第4章
miaoyaozudaozaidishang，feizhuyibandeshenziyibianchoudongyibianchuancuqi。
气息渐弱。
miaoyaozunengqingchuganjueshengjizhengyidianyidianliushi，hanyiqinxuerugu。
好冷啊。
taxiangbutong，mingmingzhangjieshuoyimaitongxuhuizhushenbiandenubijinchun，zaozaineishidianlemixianghemeixiang，wanshijubei，zhidengtalaicaihuami。
weihexuhuizhumeizhongmixiang？weihexuhuizhulidawuqiong，yizhaomingzhongdongquanjiaogongfudeta？
xuhuizhudaodishibushiruoliufufengdegaomenguinv？
tianna，tazhaorecuorenle。
可惜，认知已晚。
“ershenzheizhaoyijianshuangdiaowandebucuo。”
“miaoyaozu，ershenshibushigaosuni，dainipowoshen，huiwoyu，woyaomejiajini，zhunipanfushangshangshufu。yaomesanchibailinglejiexingming，siwoyirenbaoquansuoyou。”
“bulunnayizhong，yunimiaoyaozulaishuo，daoshibukui。”
“lingwai，mingyuemeimeibuyuanjiaqujiangjunfu，woyoushibujiezhishen，zheidenghaoshibujiubianyileyunhanmeimei。”
“miaoyaozu，shiyebushi？”
xuyunhanshimiaoshidedizhangnv。
benshitonggensheng，danyinzhefumuqinbutong，neilishenfenchajushenda。
sheijiaqiuqudafangdinvshizhuli，ruoqiuquerfangdinv，shuotuoleinanting，nengdedaodeshijihaochushenwei。
shijiadazuzhijiandelianyin，zhongli。
yeyinci，miaoshitingshuo**yuenaozhebujia，gangjidonggekaitou，youtingshuoxuhuizhuyuantijia，congmangxiangdaoyijianshuangdiaozhimiaoji，yuhaochujinzhan。
miaoyaozutongdaoshuobuchuhua。
dangran，xuhuizhubuxietingmiaoyaozutanbai，taneiyizhangchouzui，tubuchushenmejiazhilianchengdemimi。
yiqie，jinzaitadezhangkongzhixia。
“ershenzheimebuhoudao，wohenshengqiya。”
“buru，woyesongershenyifendali，daitaxinglai，faxianzijiheqindidichishenluotiyixiuchidezishijiaochanzaiyiqi。”
“buzhi，woneiweibaopiqideershu，huixiuleershen？haishihuidasiershen？”
“miaoyaozu，wohenqidai，nini？”
xuhuizhuyijiaocaizaimiaoyaozudexiongkouchu，henhennianya，yixiayouyixia，zhidaomiaoyaozuduanleqixi。
死不瞑目。
sharenzheishi，yihuisheng，erhuishu，sanhuichengxiguan。
xuhuizhuhuodongshouwan，qingqingtanqi，sihuxujiumeisharen，lidaomeizhangwohao。
tahuahaiweishuowan，miaoyaozujiusile。
废物不经折磨。
geriqingchen，xuhuizhuhaizaishuimengzhong，tingdaoyiqiangzhigedeyuanzichuanlaiqilidejianjiaosheng，yishenggaoguoyisheng。
震耳欲聋。
zhuanshun，jianjiaoshengjiaranerzhi。
zheishengyin，shineiweihaoershende。
kanlai，haoxiyaoshangyanlea。
xuhuizhuzhengyongzhezaoshan，xiyulaibing，“da**，fulichuleshi，furenqingninquzhengtang。”
xuhuizhuyanxiayanlideanse，jiushixiyubulaixiangqing，tayehuiquzhengtangqiaorenao。
shuolai，jinrizheirenao，tashiyinzangzhujiaozhiyi，zishidepenggerenqi。
daixuhuizhulaidaozhengtang，yiyanqiaojianpazaidishang**deershenmiaoanyuan，pingrilijiaohaojingzhidemianrongyibianchengzhutou，qifenkelian，sanfenhuaji。
liangmingzhuangshixiaosisiminglachezhuershuxucongwu，ruruoburan，miaoshipashizaosizaizijiafujundequantouzhixia。
“goule。”fulifashengzheidengchoushi，xucongdezhideqingjia，xianchulijiashiyaojin。
但，纸包不住火。
waimianhaibuzhichuandeduonanting、duolipu。
“congwu，miaoshishinidezhengqi，jiushifanxiatiandadezui，yedejitajieshidejihui。”
“niruodasizhengqi，moshuochuanchuqudiulian，neimiaodarenqinengshanbaganxiu，niyaoreshangrenmingguansibucheng？dangwuzhiji，shichaqingchumiaoyaozuweihechuxianzaifuli？weihesizaimiaoshidechuangshang？”
“wanyi，zheilimianlingyouzhenxiang，youreneyibuju......”
xucongwunatingdejinqu，duidao：“xiongzhangzhanzheshuohuabuyaoteng，hezhetounanrendebushixiongzhangdefuren，heng。”
buzhangnaozideren，yikaikou，dezuiyipianren。
xuhuizhuzoudaolishishenhouzhanding，anjingkanxi。
**yuecouguolai，qinnidiwanzhuxuhuizhudegebo，xiaoshengyaoerduo，“wanwanmeixiangdaoa，ershenhemiaoyaozujingzuochuneidengbuyaoliandeshiqinglai，ershenhaishishoucisilemiaoyaozu。”
xuhuizhubudaxiguan**yuedereqing，buguo，tabunancaice**yuedebieniuxinsi。
zai**yuerenwei，xuhuizhubijingshititajiajijiangyechen，titashouhuoguadejianao，jiusuanshouwojueyinzi，neiyeshibaozheyinzishouhuogua。
终归是可怜的。
shuolai，shita“hai”lexuhuizhu。
yinzhexinlineiyilvguadandekuijiu，**yuexinxiajueding，zaixuhuizhuchujiaqiandeshiguang，taduixuhuizhujinli......youhao。
“mingyuemeimeiruhequedingyidingshiershenshasiqindi，erbushilingyouyinqing.....”