nianruchugandaozijixiangshizaiyitiaozhangdeyongyuanmeiyoujintoudesuidaolichuanxingzhe，erliangpangdoushiliehuo，zuxiayeshijianruidesuishi，cidetazhoushendouzaiteng，xuelinlinde。
bu……tabuyaoyongyuanbeikunzaizheizhongguidifang！
dangyanqianzaiwuqitasecai，taturanshenshouxiangleliangpangdeliehuo，kaishifengkuangdepaidazhejianyingdeqiangbi，sihaobugujishenshangdeyiwuyebeishaozhele。
tayaokandaochier！tayidingyaochuqu，tayaozhidaochierzenmele！
zhengzhazhong，tamodezhengkaileyanjing，ganjuedaozhiyouseyanqiandeheimuchenchen，yijipinmingzhangkouhuxideziji，xiangjilezaiganhedechitanglicanchuandejinyu。
tazuoqishenlai，quanshenquetanruandehaowuliqi，tashenzhidouwufajiangzijichengqilai，zhinengzhuazhuchuangyan，ganjuedaoquanshenshangxiadoubeilenghanshitoule。
zhangxinliqingxidechuanlaileyimojianruidecitong，nianruchuyizhen，ditoukanqucaifaxianshichuangbiandexiaozhucicipolezhangxindejifu。
疼痛的感觉……
nianruchumodetaishoufuxiangxinkou，quemeiyouchumodaoyiliaozhizhongdeshangkou，yemeiyourenhetengtongdeganjue。
她……她没死？
beineiyangfenglidejianchuanguoleshenti，tajingranhaimeiyousi？erqieshangkouyebujianle？
tazaidushizhepaqilai，keyanqianfaheidetailihai，tadeshentijuliedezhandouzhe，fuzailechuangbian。
黄鹂啼鸣。
chuqiudeluoyeqiaoranluoxia，haidaizhexiexuxiaridemenrechaoqi，luoyushuimiandeshihoubianfachuxiweidexisushengxiang。
yikexiaoxiaodenaodaitanrufangjian，lingqiaodedayanjingzhalejixia，kandaoliwuderensihuhaimeishenmedongjing，bianxianxingruneijiangtuopanfangzailezhuoshang。
tude，neiwuchuanlaimenxiang，lingnvhaijingyadezhuantou，jiansihurenyinghuangdong，ganmangxiankaileshamuzoujinqu。
quejianshizhengfuzaichuangbiandebaiseshenying，zhengchuanzhecuqi，fasichuiluozhezhegaitademianrong，lingrenkanbuqingtacishideshenqing，dantahunshendouzaizhandouzhe，xianranshibuhaode。
“ya，chujiejie！”nvhaihuangmangshangqian，fuxiashenlaijiangtafuzhu。
初姐姐？
zheishengshuxiyoumoshengdechenghulingnianruchudeshenzimengdeyizhan，tataimou，sangyinjianse，youqishidangkanqinglemianqiandenvhaishi。
“……ruanyu？”tananyizhixindekanzheyanqianderen。
zenmekeneng……chuxianzaitayanqiandezheigeren，jinghaishineimehuobengluantiaoderuanyu？
tafenmingjide……jiuzaitachanxiachierdeqianyigeyue，guojunfengruoyangtichuyaofengtaweihou，weileduanjingtashenhouyiqiekenengqianshedaofengqirandeguanxi，ruanyufenming……yijingsilea。
taqingchudejideneiyirimantiandayu，zhiyougongnvjitadailaixiaoxi，chengwaidewufangbeirenganjinshajue，zhancaochugen。
zhancaochugen……neigenanrentaxianglaijiushizheimezuode。
“chujiejie……nihaihaoba？zenmenideliansezheimezaogaoya？”ruanyuzhouqihaokandeshuangmeikanzheta，danyoudebaxiaoshoufushangletadeetou，“shaohaoxiangyijingtuixialaileya……”
nianruchuganjuezijizhenggerendouluanchengleyituan。
tazhenglengdekanzheruanyuchupengziji，quetingbudaotaguanqiedeshengyin，zhinengqingchudekandaotadexiaozuizaiyizhangyihede，quehuzaishuozhexieshenme。
moran，tashenshouzhuazhuleruanyudeshuangbei。
“ruanyu……wo，shishei？”tamiansecanbaierjiqiedewendao。
