手术前一天。
baiwanwanqinziaolexiaomizhouguolai,haiyoujiyangkaiweixiaocai,doushigujinnianaichide。
dagaixiaweiweiyishidaolebaiwanwandehenjing,yezhidaobaiwanwanyijingmeileweixie,baiwanwanyijinbingfang,tajiuzhudongtuilechuqu。
kanzhetangzaichuangshangderen,baiwanwanxinlimomingdeanding。
tadakaishihe,chaogujinnianneibianshanleshan,kuosanlexiaweidao,yudiaoqingkuaideshuo:“jinnian,chifanle,mingtianshoushu,guoyizhen,nijiunengkanjianle。”
gujinnianwenshengzhuanguotou:“nibushixianghaohewolihunlema,hailaizheiliganshenme?”
baiwanwanxiaolexiao:“yirifuqibairien,bairifuqisihaishen。wozhishixiangzuihouzailaikankanni,hedianwozuodezhouba,yihouniyanjinghaole,yekanbudaowole……”
gujinnianzuoqilai,chenmoyihuiershuo:“weiweini?”
“tayoushichuqule。”baiwanwanaidaotadechuangbian,yaoleyishaozhouhousongdaogujinnianzuibian:“jinnian,kuaiheba,wendugangganghao。”
gujinnianbochunjinbixujiu,buyuanchibaiwanwandedongxi。
danneishuxideweidaorangtaxiangqiyiqian。
他很少回那个家。
ranerzhiyaohuiqu,wulunduowan,zhuoshangyongyuandouyoubaiwanwanzhunbeihaodefancai。
wuluntazainali,neigefangzidouhuiweitaliangqideng,dengdaizheta。
buguoyihou,zheixiedoubuhuizaiyoule。
baiwanwanyaohetalihun,chedilikai。
gujinnianyuexiangyuefanzao,pieguotou。
“wobuchi!”gujinnianxiayishideyitai,wandiaoluozaidi,yingshengersui。
guntangdezhousadaolebaiwanwangeboshang,tengdeta“a”leyisheng。
“nizenmele,shangdaonalilema?”
gujinnianxiayishichaoqianyizhua,kouzhulebaiwanwandeshouwan,shengyinranshangletazijidoumeiyouchajuedaodejiaojihedanyou。
baiwanwanyankuangfare,“jinniannizaiguanxinwo?”
gujinnianyouxiechiyi:“ni……”
baiwanwanquechenjiyiweishangqian,qingrouditieshangleneiboqingdezuichun。
顾瑾年,我爱你。
buguanniyouduomeyanewo,wodouaini。
jibianyaowonaminglaiai,woyexinganqingyuan。
niyaohaohaodehuoxiaqu,daizhewodeyibufen,huoxiaqu。
双唇轻触。
baiwanwanjiangsuoyoudeqingxutongguozheizuihouyiwenchuandichuqu,tazhangzhegujinniankanbujiantademoyang,yibianliulei,yibianjiashenlezheigewen。
gujinniancubujifang,zhengzhengdebeitawenzhu。
taanzhebaiwanwandeshou,yecongtuijubianchengleloubao。
jiuzaitayaojiangbaiwanwanyongjinhuailishi,gujinnianquetingdaowaimiandegaogenxiesheng,sihushixiaweiweihuilaile。
tamengdihuiguoshen,yibatuikailebaiwanwan,“goule!”
gujinnianbizhezijilengjingxialai:“baiwanwan,nilianbingrendouyaogouyin,jiuneimeannaibuzhu?womenyijinglihunle!”
tazaogaihezheigenvrenlihunle!
xiaweiweiweiletahuilai,tazenmenengzaiyinweibaiwanwandongyao?
baiwanwanliangqiangzhewanghoudao,tamianqiangwenzhushenti。
takanleyiyantanghongdeshoubei,hedishangdemizhou,dixiatou:“wozhidaole,womashangjiulikai。zheixiedongxi,wodenghuierrangrenlaishoushi。”
baiwanwanchichidikanzhegujinnian,yanleizaiyezhibuzhudetangxialai。
“gujinnian,zheishiwozuihouyicidaraoni。”
“wozoule,zaiyebuhuifannile……”
baiwanwanshuozheshengyinfazhan,tashenshendekanleyangujinnian,xiangshiyaobazheiyiqiedouluozaijiyili,ranhoutashenxiyikouqidakaibingfangdemenlikai。
“喀啦。”
guanmenshengchuandaogujinniandeerduoli。
白晚晚走了。
ranergujinnianbujinmeiyousongyikouqi,fanerjuedexinxiangbeirenwanguo,ganjuekongqueleyijiao。
weishenmetalikai,huirangtadexinneimedu,neimenanshou。
haosi,shiqulehenzhongyaodedongxiyiyang……
手术当天。
gujinniantiqiansongjinleshoushushi。
xiaweiweizaiwaimiandengzhedeshihou,jiukandaobaiwanwanchuanzhebinghaofuchuxian,tananyizhixindidengdayanjing,xinxiang,baiwanwanshifenglema?
“baiwanwan,jintianshoushu,nibuhuizhendeyao……”
baiwanwanyongshouzaizijichunbianyila,xiaweiweilikebishangzui,zhenjingdikanzhebaiwanwanbeituijintongyijianshoushushi。
手术室里。
gujinniantangzaishoushuchuangshang,tatingdao“pa”deyisheng,tanzhaodengdakaile。dantahaishishenmedoukanbudao,zhinengtingjianyiliaoqixiepengzhuangdeshengyin……
tatingdao,youlingwaiyizhangchuangbeituijinlai。
yinggaishitazheicishoushudejuanxianzhele。
gujinniantingjianqingweidehuxisheng,momingrangrenjuedeshuxi。
活体捐赠?
tahuranxiangheduifangshuojijuhua,danhenkuai,zhencijinlai,bingliangdemazuizhuru,gujinnianjianjianshiquyishi,meiyoulezhijue。