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yuanbenwohaiyinweizijiduitadehuaiyiergandaokuijiu,xinxianghuibuhuitaixiaoxinyanerle。dangzhenxiangbei**luojiekai,weishengxiacanrenerzi。
wodemeimeia,tabuzhiyicixiangshawo。
zhuhua、liejiu……quandoushitadewuqi。
woxiangjiao,kesichuquanshinongyan,yizhangzui,nongyanjiuwangsangzilizuan。xiangpaochuqu,muzhisuojiquanshihuoyan。
zenmeban?woyaosizaizheilileme?
zhengzaizheishi,yibamoshengnanzideshengyinchuanlai。
“gongzi,nikanzheilizhehuole!”
lulanlanjianyourenluguo,xinxudipaole。
woranqixiwang,pinjinquanlihanleshengjiuming。suiranshengyinhenxiao,dancishitamenliyuanzihenjin,dingnengtingjian。
nazhi,beichengwei“gongzi”denanziguanwangleyihuier,bujibuxudao:“zheihuoshaodeshenshihaokan,lianheiyedoubeiranhonglebanbian,jiulianrendehujiusheng,yexiandegewaiqingcui。”
是他!
neigerangshouxiaduinvzishibaodemogongzi!
zaidiyicijiandaotadeshihou,wojiuyijingquexintashimogui。taxinxingcanren,shouduanhendu,xiangyaosharendeyanshen,wozhijinhaijide。woyouzenmenengshewangzheiyangderen,huiduiwoshenchuyuanshou?
guoran,tashuowanyijuhoubianzou。
shouxiagenzaihoumian,xiaoshengdao:“gongzi,huolihaoxiangyouren。”
“neiyouruhe?”talengxiao,“shiwojiangtatuijinqude,haishiwofangdehuo?”
yanwaizhiyi,tameiyouyiwubangwo。
shouxiabuganzaichusheng,liangrenxunsuliqu。
woganshouzhelianshang**ladetengtong,xinxiangzheiyihuiwozhendeyaosile。
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shiquyishizhiqian,yigerenyingpizhejianshitoudeyishang,chongjinlehuohai。
“qingqing,qingqing,nizainali?”
woyigejiling,zhengdaleyanjing。
shiadie,yongyuanzhongdaganglideshuidashilewaishan,fenbugushendilaijiuwo。
tajideshengyinzhandou:“qingqing,nibiehaipa,adielaile,adiejiunichuqu!”
woyongshouwuzuihanjiaoyisheng:“wozaizheier!”
adiejisupaolai,jiangshiwaishanpizaiwodeshenshang,ranhoubeiqiwo,congcongdiwangwaipao。
youyigenhengliangdiaoxialai,adieceguoshenzi。tadejiaobeizadao,fachuyishengmenheng。
woyiweitazhishishouleqingshang,yidingkeyihenkuaituoshen,sheizhikuaidaomenkoudeshihou,tazhichengbuzhuliejuleyixia。zhenggeren,diedaozaihuohaili。
qishitakeyihuoxialaide。
zhiyaofangxiawo,jiukeyituokun。
keshitayongjinzuihoudeliqijiangwopaodaomenwai,zijizeliuzailehuohaizhong。
wushudemutoudiaoxialai,lanzhutadequlu。wowendaoyishanshaojiaodeqiwei,yijitingdaotasiyadehousheng:“qingqing,haohaohuoxiaqu。”
这是他的遗言。
woxiruledaliangdeyanwu,lianshangyoushouleshang,yiwodenengli,genbenjiubuleta。
adiepawoyouxinlifudan,suoyidingzhuwohaohaodihuo。
wodeyanleiyixiajiuliulechulai,huadaolianshanghentenghenteng。pinjinquanlipaodaoshuigangbianxiangyaoshui,keshiyanqianyizhentianxuandizhuan。
wochengbuzhule,hunleguoqu。
zhidaoerpanchuanlaiwuwudekuqishenghejianlidejiaosheng,wocaihuifuyishi。
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哭的,是阿娘。
erneijianlidejiaosheng,laizilulanlan。
“niang,niweishenmeyaojiuta?luqingqingjiushigesaobaxing,tahaisilediedie!nverhenbudelikeshaleta,weidiediebaochou!”
