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我女儿死了。

dabachezhuijiang,tadangzhewodemiansizaibinglengdejiangshuili。

jiuyuanduiduizhanglaopoyezaixianchang,quezaimangzhejiuhoupaidechulianfunv。

nvermanlianjingkongzaijiangshuilizhengzha,yibianbianzhongfu:“mamajiuwo!”

kezhidaotachenrujiangshui,jibanxiadoubucengfenjitayigeyanshen。

nverzanglineitian,wojitadadianhua,daleshijitongcaiyourenjie。

“ayugenananfunvliangluoshuiganmaodishao,xianzaihaizaishuye,ninengbunengbiebuzhiqingzhongxianaoteng?!”

tabunaifandijiaodaiyiju,bawolaheile。

wotoushangchanzhebengdai,kanzhemubeishangnverdexiaolian,cikeduizheichanghunyinchedishiwangle。

......

“jiuwo,mama!wuwuwu......wobuhuiyouyong!”

“lulubiepa,mamayijingchaozheibianguolaile,tahenkuaijiuhuijiuwomenchuqude!”

wogennverqingxingshi,dabacheyijingzhuirujiangzhong。

shuimandaoletadebojing,tadeyangzhetou,cainengbaochihuxi。

erwoshenshangdaochudoushishang,yanzhongshixue,naodaidouyunyunchenchende。

suoxingwolaopojibanxiashilanhejiuyuanduiduizhang,jintiandaiduijiuyuanderenjiushita。

wogennverkanjiantakaizhejiushengtingguolai,doujuedejiuxinglaile。

youeryuanzuzhihaizimenchunyou,wojitafaguodabachechepaihao,haiyouchunyoudidian。

kejibanxiakandoumeikanwomenyiyan,pokaiwomenhoupaidechuanghu,zhibengaoyufunverqu。

gaoyuyijingbaanquandaijiekaile,zaitabangzhuxia,tagenananhenkuaicongchuanghuliyouchu。

jiangshuishunzhechuanghuxiongyongerru,henkuaiyanzhinverbiduan。

tazaiyebengbuzhuqingxu,kuzhewenwo:

“baba,gaoshushutamenye......yezaicheli,mamazhihuikeliantamen......shibushi......shibushiyoubuguanwomenle?baba,wokuai......kuaihuxibuguolaile,hao......haonanshoua......”

“biepa,biepalulu,babazheijiujiunichuqu!”

womoleyibalianshangdexue,yonglichuozijishangkou,chenzheneigutengyirangzijibaochiqingxing,qujieanquandai。

womenhaoburongyicaicongdabachelipachuqu,jiangshuiyuelaiyuejile。

dabacheshangbazhehenduojiazhanggenhaizi.

yigelangchaodaguolai,dabanrenluojinshuili,jianjiaoshengkushenggengdale,cidewoermoteng。

luluzaijiangshuilipinmingzhengzha,xiaoxiaoderenzailimianqiqifufu,xiangshisuishihuibeijiangshuizheigejushoutunmei。

“妈妈,救我!”

“ba......baba......”

haidaizhezhiqidehuhansheng,zaizheiyipianxuannaodehuanjingli,buzixitingjihudoutingbudao。

womanshenxue,lianzhandeliqidoumeiyou,quebennengditiaolexiaqu。

“lulubiepa,babalaijiuni!”

wofenlichaozheluluyouqu,mingmingyijingzhuazhutadeshoule,keyigelangchaodalai,tayoubeipaikai。

womenzhigezhebanmidejuli,quezenmedoukaobujin,zhiyoutilizaizhujianxiaoshi。

“救救我们!”

“sheinengjiujiuwodenvera?”

wohuanglihuangzhangquxunzhaojibanxiadeshenying,tajiuzaibuyuanchudejiushengtingshangmian,zhengzaianweigaoyufunv。

“jibanxia!lulukuaibuxingle,nijiujiuta!”

“求你了!”

woshoushangyoubuguoqu,ketaneng!

tapingshizaizenmehulvewomenfunvliangdoukeyi,wozhiqiutazheicinengjiujiuwomen!

raner,jiuxiangguoqudejinianyiyang,wogenlulumanxinmanyandoushita,ketazhinengkandaogaoyufunv。taanfuhaoliangren,jiuanbujiubanjiuyuanqitaren,shenzhibucengfengeyanshenjiwogenlulu。

wocongweirucijuewangguo,zhiqiululubiekandaozheixie。

可她还是看到了。

“baba,wo......wobushimamadenverma......weishenme......weishenmetayidiandou......doubuaiwo......”

“wo......woyebuyaoai......aimamale......”

“baba,duziguanlehao......haoduoshui,yaochengbaole......biziyehaonanshoua......”

luluzhengzhadefuduyuelaiyuexiaole,langchaotuizhetadeshenti,yuelaiyueyuan。

woyanzhengzhengkanzhetaxiaoshizaiwodeshixianli,quanshenxueyefangfozaicikedoulengningle,dongdewoyizhenyizhenfadou。

wodelulu,zuipayigerenle......

“lulu,dengdengbaba!”

“nibiezouneimekuai,babagenbushang......”

etouxianxueliujinwoyanjingli,yanqianyiqiedoubianchenglecimudexinghongse,chenglewangbuledeemeng。

youjiuyuanduiduiyuanfaxianwo,bawojiuleshangqu。

jibanxiazaojiudaizhegaoyufunvliangzoule,yagenbujidewogenluluyezaizheiliangdabacheshang。

jiuyuanduiderenshuowodeshangkouhenyanzhong,yinggaiquyiyuan。

kewobuxiangqu,wozhixiangjiuwodelulu。

她怕孤独。

也怕冷。

shitidisantiancaidalaoshanglai,yijingkanbuchuyuanbenmoyang。

wokudeyanleidouyaoganle,zhihensideneigerenbushiwo。

wodehaizi,tacaiwusui,renshengcaiganggangkaishi......

bamadanxinwoshenti,qiangzhibawodaidaoyiyuan。woshenshangduochushangkou,zaijiangshuizhongpaoleneimejiu,yijingganranle。

woshuzheye,nachushoujijijibanxiadadianhua。

woyaogentalihun,yedetongzhitanverdezangli。

kedianhuadabutong,wocaijiqilaibeitajilaheile。

meicitapeizhegaoyufunv,xianwodaraotashi,jiuhuilaheiwo。

wodengshuwanye,zhijiedachequgaojia。

zheichangzhikaowoyigerenjingyingdehunyin,wozaimeiyoubanfenjingliquweixile!