双生牢笼第1章

“zhenggequanzidouxinzhaobuxuan——guximengshisongjinglanzuijingxinsiyangdeyigexiaohua。”dangwoshoudaotahexiaosanzaijiubarewudeshipinshi,shoujiyezhenghaoxiangqitafalaideyuyin:“baoer,zaiganma?wohaoxiangni。”

womianwubiaoqingdihuifu:“woyexiangni。”

“jihua,keyikaishileni。”zuijiaodexiaoneiyangmingyan。

wodezhanchang,yongwojinyoudeyingxiazheichangzhanyi。

zhenggequanziderenyezhidaosongjinglanaiguximeng,airugusui。zuipadejiushiguximengshilian。napazhishishoujiduanzanmeixinhao,huoshidiaolejingyinwanglediaohui,duisongjinglaneryan,dourutongdianranleyinxiandezhadan。

tabuzaihubierenzenmekanta“fafeng”,tazhiyaozhaodaota,bixulike、mashangquerentadecunzai,fangfotashiweixitahuxideweiyiyangqi,shiqulianxiyimiao,tadoukenengzhixierwang。

dansuoyourenyezhidaosongjinglanshenbianyangleyizhixiaoque,ruzhurubao,yaoxingxingbujiyueliang。 

zheichenglequanzilizuifengcidetanzi。

neigenvhai,huoxujiaoweiwei,huoxujiaoanan,mingzibuzhongyao,zhongyaodeshitaxianhuo、shengdong,beiyunxuyongyouzhengchangdeshejiao、shenzhiyidiandianxiaopiqi。songjinglanhuihanxiaokanzhetanao,huiweitayizhiqianjinbotayixiao,huizaitasajiaoshiwenroudinietadelian。tajitadeyiqie,doushiguximengbucengdedaoguode“zhengchang”he“zongrong”。

yushi,guximengdechujingjiuxiandeyufakexiao。

tayongyoudeshizuijizhide“ai”(huoxugaijiaozhanyou),yeshizuijizhidejingu。erneigenvhai,yongyoudequeshikansibuneimenonglie、quegenglingrenxianmudepianaiheziyou。

人们私下议论:

“kan,songjinglanzhenzhengchongdeshineiwei。”

“neiguximengsuanshenme?yigeangguidebaishe?yigetaobsession(zhinian)defuhao?”

“sheizhidaoni?yexutaaidetaifeng,fanerbuzhidaogaizenmezhengchangduitahaole。neiweixiaode,daoxiangshiyanglaimibuzheidian‘zhengchang’de。”

guximengzijini?tatingzhewaijiedefengyanfengyu,kanzhesongjinglanduilingyigenvhaidezongrong,zaiduibizijilianshoujimeidiandouhuiyinfadefengbao。tabeikunzaineizuoyong“ai”qichengdebaoleili,fangfoyigeyonghengdeqiutu,kanzhechengqiangzhiwai,tadeairenzhengqingsongdi、zhengchangdiaizhebieren。

zheizhongduibi,rangsongjinglannei“airugusui”dexuanyan,xiandewubihuangtangyoucanren。tabawopengchengxinkoudezhushazhi,yecaichengdishangdefannianziertaderensheng,jiuzaizheijizhizhanyouyupangguantajiyupangrenqingsongchongaidesiliezhong,chengleyigechetoucheweidemaodunti,yigequanzilixinzhaobuxuande、beiaidexiaohua。

shoujipingmushang,jiubahuangdongderenqunbeijingxuhuachengyipianaimeideguangban。

nan196deshengaohelijiqun,kuanjianzhaiyaodeshencaizairenqunzhonggewaichutiao。tashenbianneigenvhai,yitouhuohongdetoufa,mingyanwuguanzaimilidengguangxiagengjugongjixing。tazhengsuizheyinleniudongzhexiyao,erneishuangshuyusongjinglandedashou,jiuneiyangwenwendi、chongmanzhanyouyudiguzaitaxianxideyaozhishang。

tamenshiertieerxiyu,hongfanvhaixiaodeziyifeiyang;shier,songjinglanhuidixiatou,wubizirandiqingwentadefadinghelianjia。

tamenwudeneiyangrelie,pangruowuren,fangfozhenggeshijiezhishengxiatamenbici。

guximengsisidingzhepingmu,zhijianbingliangdaomamu。

zheishitameiyoujianguodesongjinglan。

tasuorenshidesongjinglan,shizhanzaiyunduan、pinizhongshengdejinguigongzi,shiqingxubulubanfen、yongyuanqinglengzichideshangyediwang。tajitadeaishimibutoufengdelaolong,shibixusuishizaixiandezhangkong,shilianxibushangshihuitianmiedidefengmo。

tayizhiyiwei,tabenxingruci,tianshengjiumeiyou“relie”he“fangzong”dejiyin。

kexianzai,shoujilidehuamianxiangyijihenhendeerguang,jiangtasuoyouderenzhishandefensui。

