第一章
woshidashengguozuizunguidegongzhu，woaimuguoshichuguangbaiduonian。
woweilejiajitaxiangfuhuangqiuxiayizhihunyue。
可他却不愿承认。
zhiyinjiejieshuowoyaohaita，chuguangbaijiujiangwodaweishuren，qiujinwoyuhangusi，yaowohaohaozhangzhangjiaoxun。
banianhou，wotuozheshanghenleileideshentihuidaohuanggong。
gaogaozaishangdechuguangbaiwenwo：“yueyao，nikezhicuo？”
woguizaidishang，ketouqiurao：“yueyaozhicuo，yueyaofashi，cishengzaiyebuhuiduiguoshidarenyourenhefeifenzhixiang！”
chuguangbaimanyididiandiantou。
kehoulai，takandaowomanshendehonghen，dezhiwozaigoulanyuanjiekeshi，tashuangyanxinghong，shafengle。
1.
zaigoulanyuanjiekededibanian，chuguangbaijieshulewodeqiujin。
“xiangxiangyueyaoyinggaifanshengdechabuduole，zhenghaowoyutajiejieyunhegongzhujijiangdahun，jiangtajiehuilaiba。”
chuguangbaideanweilaijiewoshi，lianggedafubianbiandenanrenzhengcongwodechuangtajianlikai。
wohunshenzhizheyijianbosha，yibuzhetideyifu，louchudakuaidakuaideqingzi。
anweizhouzhemeisaoguowobeiwannongdeqianchuangbaikongdeshenti，xianqidinaguoyijianyifuzhezaiwoshenshang。
“woxunlexujiu，quebucengxiangnizairuciazazhidi！”
“nicengjinghaodaishiyiguodegongzhu，weilebubeiqiujinjuranruciziganduoluo！”
“nikankannixianzaideyangzi，jianzhiexindelingrenxiangtu！”
fangzaiyiqian，yigexiaoxiaodeanweiganzheimeduiwoshuohua，tanaodaidouyaobanjia。
kewozaoyibushibanianqiandeyueyaogongzhu。
wopishangyifusesuozheguizaidishang，hunshenzhibuzhudezhandou，qiudao：“yueyaozigan**，haiqinggongzikuanhongdaliangjiangwodaihuihuanggong。”
beirentaijinzhangyuegeshi，chuguangbaiyixibaiyizuozaizhuweishang，lengmoxianqidikanxiangwo。
huanggonglidesuoyourendouzhidao，ergongzhuyueyaochilianguoshishijinian。
zhangzhezijibeishouenchong，dasixuanyangzijifeichuguangbaibujia。
jilihou，woguiqiufuhuangcixiayizhihunshu。
kechuguangbaiburen，woyueshizhudongshihao，tajiuyueshilengdanwo。
wocengyiwei，shenweiguoshidetatianshengqinggandanbo，kehoulaiwoqueqinyanjiandaotamanyanwenroudiwangzhejiejieyunhegongzhu。
zheishiwocaizhidao，tabushitianshengdanbo，zhishibuaiwo。
duoniandizhemo，rujindewobenjiushiqiangnuzhimo，meileshiweidezhicheng，worulannibantandaozaidi。
chuguangbaimianseyichen，fenfuanweijiangyipenlengshuipozaiwoshenshang。
cigudehanleng，rangwocongxuanyunzhongchediqingxing。
wofanyingguolaizhandouzheyibuyibupadaochuguangbaijiaoxia，chaotazhongzhongketou。
“guoshishuzui，guoshishuzui。”
chuguangbailenghengyisheng：“zaozhijinrihebidangchu，ruobushinidongleshanghainijiejiedeniantou，zenhuixiangxianzaizheibanlangbeibukan！”
