaoxiangyixiang,zenmemanyibeizi!haiyou,biexuezhefenglingxidedaban,nizaizenmewangshenshangtiejin,daodiyeshigexiaren——”yubi,fuxiuliqu。

wangzheruolidebeiying,mengyuanzuijiaodexiaorongjiangying,henhenduojiao,niansuileyidiluohua,“fenglingxi,nishitianzudinvyouzenyang,woshigexiarenyouzenyang!dengzhe,niyongyoudeyiqie,wodouhuiqiangguolai——”

……

fenglingxishizaishufangzhaodaoyichuchende。

tazhengzuozaishuzhuoqian,nazhehuohongdecezi,tongguanjialaoqinduizhecezishangdepinli。

fenglingxishangqian,yibacongyichuchendeshouzhongqiangguocezi,sichengxilan,heiliangdeyanjingkanxiangyichuchen,“dangnianchengqindeshihou,nidayingguowo,niwoyitianfuqi,jiubuhuinaqiede,nijueduibunengshiyan。”

yichuchenkanzhedishangbeishijiedecezi,biaoqinglengmo,erhoukanxiangfenglingxi,jiantashenshangpizheshuyuruolishangxiandebaihuqiu,mouguanganchen,youshenmeqingxujijianghuxiaoerchu,zhongshiyayilexialai,lenglengdao:“niyebaozhengguo,huihaohaojimengyuankanbingde,keshi——niquexiangrangtasi,ruobushibenjunjishigandao,nishibushizhunbeishaleta?”

tadehuayuhenleng,sihuguozhebingzhaziyingmianerlai。