“zhukou!”aniangcalecayanlei,tongchidao,“fashengzheiyangdebeiju,sheidoubuxiangde。nijiusuanxinzhongyouyuan,yezhinengyuanlaotianbugong。qingqingkeshinidejiejie,shiwomendeqinren,ruguodangshiniangzaichang,niangyehuihaobuyouyudichongjinqu……”
lulanlanhenhendao:“tacaibushiwodeqinjie,tashishouyangdeyehaizi。dieyintaersi,taquehaoduanduanditangzaizheili,pingshenme?”
“jiupingwomenjiangtadangchengqinshengnver。”aniangshuozheshuozhe,yanleiyoudiaolexialai,“lanlan,niangzhidaonishuodedoushiqihua,dengnijiexinghou,qianwanbuyaohuoshangjiaoyou。niangyijingshiqulenidie,zaiyebuxiangshiqunimenjiemeiliang。nimenyidingyaohaohaode,bicizhaogubicifuchi。”
lulanlanhaidaizaima,wozhengkaileyanjing。
jiuxiangshenchudahuozhizhongshi,woyutaduiwang。
tatongkongyisuo,zaiwugangcaideshengqilingren,zailianxudeduishiyihou,zhuanguoleshenzi。
woquemeiyouyisishenglide**。
因为,阿爹走了。
wulunshianiangshuodehua,haishimanmudebaise,douzaigaosuwo,adieweilejiuwoerzoule。
aniangjianwoxinglai,wozhewodeshoudao:“qingqing,nizhongyuxingle,wodehaohaizi,nishoukule。”
tayidianeryebuguaiwo,duiwohaisicongqian。
lianshangchuanlaitengtong,womolemolian,faxianshangmianchanzhehouhoudeshabu,dayueshihuirongle。wohennanguo,weishenmelulanlanyaohaiwozhici,keshiyixiangdaoadie,wodeleibushoukongzhidiliuxia。
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aniangjimangtaochujuanzi,tiwocashi:“dafushuo,nidelianbeizhuoshang,deanshifuyaohuanshabu,moyaopengshui。”
wotingjianzijimenmendeshengyin:“aniang,adiezainali?”
tingjianwowenadie,lulanlanyouyoulediqi:“yaobushini,diediezenmehuisi?niyoushenmelian,qukandiediedeyirong?”
wozuoqishenlai,shuangjiaotaruxiezi:“dahuoyinheershao,wohuibaoguanchuli,fanghuozhiren,chizaoyaofuchudaijia。xianzaiwoyaoqukanadie,sheiyebielanzhewo。”
aniangshunzhewodehuadao:“bukuaiyijinglaiguole,shuoqueyouzonghuodejixiang,haizaixianchangzhaodaolelianggenanzidexieyin,zhaoyangzihualequ。nianghuaiyi,shiyaocanjiasaijiuyandetongxing……”
wodaduanleta,dao:“bu,bushitamen。xiongshoudelian,woqingqingchuchudijiandaole。”
wodingzhelulanlan,gangyaozhikong,aniangshenziwanghouyiyang,daozailedishang。
“niang,niang,nizenmeyang?”lulanlanjinghuangdihan。
“douguaini,niweishenmebusizaihuoli?niangyouyaochengshousangfuzhitong,youbumianbuxiudizhaoguleniliangtianliangye,shenzizaojiushoubuzhule,haiyaokukuzhicheng。”
tazhanqilai,fengleyibanlaidaowomianqian,duizhewo,jiushizhongzhongdeyigeerguang。
woshenzichuyu,fanyingliruo,shoutayida,diehuilechuangshang。shabuyeyincituoluo,shangmianbumanlexingxingdiandiandexueji。
tazaijiandaowodeliandeshihouxiaolechulai,dashengshuozheishibaoying,hainalaiyimiantongjing,yidaowodemianqian。
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可怕!