“nirujinhuigongyaoshihaiganzaidongnijiejie，wobijiaonishengburusi！”
wobuguyijingliuxuedeetou，jixuketoudao：“yueyaobuganle，haiqingguoshikaien，yuanliangyueyaodecuo。”
我真的错了。
wobugaiyinweichuguangbaiduiwoyishichongai，bianwuyiweiwozaitaxinzhongduyiwuer。
dangjiejieyunhedaizhemianshakusuwoxianhaitashi，tabuchamingzhenxiang，zhijiexiangxinlejiejie，jiangwobianweishuren，qiujinzaiguhansi。
wobuyuanchengrenzuixing，chuguangbaijingjiaorenbalewodegongzhufushi，jiangworengjinchugongdemache。
“nijiduyunhederongmao，haitazhongdu，haixiangwangtudiandaoheibai，benzuojinribianzuozhu，fanizaiguhansihaohaohuiguo！”
guoqudezhongzhongruyinyunlongzhaozhewo，wozhandouzheshenti，butingdiketouqiurao。
aoguzaobeichuguangbaiqinshoudasui，rujinyishengbuchubandianfankangdexin。
wodetouyuelaiyuehunchen，quechichidengbudaohuiying。
wotaitoukanleyanchuguangbai，tachuizheyan，weiweitaiqiyixiu，yimianbeiwotoushangdexuedianwudao。
“nizhibuzhidaonvzidemianronghedengzhongyao？”
wowenyan，taiqishuangshouhenhendichouzaizijilianshang：
“shiyueyaodecuo，wobugaiyinweiguoshidechongaierduininchixinwangxiang。”
“yueyaofashicishengyidingbuzaiduiguoshiyourenhedefeifenzhixiang。”
“tingwenguoshiyujiejiehunqijiangjin，yueyaotiqianzhufunihejiejiejuanqimei，baitouxielao。”
lianshanghenkuaibiandehongzhong，zuililiuchudaliangdexue。
wozhiqiuwodehuanengquyuechuguangbaibanfen。
taditou，biaoqingdanmodao：“nizuihaoshizhenxinfansheng，ruobushinijiejiexinshan，tiniqiuqing，niyiweinihainenghuilaima？”
“yunheduinizheigemeimeihaibuhaoma？chuchurenrangniderenxing，niquebugujiemeiqing，xiaduhaita！”
“suishuonibeiliufangdaoguhansi，keniyouchiyouhe，zheizhongxiaochengfaduinilaishuobutongbuyang，haidechengjieyifan。”
tingdaochengfa，wohedehunshenyiduosuo。
wohaipadizhuazhuchuguangbaideyibai，yaotoudao：
“bu，wobuyao，nifangguowoba，wozhendezhicuole。”
“别再罚我了。”
chuguangbaizhidangwozaikeyikuadachujing，botaxinruan，lenghengdao：
“zheikeyoubudeni，lairen，yueyaodianqianmaofanguoshi，angongjuchuzhisanshizhang！”
wotingwanxinyijing，xunchangrenshizhangbianpikairouzhan，sanshizhangdewojuewuhuolu！
yizhang，yizhangdazaiwotunbu，yuanyiweiwohuitongdehunguoqu，zhixingrenhendongderangwobaochizaiyigebuhunsidelidu。woquanchengqingxidiganjuedaoshenrugusuidetengtong，wodetuibuyijingbiandexueroumohu，kexingxinghaiweijieshu。
wotengdaoxiangyaoshezijin，zuiliquebeibaibusaiman，zhinengtulaodizhangdazuiba。
huxijian，woganjuewodeqixiyuelaiyueweiruo，yanpiyuelaiyuechenzhong。
woyongjinzuihouyidianliqi，taiyanwangzhezheishuxiyoumoshengdehuanggong，bishangleyanjing。
2.
