第五章产生怀疑
“什么？这么狠？”
ciqibifudehuayinyizhonggaiguoyizhong，xiaolantingbenlaiyejiutinggerenao。
bijingzheiyangdebagua，jintianzaizheizuochengshiyesuanlvjianbuxian。
linyiranshilinjiagongsidejueceren，tabeizijidenverqinshoutuixiagaolou。xiangbiyeshidajiachayufanhoudereyihuati。
kejiuzaizheigeshihou，luguodeyigexiaohushiturandunzhule。
“nimenxiangbuxiangzhidaozhenxiang？”tashenshenmimideyangzi，rangzhouweijigerenlikelailejingshen：“shenmeshenme？ganjinshuoa。”
“jintianzaoshang，woqulouxiaqushabu。lizhurenneitaishoushu，shabuyaodeji。diantirenyoumanle，suoyiwojiuzoudexiaofangtongdao。”tayaoleyaoya，ranhouyiziyidun：“neirennalishineigeyunfutuixiaqude，shilingwaineigedabandehuazhizhaozhandenvren。”
“真的假的？”
jigerenfenfenkaishizhiyitadehua。
“feihua，yigeganggangxiaochandenvren。nalaideliqibayigedananrentuixialou？dangshitashixiangshenshouquzhualaizhe，dan......”tawunaiditanleyikouqi。
jihujiuzaizheigeshihou，xiaolantingcongpangcedeyizishangzhanleqilai。
tasanbubingzuoliangbu，zhijiechongleguolai。
youlidedashouyibazhuazhulexiaohushideyijin，binglengdehuayinzuanjinletadeerduoli：“nigangcaishuoshenme？”
“mei......meishenme......”neixiaohushiduoduosuosuo。
taxianranbeixiaolantingzheifumoyanghedaole。
“woshiwenni，sheibalinyirantuixialoude？”xiaolantingdeshengyinhenleng，haosihandonglayuelidejiangshui。
激得人浑身颤抖。
“shi......shineigedabandehuazhizhaozhandenvren，wotingdao......”taxileyikouqi，zhandouzheshuo：“diaoxiaqudeneigerenjiaotajiao......”
tataiqitou，zixidihuixiangzhe。
zuihou，shuochulelianggezi：“rumeng。”
“wodangshihaizaixiang，mingzizheimehaotingderenzenmehuizuochuzheimeedudeshiqing......”xiaohushizhanzhanweiwei，xiaolantingdeyikexinquexiangshiluozailebingjiaoli。
“weishenmebuzaodianshuo？”tajijinpaoxiaodehuayin，huidangzaiyiyuandezoulangshang。
xiaohushiduoduosuosuodihuida：“dangshi......lizhurenyaoshabucuideji，wojiu......jiu......zoule。houlaifashengleshenme，woyebuzhidao......dantingshuobeidaizoudeshineigeyunfu。”
zhandoudehuayinluoxia，jihujidetaluoxialeyanlei。
xiaolantingdingdingdikanzhemianqianderen，haobanshangdoumeinengshuochuyijuhua。
tadexin，xiangshibeizhenzhazheyiban。
一下一下地疼着。
“xiansheng，jiaofeidanyijingnadaole。women......”songyinazhedanzicongzhangzhangdeduiwulizouchulai，quetingdaoxiaolantingyouxiejiqiedehuayin：“xianzai，like，mashang！lianxilvshi，zhunbeibaoshilinjiaqi。”
tabuzhidaozijijiujingzenmele。
tadexinyixiayixiadichoutongzhe。
taxiangdaonvrenzuotianwanshangzuozaishafashang，duanqiniunaishihoulianshangqianqiandexiaorong。
taxianzaijiupobujidaidixiangwenwenlinjiaqi，zhenxiangjiujingshishenme？ruguozheigexiaohushisuoshuodedoushizhende......
neimelinjiaqitaweishenmelianyijujieshidoubuyuanyishuo？nandaozheixienian，tamenzhijiandegouheyijingzheimeshenleme？
“keshi，xiansheng......”songyihuanghuangzhangzhangdigenleshanglai。tadehuayinhaimeichukou，jiutingdaoxiaolantinglenglengdemingling：“niquchayixia，linrumengjiujingyoumeiyouhuanbing。”
ruguo，linyiranzhendeshilinrumengtuixiaqude。
那么......