ruanyulengzhule，banshangcaixiaoleqilai，“chujiejienizaishuoshenmeya？nishibushibinghutule？nijiushiwodechujiejie，haihuishisheini？”
初姐姐……初姐姐。
dangshizaiwufangli，zheigelingqiaodenvhaijiushiyizhizheimejiaotade，nianruchugenbenwufaxiangxin，zheigebengaizaiyinianqianjiusiqudenvhai，xianzaijinghuoshengshengdechuxianzaitademianqian，shenzhihaiwanrudangniannianqingdemoyang。
当年……
yigeniantoushanrunaohai，lingnianruchudeshenzimengranyizhen。
tacongmangdesixiayikan……meicuo，jiushizheigewuzi！zhuozishangpuzhetaxiudefangjin，qiangjiaolifangzhetadepipa，shenzhi……zaizheichuangdingshang，doushiyingcaosedeshalian。
zheishitadangnianzaiwufanglijuzhudexiaoting！
kezheiliyijinghuidiaolea，yijingbeineigenanrenzhancaochugenle……tazenmekenenghaihuihuidaozheili，shenzhihaishihuozhehuidaolezheili……
chufei，zhiyouyigekeneng。
tazhongshengle。huidaoledangnian，neiyiqiedoubucengfashengdeshihou！
jinguanzheigeniantoulingtananyizhixin，dannianruchuquezaimengshengciyideshihou，turanjuedezheijiushishangtiantingdaoletadangshidebeiqi，yaojitazhonglaiyicidejihui。
“chujiejie，nidaodizenmelema？shibushinalihaibushufu？yaobuyaowoqugaosufangzhuzaibadafuqinglai？……”
tadeyangzirangruanyuyouxiedanxin，ketashenchudexiaoshouquetudebeinianruchuzhuazhu，taturankandaonianruchudeyanjinglishanguoyisiguangliang。
“ruanyu，xianzaishishenmeshihou？”
“……ganggangguolechenshiya。”
“bu，woshishuo……xianzaishiyunxilidejinian？”
“ya？”ruanyubujieqiyi，qiguaidezhouzhemeitou，danhaishihuidadao，“xianzaishiyunxiliershiqinian……jiejieweishenmeturanwenzheige？”
云溪历二十七年！
nianruchumodesisiwozhulequantou。
chierdejiangshengshizaiyunxilisanshiernian，erneigenanren，shizaiqigeyuehousharuhuanggong，cuanduolediweide，neiyinianshiyunxilidesanshisannian。
yejiushishuo……tazhendehuilaile，huidaolezhengzhengliunianzhiqian！
“……chujiejie！”nianruchuzheibanqiguaidemoyangrangruanyuduqilexiaozui，tayaxiatadeshou，yilianzhengjingdekanzheta，“nidaodishizenmelema？weishenmezheimeqiguai？”
nianruchuyicongzuichudezhenezhonghuifulexiexu，tacheqizuijiaoluchuleyimoxuruodexiaoyi，“meishenme……jiushixiangwenwenni。”
ruanyuyouqiyouxiao，shenshoujiangtadeshenzifuzheng，younalairuandianrangtakaoshang。“nihaishiguaiguaiheyaoba，haoburongyishaocaituilexialai，kebiefanfulecaihaoni。”
xianrantabingmeiyouqiyi，zhidangzijishuihutulefaxiefeng。suijiyefanshenquwaijiannayao。
nianruchukanzhetadebeiyingchulelianqu，zaiduhuangusizhou，yiqiejingmoshengdelingtafachu。queyebitaxiangxiangde，gengkuaidejieshoulezheigeshishi。
kedangtazhendingxialai，caiganjuedaozhangxindetengtong。taditou，kandaozhangxinneiyimoxixideyinhongyiyouxieningjie。
naohaizhongputiangaidixilaidebianshineiyiyedehuamian。
xianxueheliehuo，tamendejiantahechaoxiao，siqudechier，fengqirandelengmo，baiyunshudejiqiaoyiyihuaguoyanqian。
tamodewojinwuzhi，heshangshuangmoujiangneixiehuamianzaiyandiyangaierqu。
tazhongshengle。tayaozheiyiqie，douzhongxinlaixie。yaoxiangneixieshanghaiguotaderen，yiyidetaohai。