“zhenggequanzidouxinzhaobuxuan——guximengshisongjinglanzuijingxinsiyangdeyigexiaohua。”dangwoshoudaotahexiaosanzaijiubarewudeshipinshi,shoujiyezhenghaoxiangqitafalaideyuyin:“baoer,zaiganma?wohaoxiangni。”
womianwubiaoqingdihuifu:“woyexiangni。”
“jihua,keyikaishileni。”zuijiaodexiaoneiyangmingyan。
wodezhanchang,yongwojinyoudeyingxiazheichangzhanyi。
zhenggequanziderenyezhidaosongjinglanaiguximeng,airugusui。zuipadejiushiguximengshilian。napazhishishoujiduanzanmeixinhao,huoshidiaolejingyinwanglediaohui,duisongjinglaneryan,dourutongdianranleyinxiandezhadan。
tabuzaihubierenzenmekanta“fafeng”,tazhiyaozhaodaota,bixulike、mashangquerentadecunzai,fangfotashiweixitahuxideweiyiyangqi,shiqulianxiyimiao,tadoukenengzhixierwang。
dansuoyourenyezhidaosongjinglanshenbianyangleyizhixiaoque,ruzhurubao,yaoxingxingbujiyueliang。
zheichenglequanzilizuifengcidetanzi。
neigenvhai,huoxujiaoweiwei,huoxujiaoanan,mingzibuzhongyao,zhongyaodeshitaxianhuo、shengdong,beiyunxuyongyouzhengchangdeshejiao、shenzhiyidiandianxiaopiqi。songjinglanhuihanxiaokanzhetanao,huiweitayizhiqianjinbotayixiao,huizaitasajiaoshiwenroudinietadelian。tajitadeyiqie,doushiguximengbucengdedaoguode“zhengchang”he“zongrong”。
yushi,guximengdechujingjiuxiandeyufakexiao。
tayongyoudeshizuijizhide“ai”(huoxugaijiaozhanyou),yeshizuijizhidejingu。erneigenvhai,yongyoudequeshikansibuneimenonglie、quegenglingrenxianmudepianaiheziyou。
人们私下议论:
“kan,songjinglanzhenzhengchongdeshineiwei。”
“neiguximengsuanshenme?yigeangguidebaishe?yigetaobsession(zhinian)defuhao?”
“sheizhidaoni?yexutaaidetaifeng,fanerbuzhidaogaizenmezhengchangduitahaole。neiweixiaode,daoxiangshiyanglaimibuzheidian‘zhengchang’de。”
guximengzijini?tatingzhewaijiedefengyanfengyu,kanzhesongjinglanduilingyigenvhaidezongrong,zaiduibizijilianshoujimeidiandouhuiyinfadefengbao。tabeikunzaineizuoyong“ai”qichengdebaoleili,fangfoyigeyonghengdeqiutu,kanzhechengqiangzhiwai,tadeairenzhengqingsongdi、zhengchangdiaizhebieren。
zheizhongduibi,rangsongjinglannei“airugusui”dexuanyan,xiandewubihuangtangyoucanren。tabawopengchengxinkoudezhushazhi,yecaichengdishangdefannianziertaderensheng,jiuzaizheijizhizhanyouyupangguantajiyupangrenqingsongchongaidesiliezhong,chengleyigechetoucheweidemaodunti,yigequanzilixinzhaobuxuande、beiaidexiaohua。
shoujipingmushang,jiubahuangdongderenqunbeijingxuhuachengyipianaimeideguangban。
nan196deshengaohelijiqun,kuanjianzhaiyaodeshencaizairenqunzhonggewaichutiao。tashenbianneigenvhai,yitouhuohongdetoufa,mingyanwuguanzaimilidengguangxiagengjugongjixing。tazhengsuizheyinleniudongzhexiyao,erneishuangshuyusongjinglandedashou,jiuneiyangwenwendi、chongmanzhanyouyudiguzaitaxianxideyaozhishang。
tamenshiertieerxiyu,hongfanvhaixiaodeziyifeiyang;shier,songjinglanhuidixiatou,wubizirandiqingwentadefadinghelianjia。
tamenwudeneiyangrelie,pangruowuren,fangfozhenggeshijiezhishengxiatamenbici。
guximengsisidingzhepingmu,zhijianbingliangdaomamu。
zheishitameiyoujianguodesongjinglan。
tasuorenshidesongjinglan,shizhanzaiyunduan、pinizhongshengdejinguigongzi,shiqingxubulubanfen、yongyuanqinglengzichideshangyediwang。tajitadeaishimibutoufengdelaolong,shibixusuishizaixiandezhangkong,shilianxibushangshihuitianmiedidefengmo。
tayizhiyiwei,tabenxingruci,tianshengjiumeiyou“relie”he“fangzong”dejiyin。
kexianzai,shoujilidehuamianxiangyijihenhendeerguang,jiangtasuoyouderenzhishandefensui。
yuanlai,tayehuibujidifangzong,yehuiluchuneiyangxianhuo、shenzhidaizheyisiyexingdebiaoqing。yuanlai,tabushimeiyouwendu,zhishitadechireheqingsong,congwei、yecongbuxieyuzaitamianqianzhanxian。