tahuanbing，henyoukenengyeshiyigeyinmou。
yigebipotaqinshoushasizijidehaizizuiheshibuguodeliyou！
xiaolantingdiuxiazheijuhua，touyebuhuidiwangwaizou。cheziyilufeichi，zuihouhuanhuantingzailekanshousuodemenkou。
“xiaoxiansheng，henbaoqian。linjiaqiyuershifenzhongqian，beirenbaoshile。”turuqilaidehuayin，rangxiaolantingdemeitousisidizhouleqilai。
tadaizhesongyimanliantuifeidicongkanshousuolizoulechulai，xiaolantingkanzhezheimimangdeheiye。
taturanyebuzhizijijiujingyinggaihequhecongle。
linjiaqihelinrumengzhijian，bidingyouyigerenshuolejiahua。
keshineigerenjiujingshishei？
“xiansheng，yijingchadaole。”songyijiangshoujidileguolai，suihoubigongbijingdishuo：“linrumengxiaojiedequehuanyoubaixuebing，zheishitadetijianbaogao。”
pingmushang，yizhangtijianbaogaorangxiaolantingsisidizhouqilemeitou。
jianmojimiao，talenglengdikailekou：“linjiaqibeisheibaoshile？jintianwanshang，woyaozhaodaota。”
tadeshengyinhendi，querangsongyidemeitousisidizhouleqilai。
songyimeiyoushuohua，taqingqingdidianlediantoubianzhuanshenwangwaizou。bushitadecuojue，jintianwanshangdexiaolantingsihuyupingrilibutongle。
可具体不同在哪？
他却又说不出来。
xiaolantingdemeitouzhouleqilai，shensuidemouguangkanxiangyuanchu。
haobanshang，tajiangchezitingzailelubian。
xiaolantingbotonglelinrumengdedianhua，henkuaitingtongneitoujiuchuanlailenvrenjiaoroudeshengyin：“qinaide，nishenmeshihouhuilaiya？”
conglinjiaqiliuchanneitiankaishi，tajiubanjinlexiaolantingdebieshu。
linjiaqitiantiandeshengyin，shizairangxiaolantingwufajiangtahexiaohushikouzhongedudeneigerenlianxizaiyiqi。tademeitouweiweizhoulezhou，suihoudandandishuo：“woganggangconggongsichulai。”
“shime？neinixianzaihuilaime？renjiazaijiadengzheni？”linrumengdeshengyinhenqing，fangfotianlaiyiban。
xiaolantingchiyilejimiao，suihounaizhexingziduitashuo：“xingxuhaiyouyihui。”
taxianzaibingbushihenxianghuijia，linjiaqicishixialuobuming。
zijixunzhaodezhenxianggengshipushuo。
xianzaihuiqu，linrumengdezhongzhongbiaoxianzhihuirangtaduitaxinruan。
“ng，neirenjiadengni......”linrumengconghoulonglifachuleyishengjiaochen，xiangshiganggangzaishenlanyaodexiaolanmao：“qinaide，yaobuyaoweinizhunbeixiaoyeya？”
“不用了。”
linrumenghelinjiaqibutong，linjiaqipingrilizheigeshihouyidinghaizaimangyugongzuo。
erlinrumeng，haoxiangjiushiweijiatingzhufuzheigeshenfenershengdeyiban。
tagengjianianren，gengjiawuweibuzhi。
“nei......”linrumenghaixiangshuoshenme，queturanbeixiaolantingdaduanle。nanrendemeitouweiweizhouqi，naizhexingziduitashuo：“wozheibianhaiyoudianshiqingyaochuli，haiyaowanyixie。nizaodianxiuxiba。”
“a？”linrumengsihuyouxieshiluo，zongrangezhetingtongxiaolantingdoujuedetadetongkonglifangfomeileguangliang：“renjiahaiyouhaoduoshiqingxiangqingjiaonini。”