第1章

wojiaowuzangtian，19sui，zheibeizi，zuipeifuwoyeye！

zhishiwoconglaimeiyouxiangguo，yeyehuitizheiyangdeyaoqiu；woyeconglaimeiyouxiangguo，youyitianwomenhuiyinyangliangge！

yeyeshifangyuanjibailizuiyoumingwangdesuanmingshi，chuohaowensansuan。

yinweitayinianzhisuansanciming。

danshenqideshi，jishinianlaicongmeiyoucuoguo。

buguanlaideshishei，buguansuanshenme，douwubijingzhun，wuyiliwai！

tashenzhilianduifangshenmeshihousidousuandeyiqingerchu，qianhouwuchajuebuchaoguoyikezhong。

suoyimouxieshihou，yeyeshuodehua，bishengzhidouhaoshi。

yinweitayucedeshiqing，yidinghuifasheng！

wozunjingyeye，yehentingtadehua，danshizheiyici，wodasuanweiniyeyele。

yinweiwozhendewufazuodao。

qishiyeyemiliuzhiji，rangwozuodezhiyoubagezi：

“burulunhui，cuoguyanghui！”

zheinalishiyizhu，fenmingshiyigezuzhou！

woxiangbumingbai，zenmehuitichuzheizhongyaoqiu？

为什么？

yeyemeiyouhuida，tazhishizhufuwo：“tianwazi，qieji，wojiaodainideshiqing，yidingyaojiwobanhao。fouze，wosiyebuhuimingmu！woyaonidayingwo，dayingwo！”

yeyezhigougoudekanzhewo，yanjinglimanshiqipan，shenzhishiqiqiu。

dantashiwozaizheishishangweiyideqinren！

wodexindeyouduohei，cainengzuochuzheizhongdanibudao、tianliburongdeshiqinglai？

yeyeyijingbinglejigeyuele，cishilianhuxidouduanduanxuxu，xuruodefangfoqiutianlisuifengpiaoyangdeshuye，meiyouyisiliqi。

keshi，zheiyangxuruodeta，jingranshenqidezhuazhulewodeyizhishou，zhuadehenyongli，shoubeiqingjinkejian。

tadengzhewo，yizhabuzhadedengzhewo，duanduanxuxudao：“tianwazi，wosizhihou，banidesandijingxue，dizaiwodeguhuishang，ranhoushifa，cuoguyanghui，rangwoyongshibudelunhui！”

tadakouchuanzheqi，shengyinsiyadeheren，fangfosuishidouhuiguoquyiyang。

wodongtashuodeneizhongfashu。

neishiyizhongjinji——tisi！

替我死！

yeyebukenengwuyuanwugutiwosi，yidingshiwoyouleweixian，tacaibuximengbitianjilaijiuwo。

tongchangzheizhongqingkuang，yidingshiyouyigeshifenqiangdadeduishou，dingshanglewo。

neime，zheigeduishoushisheini？

congxiaodaoda，wojihujiumeizouchuguocunzi，gengmeishenmechoujia，neime，taweishenmeyaoduiwoxiashou？

他的动机是什么？

wowenyeye，yeyeshuowoxiangduole，yagenbushineimehuishi。

wozhijieledanggaosuyeye，bushuoyuanyin，wojiujujuezhixing。

yeyexianglehenjiu，sihuhuiyiqilecengjingneixieyiqifengfadeguanghuisuiyue。

tabumancangsangdelianshang，zhanluchufazixindidexiao：“yexu，shiyinweiwozaoxienian，‘zhuzhouweinve’leba！”

yeyelianshangjingranfuxianchumanmanxingfudezihaogan！

zheihua，rangwomobuzhetounao。

“tianwazi，yeyejiuzheisanwutianle，nibacunzhanghanlai，woyoushifenfuta。”

worenzhelei，qishenqujiaocunzhang。yeyeshuozijijiushengzheisanwutianle，zheihuadaoziyiyang，rangwoxinrudaojiao。

cunzhanghenkuaijiulaile，houmianhaigenzhecunlishuohuasuanshudeshijihaoren。

yeyeshicunzidedingliangzhu，yinweiyeyejibianyinianzhisuansanciming，danshouruquejueduibiquancunrenshourujiaqilaidouduo。