woyuchuguangbaibenshiqingmeizhuma，tatianzicongying，xiudaoguilaichengledashengguozuinianqingdeguoshi。
fuhuangchangnianqiuzhangshengzhidao，zhongribuwenchaozheng，huangquanshijizhangkongzaiguoshichuguangbaishouzhong。
suoyigonglirencaihuitingguoshidemingling，qiangxingtuodiaowodegongzhufushi。
kebengaibeiqiujinzaiguhansidewo，quebeirenrengjinanxiangzhong。
chuguangbaijianwoshi，wozhengzaiyuyuduiwoxingbuguizhishidepopizhengdou。
tazhanzaiyuanchu，lengyanwendao：“yueyao，nikerencuo？”
woweiquyoubugandidashengdao：“womeicuo，niweishenmebukenxinwo！”
tazhiyaoshaoweichayifan，jiuhuifaxianjiejiedehuangyan，ketagenbenbuxinwo。
“xianglainihaishitaisuixinsuoyu，zhangzhezijicongxiaoxiwu，jingganweikangzhiling，sizichutao！”
“rucimingwanbuling，nigaihaohaozhangzhangjiaoxunle！”
chuguangbaichushouzhongshangwo，suihou，zhuanshenliqu。
zhouweidepopijianwomeilefankangdenengli，chushoujiangwozhuadaolepomiaonei。
“huangdidenver，ziweijiushihao！”
“yebuzhidaofanleshenmecuo？”
“bufancuo，zheigongneidenvren，nengrangwomenxiangshouma！”
wotulaodezhengzha，huanlaidezhishiyilunyouyilundezhemo。
buzhiguoleduojiu，wobeiweishoudepopidabanleyifan，maidaolegoulanyuan。
chuguangbaizaijiandaowoshi，woshenchuannishang，zaimingyueloushangtiaozheyuyiwu，nudao：
“benshixiangfanizisheng，nidaohao，guoshanghaorizile。”
tabuzhidaozheishidewoyijingchengweilelaobaodeliancaigongju。
taduizheanweifenfulejiju，henkuaiyiqunxunlianyousudeguanbing，jiangmingyuelouliandaizhexiafangdegoulanyuan，zalegeganjing。
mingyuelouyaoyaoyuzhui，goulanyuanbeipoguanting，laobaojiangsunshiquansuanzaiwotoushang，meirimeiyedeboxuewo。
wonanyichengshou，yizhaozhunjihuijiutaotuo，danmeicibeilaobaozhuahui，choudipikairouzhan。
可我还是不死心。
zaiyicitaotuozhong，woyudaolechuguangbai。
wopinmingshuaikailaobaodezhuibupaodaochuguangbaimianqian，shuangxixiagui，baozhetadetuitongkuqiurao。
wozaiyebunengrenshouzheiyongwuzhijingdezhemo，zhiqiuchuguangbainengjiangwodaihuihuanggong。
weileburangtazou，wosimingbaozhutadetui，jiangshiqingyiyilanzaishenshang。
yiweichuguangbaijianwochengrenhuidafacibeidefangguowo，ketaquebuweisuodong。
buguwosixinliefeideqiurao，chuimoulengmodao：
“zaozhirucihebidangchu？”
shuoba，renyoulaobaoderenjiangwozhuazou。
yundaoqian，wotingdaolechuguangbaishuodezuihouyijuhua：“nizhishibeiguanjinguhansi，keyunheni？tadaoxianzaidouzhinengyimianshashiren！”
zineizhihou，wozaiyemeitaochuguogoulanyuan，zaiweijianguochuguangbai。
ertayeyizhiyiweiwoanfenshoujididaizaiguhansi，fanshengzishen。
tacongbuzhi，woyinweitadeyizhimingling，beikungoulanyuanlimeirimeiyedishouzhemo。
3.
zaizhengyan，wofaxianwotangzaiyichugelouli，shenshangdeshangyebeirenzixichulile。
chajuedaojiaobusheng，woxiayishidesuojinbeizili，shentizhibuzhudizhandou。
jiejieyunhexiankaiwodebeizi，xintengdifushangwodelian。
“haomeimei，duonianbujian，nixiaoshoulebushao，”turantayuqiyizhuan，“dannizenmehainenghuozhehuilai？”
我闻言瞪大了眼睛。
yunhejianzhuangturanxiaoleqilai：“wohaishichangqugoulanyuankannini，buzhidaomeimeifaxianlemeiyou？”
“womeicijianni，nidouzaibierenshenxiachenghuan，neiyangzizhenshilangdang......”
