第5章
zheixieshiqingfashengyilai，suchitouyicishoudaolaizimoshengrendeguanxin。
tayankuangyisuan，chadianmeirenzhu。
buguotahaishinulijiangqingxuqiangrenxiaqu。
“wohenhao。”suchilianshangdeshensepingjing，danxiaodao：“yidianjiashi，rangfuxianshengjianxiaole。”
shuowan，tachaozhefangjianmenkoukanleyiyan。
xinxinyijingcongchuangshangxialai，xiaoxiaodeshenyingcishizhengzhanzaimenkoukanzheta，neishuangyanjingyufuxitingruchuyizhe。
“xinxinyijinghaole，rihouzhuyitadeyinshiqingkuang，duanqineibuhuizaifabing，shijianbuzaole，fuxianshengdaixinxinhuiquba。”
苏池下了逐客令。
fuxitingzhidaosuchixinqingbuhao，yemeiyoumianqiang，tahuanhuanqishen，shuodao：“jinwanmafansu**，gairizhongxie。”
dengdaofuxitinghexinxinlikaizhihou，wuneishunjianjijingxialai。
suchishenseyebiandefeichangluomo。
ketingneidenuanhuangdeguangjiangtaxianbodeshenzilongzhaoqilai，touyingzaidishangdeyingzigewaidegudan。
人心都是血肉做的。
daodishizhaogulebaniandeerzi，shuomeiyouyidianganqingshijiade。
keshitazhiyaoxiangdao，zijizhaoguzheyewanwandeerzibanian，zijidenverqueshiguwucun，xinjiuxiangshibeitongleyidao。
haozaigenzijimeiyouguanxideren，yigeyuehoujiuyaochedigunchutadeshijie。
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“jiangzong，meiyouchadaofurendexialuo。”
zhouxingongjingdizhanzaijiangshaojundebangongzhuoqian，rushishuozhegangcaichadeshiqing。
huidaobangongshihou，yewanwanyoudalaihaojicidianhua，bengkuideyizhizaiku，shuoshichengchengnaolepiqi，tawanquanhongbuhao。
ersuchiyouguaduantadedianhua，wanquanbuguanchengchengzheigeerzi。
zheishi，zhouxintichuquzhaosuchiguolai，jiangshaojunchenmozhemeiyoufandui。
meixiangdaosuchiyelikaileyiyuan，bingqiexialuobuming。
“zheijiushinidegongzuonengli？”jiangshaojunwojinshouzhongdegangbi，taimoulengyankanzhezhouxin。
“baoqian，jiangzong，wozaijixucha。”
jiangshaojunshenxiyikouqi，zhidaoqiannuzhouxinyemeiyong。
taxinqinggengfanzaoqilai，weiyouyinyinyouxiezuotong，lianseshunjianyipiancangbai，renbuzhushenchushouquwuzhezijidefubu。
“jiangzong，ninmeishiba？yaoburanninhaishihuiquxiuxiyixia？”
jiangshaojunkaozaizhenpizuoyizhong，yanmoujinbizheqiangyazhezijidenanshou。
pingshitashaoweiyouxiebushi，suchizongnengyoubanfarangtakuaisuhuanjiexialai，keshimeiyoutazaizheili，shijiejiuxiangshiluanletao。
tayiqianyizhimeiyoujuedesuchiyouduomezhongyao。
xianzaibudebuchengren，tahaishiyoudianyong。
jiangshaojunzhengkaiyanjing，tadeshoujihaomabeisuchilaheile，dianhuadabujinqu，xinxiyefabuguoqu。
takanxiangzhouxinshuodao：“banishoujinalai。”
zhouxinlikegongjingdejiangzijideshoujishangjiao，jiangshaojunzhouzhemeitoukaishibianjiqiduanxin。
【suchi，wozheicizuocuole，nimashanghuilai！】
xianglexiangyoujuedezheigeyuqishaoxianlengmo，huoxusuchibuhuixinruan，nvrendoushiyaokaohongde。
tayoushandiaozhongxinbianjileyitiao。
【suchi，zheicishiwozuodebudui，bugaisongyewanwanquyiyuan，wozhidaocuole，nizainali？womenhaohaotantan。】
jiangshaojunmanyidekanzheduanxin，suihouzhaodaosuchidehaomafasongchuqu。
kandaoxinxifasongchenggong，tazuijiaoqinggouqilai。
suchitinghaohongde，zhiyaotashaoshaofangxiashenfensuchijiuxinruanle，takandaozheitiaoxinxizhihou，bidinghuizhudonglaizhaota。
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suchishoudaolejiangshaojundeduanxin。