yeyezijizhiliuxiahenshaodeyibufen，zhigouwomenyesunliangzuijibendeshenghuo，shengxiadejiuchengjiu，doujuanjilecunli。

cunlixiulu，jianxiaoxue，maigengzhongjixie，shenzhigejiagehudejiayongdianqi，doushiyeyewuchangjuanxiande。

suoyiyeyezaizheixierendexinzhong，diweishijigaode。

wobuzhidaotamenzailimiantanlunshenme，shijianbuzhang，zhiyouduanduanqibafenzhong，limianjiuchuanchuyipiankusheng。

neiyishengshengkujiao，wanruyikekezhadan，shunjianbawohemengle！

wojimangchongjinfangjian，kandaoyeyezhenganjingdetangzaichuangshang，lianshanghaidaizhejifenbushe，yanwangzhemenkoufangxiang。

wozhidao，tashizaidengwo，dengzhejianwozuihouyimian。

zhibuguotadeyanjingyishiquleshencai，xiongfujianyijingmeilehuxi。

cunzhangdengren，quandouguizaidishang，shishengtongku。

wonaozi“weng”deyisheng，zhijuedetianxuandizhuan，tuiruguanleqian，zhiwangqianmaileyibu，bianyanqianyihei，shenmedoubuzhidaole......

爷爷！

zaimengzhong，wojiandaoyeyecixiangdexiao，tahewoshuolexuduohua，dingzhuwoxuduoshi，zhishixinglai，woshenmedoubujidele。

woxingguolai，yijingshisantianhoule，yeyeyijingchuanshangzhuanglaoyifu，beicunzhanganzhizaiguancaili。

anzhaocunlidexisu，santianchubin！

jintian，jiushichubinderizi。

wohuanhuanzouxiangyeye，kanzheguancailineigecimeishanmudelaoren，releiduokuangerchu，zaiyeyayibuzhuxinzhongdebeitong，haotaodaku！

wodekusheng，yinlailequancunrendebeisheng。

tamenshouleyeyedeenhui，nianyeyedehao，tamenyedoushebudeyeye！

zhidaozheiyike，wocaiyishidao，yeye，shizhendeliwoerqule！

我永远失去了爷爷！

cunzhangtanxizheshuo：“xiaotiana，niyeyeyijingzhutuowomenle，rangniyidingzunzhaotadeyizhuban，nizhidaotadeyizhushishenmeba？”

wodangranzhidaoyizhushishenme，jiushiburulunhui，cuoguyanghui！

cunzhangdizhetou，sihuzaiduobiwodemuguang：“niyeyelinzhongqian，jiaodaiwomendajiasanjianshi。

qiyi，rangnizuofa，batacuoguyanghui，yongburulunhui。

qier，rangniwangleta，yuanzoutaxiang，yongyuanbuyaohuilai。

qisan，rangniyongyuanbuyaoduirenshuoqinidezhenshixingming，zaiwairenyanzhong，nijiujiaowushengtian，niyizhidoujiaowushengtian！”

wobumingbai，yigemingzieryi，yeyeweishenmefanfuqiangdiao？

nandaochoujiakeyitongguowodezhenshimingziwuzangtian，suodingwo？

buguanle，wozhidaocunzhangdeguanzhudianyebuzaizheili。

wokanzhecunzhang，wen：“nizenmexiangde？”

cunzhangnieruzhe：“wojuede，niyeyejiranyijingfenfule，zanmenjiugaianzhaotadefenfuban，nishuoni？”

wohuotengdiyixiajiucuanshanglaile，yibazhuazhucunzhangbolingzi，dingzheta：“nixiangrangwoyeyecuoguyanghui？”

“bushibushi。”cunzhanghuangmangbaishou，“niyeyeduiwomencunenzhongrushan，wozenmekenengxiangrangtacuoguyanghui？zhibuguo......nidongde，zheifangyuanjibaili，sheibuzhidaoniyeyewensansuan？tashizuilihaidesuanmingshi，huoshenxianneizhong，yibeizicongmeicuoguo，tarangwomenzheimezuo，biranyoutadedaoli。ruguowomenbuzhixingdehua，wopa......wopahui......”