tabatadangzuobixuyanjiakanshou、bunengyousihaoshanshide“zhenbao”,yongbinglengdejinsinanmuxiazizhuangzhe,riricashi,quecongbufuyutashengji。
erneigehongfanvhai,taqueyuanyidaitataruzheixuanxiaodechenshi,yutayitongchenni,zongqingshengse。tajiyuneigenvhaide,shixianhuode、youyanhuoqidechongai,shiguximengcongweidedaoguo,shenzhibuganxiangxiangdeziyouheqingsong。
shipinhenduan,xunhuanbofangzhe。
kandaolemaximengnihaiyaozheiyangjixuma?ximengzouchuqubuhaoma?lvpaopaoshangshoudaolimingxidexiaoxi。
limingxishisongjinglansidang,dantaquejingchangnengcongtaneili,kandaoguanyusongjinglanhexuzhiweidezhongzhongxiaoxi
chuangwai,yuhaizaixia,meiyoutingxiedejixiang。huayuanlineixiebeisongjinglanxixinzaizhongde、guximengzuiaidebaiseyujinxiang,cikeyibeilianmiandeyushuidadedongdaoxiwai,jiaonendehuabanlingluomandi,hunrunining,shileyuanbenchunjiewuxiademoyang。
guximengjingjingdizhanzaijudadeluodichuangqian,jingjingdishenshizhezheigebeichengwei“jia”degongdian。
shineihengdingde23sheshidu,kongqilixuesongyubaishexiangdenuanyi,yijiuqiadaohaochudibaoguozheta。jiaoxiashirouruanwushengdeyangrongditan,shenhoushineizujiazhibufeidewuaizisirongshafa,yiqiedouweichizhejueduidejingzhiyuanning,yutadiyicitaruzheilishihaowuerzhi。
kecike,tadexinquexiangchuangwaineixiecanbaidehua。
shouji,jiuwozaishouli。pingmushangshineigehongfanvhaizuixinfabudedongtai——bushizaijiuba,ershizaiyigesirenhuashili。songjinglanchuanzhekuansongdeweiyi,beiyingsongchi,zhengditouzhuanzhudiweineinvhaidehuabandiaose。peiwenshi:“songlaoshi,haisuanyoudiantianfu。”
neiyangsuixing、shenzhidaizhedianxixuedehudong,shitahesongjinglanzhijiancongweiyouguode。tajiyutade,yongyuanshimibutoufengdeguanzhuheburongzhiyideanpai,shizheizuoyongjinqianyuzhangkongyuduiqierchengde、wanmeidelaolong。
shide,taxianzaishoujilibofangdeshixuzhiweifalaidezuixinxiaoxi。shidezaisongjinglanziyiweiyinmandehenhaodeshihou,yizhiyourenzaijiguximengxianchangzhibo。
tahuanhuantaiqishou,bingliangdezhijianqingqingchupengbinglengdeboli。chuangmianshangyingchutazijideyingzi,cangbai,anjing,xiangyijianbeituoshanshouzangquemenglechendeciqi。
yuanlai,neixietacengyiweishi“ai”de、lingrenzhixidekongzhi,neixietabixuyongyuanzaixiandeyaoqiu,neixieyinweitaduanzanshilianeryinfadetaotiannuhuo……huoxu,conglaibushiyinweiaitarugu。
zhishiyinwei,tawufarongrenzijishiqudui“suoyouwu”dezhangkong。
erta,guximeng,tamingyishangairugusuideweihunqi,buguoshizheizuohualigongdianli,zuida、zuixingmudeyijianchenliepin。yijiantahaofeijuzidazao,yongyimanzuzijipianzhizhanyouyude,huotishouzang。
chuangwai,youyizhenjifengzhouyuxilai,yizhuyuanbentinglideyujinxiang,zhongyubukanzhongfu,congjingbuzheduan,chedifudaozaidi。
guximengningshizheneipianlangjie,bolishangtadeyingzi,chunjiaosihujiqingweidigoudongleyixia。neibushiyigexiaorong,ershiyizhongshenmedongxizaiwushengwuxizhong,chedisuilie、ranhoulengquedehenji。
tazhuanguoshen,muguangpingjingdisaoguozheijianchongyingzhewuxingkongzhiyudefangzi。hengwendekongqi,cikexijinfeili,quedaizheyiguchenfudeqixi。
guximengyizhiyiweizijihesongjinglanzheiyangshuangxiangjiushu,bicixuyao,shikeyizhangzhangjiujiuyibeizide,meiyouxiangdaotamendeyibeizizheimededuan。
heianzhong,zhiyoutajicude、beikongjuqiazhuhoulongdehuxisheng。
guximengmengdicongchuangshangjingzuoerqi,xiangyiweibeiposhuaishangandeyu,tulaodizhangdazui,quexibujinzugoudeyangqi。lenghanshunjianjinshilezhensishuiqun,jintiezaijulieqifudejibeishang,yipianbingliang。