yuanlai,tayehuibujidifangzong,yehuiluchuneiyangxianhuo、shenzhidaizheyisiyexingdebiaoqing。yuanlai,tabushimeiyouwendu,zhishitadechireheqingsong,congwei、yecongbuxieyuzaitamianqianzhanxian。

tabatadangzuobixuyanjiakanshou、bunengyousihaoshanshide“zhenbao”,yongbinglengdejinsinanmuxiazizhuangzhe,riricashi,quecongbufuyutashengji。

erneigehongfanvhai,taqueyuanyidaitataruzheixuanxiaodechenshi,yutayitongchenni,zongqingshengse。tajiyuneigenvhaide,shixianhuode、youyanhuoqidechongai,shiguximengcongweidedaoguo,shenzhibuganxiangxiangdeziyouheqingsong。

shipinhenduan,xunhuanbofangzhe。

kandaolemaximengnihaiyaozheiyangjixuma?ximengzouchuqubuhaoma?lvpaopaoshangshoudaolimingxidexiaoxi。

limingxishisongjinglansidang,dantaquejingchangnengcongtaneili,kandaoguanyusongjinglanhexuzhiweidezhongzhongxiaoxi

chuangwai,yuhaizaixia,meiyoutingxiedejixiang。huayuanlineixiebeisongjinglanxixinzaizhongde、guximengzuiaidebaiseyujinxiang,cikeyibeilianmiandeyushuidadedongdaoxiwai,jiaonendehuabanlingluomandi,hunrunining,shileyuanbenchunjiewuxiademoyang。

guximengjingjingdizhanzaijudadeluodichuangqian,jingjingdishenshizhezheigebeichengwei“jia”degongdian。

shineihengdingde23sheshidu,kongqilixuesongyubaishexiangdenuanyi,yijiuqiadaohaochudibaoguozheta。jiaoxiashirouruanwushengdeyangrongditan,shenhoushineizujiazhibufeidewuaizisirongshafa,yiqiedouweichizhejueduidejingzhiyuanning,yutadiyicitaruzheilishihaowuerzhi。

kecike,tadexinquexiangchuangwaineixiecanbaidehua。

shouji,jiuwozaishouli。pingmushangshineigehongfanvhaizuixinfabudedongtai——bushizaijiuba,ershizaiyigesirenhuashili。songjinglanchuanzhekuansongdeweiyi,beiyingsongchi,zhengditouzhuanzhudiweineinvhaidehuabandiaose。peiwenshi:“songlaoshi,haisuanyoudiantianfu。”

neiyangsuixing、shenzhidaizhedianxixuedehudong,shitahesongjinglanzhijiancongweiyouguode。tajiyutade,yongyuanshimibutoufengdeguanzhuheburongzhiyideanpai,shizheizuoyongjinqianyuzhangkongyuduiqierchengde、wanmeidelaolong。

shide,taxianzaishoujilibofangdeshixuzhiweifalaidezuixinxiaoxi。shidezaisongjinglanziyiweiyinmandehenhaodeshihou,yizhiyourenzaijiguximengxianchangzhibo。

tahuanhuantaiqishou,bingliangdezhijianqingqingchupengbinglengdeboli。chuangmianshangyingchutazijideyingzi,cangbai,anjing,xiangyijianbeituoshanshouzangquemenglechendeciqi。

yuanlai,neixietacengyiweishi“ai”de、lingrenzhixidekongzhi,neixietabixuyongyuanzaixiandeyaoqiu,neixieyinweitaduanzanshilianeryinfadetaotiannuhuo……huoxu,conglaibushiyinweiaitarugu。

zhishiyinwei,tawufarongrenzijishiqudui“suoyouwu”dezhangkong。

erta,guximeng,tamingyishangairugusuideweihunqi,buguoshizheizuohualigongdianli,zuida、zuixingmudeyijianchenliepin。yijiantahaofeijuzidazao,yongyimanzuzijipianzhizhanyouyude,huotishouzang。

chuangwai,youyizhenjifengzhouyuxilai,yizhuyuanbentinglideyujinxiang,zhongyubukanzhongfu,congjingbuzheduan,chedifudaozaidi。

guximengningshizheneipianlangjie,bolishangtadeyingzi,chunjiaosihujiqingweidigoudongleyixia。neibushiyigexiaorong,ershiyizhongshenmedongxizaiwushengwuxizhong,chedisuilie、ranhoulengquedehenji。

tazhuanguoshen,muguangpingjingdisaoguozheijianchongyingzhewuxingkongzhiyudefangzi。hengwendekongqi,cikexijinfeili,quedaizheyiguchenfudeqixi。

guximengyizhiyiweizijihesongjinglanzheiyangshuangxiangjiushu,bicixuyao,shikeyizhangzhangjiujiuyibeizide,meiyouxiangdaotamendeyibeizizheimededuan。

heianzhong,zhiyoutajicude、beikongjuqiazhuhoulongdehuxisheng。

guximengmengdicongchuangshangjingzuoerqi,xiangyiweibeiposhuaishangandeyu,tulaodizhangdazui,quexibujinzugoudeyangqi。lenghanshunjianjinshilezhensishuiqun,jintiezaijulieqifudejibeishang,yipianbingliang。