“会什么？”

“hui......huizaotianqiana！”cunzhangkusu，“niyeyeshuode，taqinkoushuode，womenshijigeren，doutingdaole。xiaotian，bushikaiwanxiao，shihuizaotianqiande，womenquancunrendouhuisi，womensuoyourendouhuisi！”

wozhidao，tapale，tabeiwoyeyedehua，hehuzhule！

taxinyeyexindaoleguzili。

yeyedefenfu，tapinlemingyehuizhixing！

只是......

wo......bu......yun......xu！

meicuo，yeyeshidingzhuguowo，zheiyedequeshitadeyiyuan。

可那又怎么样？

wohaiyouzijidexuexing，haiyouzuorendeliangxin！

suiranyeyemeiyoushuochutadequanpanjihua，danwoyinyuenengcaidaoyidianer。

他是怕我遇害！

yeyerangwobasandijingxuedizaitadegutoushang，jiushiyongshigudaitiwo，rangduishouyiweiwoyijingsile。

yongburulunhuiweidaijia，bangwomengbitianji！

shiwen，ciqingcijing，rangworuhezaotayeyeshishen？

nandaozhendebayeyecuoguyanghuima？

woquantouzaoyizuanjin，erbianquechuanlaicunzhangxuxutaotaodeshengyin：“xiaotiana，nijiutingniyeyedeba！neibiandejitaidouyijingdahaole，ganchaiyeyijingbangniyubeihaole，haiyouqiyou、shinianzi、guhuihedouyijingjiniyubeile，baokuonizuofayongdezhusha、huangzhi......”

woshizaitingbuxiaqule，nuhouyisheng：“zhukou！”

cunzhangeran，lenglengdekanzhewo。

wodingzhecunzhang，yiziyijugaosuta：“nitinghaole，woyeye，yaoanzangzaifengshuibaodi。wulunshishei，doubuyunxuyirenheliyou，huihuaiyeyeshishen。sheiruoshidangan......woyidinghuirangtahouhui！”

zheishiweixie，yigesuanmingshideweixie！

cunzhangjingkongdekanzhewo，wozhidao，wocikedemoyang，yijingbiandezhengning，zaoyibushipingshineigeaixiaomiantian，renchuwuhaidexiaoxianroule。

cunzhangmeiganfankangwo，yinweitazhidao，wodelewoyeyezhenchuan，tashibugandezuiyimingsuanmingshide。

tazhishinenedeshuo：“keshiniyeyeshuo......”

wodaduanta：“nifangxin，wojiyeyezhaode，shilongmai！wulunduodadehuoshi，zhiyaobaxianrenzangjinqu，jiuwanshidajile！zaigudai，zangjinlongmaidehoudai，shinengdanghuangshangde！”

cunzhangjiangxinjiangyi，bijingwodedaoxing，biyeyechayuanle！

shazicaixinwobuxinyeye！

buguowoqueshishiyimingsuanmingshi，yedeleyeyeyibo，jibiandaoxingyuanyuanburuyeye，tamenyebuganqingyidezui！

wochouleyiyanguanguo，yongliaoqueshibucuo，yishizhijian，woyehennanzhaodaogenghaode。yushi，wojiaotamenzhunbeihaoche，youbeiletieqiao、shengzidengwuzi，peiwoyiqiqulongmai。

龙脉确实存在！

yinweiyeyebinglejigeyue，rensheidoukandechulaidaxianjiangzhi，suoyizaozailianggeyueqianwojiuzhunbeihaolemudi，jiuzaiwojiafujindeyigeshanling——juelongling！

danwogangcaishuodemaijinlongmaijiuhuifengxionghuaji，dangranshihuche！

laoshishuo，zheizhongqingkuang，jishibayeyeanzangzailongmai，yedagailvhuiyinlaimafan。

ruguowosuoliaobucuo，yidingyouyigeshifenqiangdadecunzai，xiangyaoduifuwo。

womeibajingxuedizaiyeyedeguhuishang，yeyejiubuhuichengweiwodetishen。

neime，tajiuhuirenweiwohaihuozhe。

ta......huilaizhaowo！