我瞬间反应过来。
chuguangbaibenjiangwoqiujinzaiguhansi，kewoyixinglaiqueshenchuanxiang。
zheikendingshiyunhe，shitagaodegui！
wokongjudiduokaiyunhedeshou，taqueyijiubuyiburao，qiazhuwodelian。
woyongjinsuoshengwujideliqizhengzha。
turan，yunhejianjiaoyishengshuaidaozaidishang。
xiayishun，chuguangbaizoulejinlai。
tayilianxintengdefuqiyunhe，jiangtaloujinhuaili，qingshenganwei。
yunhejianglianmaijintahuaili，haixiudao：“guangbai，meimeihaizaini。”
jingbaihuadetixing，chuguangbaizheishicaixiangqilewo，nushengdao：
“zheijiushiniderencuo？”
“yunheziyouxueqihuangzhishu，haoxintinizhenzhi，niquezheibanbuzhihaodai，jiantatadeyifanhaoxin！”“niruoshibuxianghuo，wokeyirangnixianzaijiuqusi！”
yunhelianmangzuzhichuguangbaiyangqideshou，qingshengquandao：“meimeishangdezheimezhong，nijiubiegentayibanjijiaole。”
chuguangbaiwenyanchixiaodao：“anweipatashentibunengchengshou，jiangsanshizhangjiandaosanzhang，helaizhongshangyishuo？”
wowenyan，qingxushikong，yikouxuecongxinkouyongchu。
gongguidesanshizhang，yizhangmeishao，anweisahuang！
chuguangbaijianwotuxue，dabuzoudaowomianqian，chakanqiwodeqingkuang。
wobenxiangduokai，quebeitaqiazhuxiaba。
tameitouzhouqi，kandewoxintouyijing，haiyiweitafaxianlewoshenshangdehonghen。
xiayimiao，taquemengranjiangwoshuaidaoyibian，xianqidiyongshoupacalecapengwodeshou。
“nimiansehongrun，yikanjiuhaodehen！”
我愣在了原地。
zaishougongxingqian，wozaoyiganranfenghanduori，gengbieshuoshoulewushizhang，jibianbushuomianrukugao，zhishaoyegaishimiansecanbaicaidui？
yunheyifutongxinjishoudiyangzi：“meimei，nidouhuidaohuanggongle，zenmehainengpianjiejieni？jiejiebuhuizairangnilikaihuanggongde。”
tasuizheimeshuo，yanlidetiaoxinquesihaomeiyouyinzang。
yunhezuihendejiushiwo，zenmehuihaoxinjiuwo，taguoranmeianhaoxin！
4.
yixinqiuxianwenyaodefuhuang，tingwenwohuihuanggong，congpanlongdianganlaikanwo。
jideyoushi，fuhuangzuitengaidejiushiwo，zaiwoyisuishengchenneinian，yiwodemingzijianleyueyaodian。
kehoulai，zaijiejiedetuibozhulanxia，fuhuangzhujianyuwoshuyuan。
fuhuangmeiyouguanxinwodeguowang，ershibanzhelianwendao：“dangchunizhiyibudaoqian，shenzhilikaihuanggong，rujinnikenrencuole？”
wolianmangdiantou：“zhicuole，nverzhicuole，nverzhishixujiuweijianfuqin，yishijidongshuobuchuhualai。”
fuqinzheicaimanyixialai，zhengyushuoshenme，turantameitouyizhou，dingzhesanluozaichuangjiaodeyaopingwendao：“gongzhongdejinyao，shisheitounade？”
yipangdejiejielianseyibian。
fuxiajinyaoderenhuizaiyigeshichenneichuzaizuijiazhuangtai，yaoxiaoguohourenhuixunsushuairuo。
fuhuanglianseyichen，huangusizhou，zhiyouyanshenpiaohubudingdeyunhebuganyutaduishi。
chuguangbaichajuedaobuduijing，“jinyao？nandaomiansehongrunzhishijiaxiang？”
tashuozhe，laidaowodeshenqian，zhunbeichatanwodemaixiang。