zheishiwodediyigeniantou。
kebiqiadie,woyoushixingyunde。
wojianhuishabumanmandichanhao,duizhelulanlanshuo:“nimeiyouxin。”
qindiesile,tajuranyidileiyemeiliu。zhizhiyuwozuodui,rangwangzhebunenganxi。
yuanbenyilianfennudelulanlanzhongyuyouletongchuzhise,yaozheyadao:“mingmingwocaishitadeqinshengnver,kezicongnilaizhihou,tashenmedoupianxiangni。zheixie,wodoukeyirenshou。keweishenmeqianduanshijianzhaogongzilaixiangdiedietiqin,shuoyaoqiuqutadenver,diedieshuo,quniluqingqingzhiyaowushiliangyinzidepinli,erquwolulanlan,queshizidazhangkouyaowubailiang!zhaogongzishihedengdeqingniancaijun,zaixuetanglichangbeifuzikuazan,dengdaomingnianchunwei,yidingkeyizhongju,daoshihou,wojiushijurenfuren。wozheibeizizuidadeyuanwangjiushijiajita,erwodeqindie,quebangzheyigewairencuihuilewodexiwang,zheiyangdedie,yaolaiheyong?”
tademouzhongleiguangshanshan,buzhidaoshizaishangxinshenme。
woduizhetazhaolezhaoshou,dao:“nizhidao,diedieweishenmehuizheimepianxinma?”
tahenhaoqi,couguotoulai。
wolunyuanlegebo,yibazhangshuaizailetadelianshang:“yinweitaaini,tayaoweihunidezizun!tazhidaonixihuanzhaoquan,kezhaoquanxihuandequeshiwo。zhaoquanshangmentiqin,zhimingdaoxingjiushiyaoquwo!weileburangnishangxinnanguo,diediebianbianzaolezheiyangyigebiejiaodehuangyan。yigexiangbuchugaomingjimoudefuqin,feijinxinsiqiudejiushinverdexingfu,taningkerangnihenta,yebuxiangniyinweiyigenanrenerzibaoziqi。erwo,weilebushanghaiwozuitengaidemeimei,mingmingyeduizhaoquanyouyi,quehenzhexinjujueleta。rujinkanlai,zuichunderenshiwo!”
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lulanlanliansebianleshubian,bantiancaihuanguoshenlai。
tapengzhelian,yaoyaotoudao:“bu,bushizheiyangde,nimenpianwo,nimendouzaipianwo!”
wotanyisheng:“niyaoshibuxiangxin,quzhaozhaoquanwenyiwenbianshi。”
rucixinpingqihediyutashuohua,feiwosuoyuan。zhishibuxiangadiezoubuanning,suoyicaigaosululanlanzhenxiang。
womenzheibian,rensizhihou,xuderangzisunhoudaifangshengkufen,shizhecainenganxi。
weileadie,woxuanzeleren。
tasuibushiwodeshengfu,quejilewoyouguanfuqindesuoyoudeai。
xiangqiadiebeizhewopaodechangjing,yijitazaihuoliduiwozuihoudedingzhu,wodeyanlei,youduokuangerchu。
lulanlanzisizhiji,paoxiaaniangjiuwangwaipaoqu。
wozhidao,tashizhaozhaoquanqule。
woxialechuang,baaniangbandaotashang。
“yihou,jiurangqingqinglaizhaoguni。”wotitayeleyebeizi。
ranerjiuzaicishi,waitouxiangqilexuannaosheng。
“chulai,jiazhongyounianqingnvzidedouchulai!”
我探头望去。
yiqunnanzinaonaohonghong,zhengzaigejiasoucha。weishouyirennazheyizhanghuaxiang,buzhidaoshizaizhaoshei。
erzheiqunrendeshenhou,fangzheyizhangjiaoyi。jiaoyishang,zuozheyigejuzhibujidenanren。
tadezuilidiaozheyigencao,yanshenzhongdaizhemukongyiqiedebuxieyuaoqi。
zaiyouyicisouchaweiguohou,nanzibunaifandizhanleqilai:“zheiyangzhao,zhaodaoheshiqu?buruzhangtiegaoshi,zhongjinxuanshang。”
wodexin“gedeng”yixia,haipademaogusongran。
yinweizheinanzibushipangren,zhengshibeiwozhuangjian“haoshi”demogongzi。
他来杀人灭口了!