takanzheneidaoqiandexinxi，lianshangmeiyourenhebolan，zhishijuedejifeng。
qianjiaoyewanwangangdadianhualaizhaota，houjiaojiangshaojunjiufalezheiyangdeduanxinxiangtaqiuhe，tayoujifenzhenxin？
zhipayoubatadangzuoyuandatou，jiangtazhaohuiquzuobaomuba！
suchimalidishandiaoduanxin，bazheigehaomayeyibingjilahei。
ciri，xiaoerzhudongqianlaibangmang。
jinmenzhihou，tazeixixidichaozhewoshikanleyiyan，suchikandaotazheiyangzi，shuodao：“kanshenmeni！”
“chijie，zuowanshangmeiyounanrenzaizheililiusuma？”
tingdaotazheihua，suchirenbuzhufanlegebaiyan，“shuoleshibingren，luanxiangshenme，ganjingaoweisheng。”
zuowanshangsuchijiandandishoushichushuijuededifang，couhezheshuileyiwan，jintiancaikaishijinxingdasaochu。
zhishitashuidebingbutaihao。
naohaizhongzongshifuxianjiangshaojunhechengchengdehuamian，haiyouyigexuelinlinde，kanbuqingchumianrongdexiaonvhai。
zhengkaiyanjingchuangwaiyangguangmingmei，niaoyuhuaxiang。
zheicaiyishidao，tazhongxinkaishilexindeshenghuo。
diyibujiushiyuanlishanghaizijidehuanjing，dierbujiushikaishizhongxinzhaohuizijiderensheng。
liangrenmanghuoleyitong，bawuziliwaidoushoushiganjing。
“zhongyushimangwanle！”xiaoertanzuozaishafashang，taxiangshixiangqishenme，kanzhesuchidao：“chijie，neijiangshaojunzhenbushigenanren。”
suchilanlanditaimou，zantongdao：“queshi。”
yourenxingdenanren，zuobuchuneiyangsangxinbingkuangdeshiqinglai。
“zheicidiaochachulebushaodongxi，wofajinikankanba！”
hualuo，xiaoerjiubadiaochachulaideziliao，fadaosuchideshoujili。
congzheixieziliaoli，suchijibenlejiejiangshaojunyuyewanwanzheibanianyilaideshenghuo，tamenshiruhedeenai。
yuanlaijiangshaojunfengkuangzhuiqiuta，bingqiejuedinghetajiehun，shiyinweiyewanwanhuaiyunle！
neicijiangshaojundeshengri，tazaishengrihuishangheleyibeijiu，ranhouzuidebushengrenshi，diertianshizaijiangshaojunshenbianxingguolaide。
shiduotianhou，tajianchahuaiyunle，jiushineitianyoude。
jiangshaojunyaoduitafuze，anpaileyichangsixiadexiaoxingqiuhunyishi。
neicideyiwai，huoxujiushijiangshaojunguyizuode，weidejiushiyaorangtajiyewanwanzuodianjiaoshi。
bijingqianhoujiaoyuyewanwanshengchan，cainenggoujiangyewanwandehaizihuanguolai。
tahejiangshaojunjiehunhou，tadegongzuoqueshifeichangfanmang，nenggouhuijiadecishuyequzhikeshu，youshihoumangqilaimeizhouzhiyouyitian。
dangchutatiliangjiangshaojunxinku，jinliangbuchaobunao，duliqieziqiang。
xianzaikandaozheixieziliaozhijuedekexiao。
tayinweijiangshaojunchuchaduzichanjiandeshihou，jiangshaojunzaixiaoxinyiyidipeizheyewanwanchanjian。
tazaijianhongshengchandeshihou，jiangshaojunjieledianhualikai。
tazhuanshenjiujinleyewanwandechanshi，peizheyewanwanyiqishenghaizi，houlaitadachuxuexuyaozhaojiashuqianzishizhaobudaoren。
zuihoushitashengchulaidenver，beitatoutianhuanribingqiexialehenshou。
整整八年！
tazhidaojintiancaizhidaozhenxiang。
yuanbenyiweijiangshaojunduitaduoshaoyoudianganqing，meixiangdaotacongtoudaoweijiushiyewanwanhetaaiqingzhijiandejidian，yigemianfeidebaomu！
叮咚！
men**zaianjingdewuneixiangqi，jiangsuchidesixulahuilai。
“shisheia？”xiaoerzhudongshuodao：“”woqukaimen！”
tazouguoqubamendakai，suchikandaolezhanzaimenkoudejiangshaojun。
jiangshaojunkandaoxiaoer，lianseshunjianyinchenxialai。