第4章穷困窘迫
jintianshishengongdishangshishishizhounianjinianri。
xiangbigangkaishineijinian,luoandajiexiaoxiangdoudianranlazhu,quanchengbaixingqijuguangchangjinglimoaidelongzhongjinian,jinnianyijingkanbudaoyourenhehuodongdejixiang。
jiedaoliangcedeshiwaidianzipingshang,gezhongyulejiemudouzhengchangbofang,zhishiouershanguodihouhanleijiangshuwangfugushideyingxiang,danneishipinyijingshishinianqiandele。
meiyoudishangdezhenshiminghui。
meiyoudishangdeshenyinghuaxiang。
短短十年。
bihuzhejiuzhoubaixingduguolingqifusuchuqi,bianyikuangchaodedishang,chengweileyigefuhao。
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tafennu,danmeiyousangshilizhi。
dangwuzhiji,haishijinkuaihuifuzhanli!
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meicuo,tayijingershisanle,jingmaiguhua,zaoguolekenengjuexinglingmaidenianling。
tazheibeizidouzhinengshicuitizhujidewuzhe。
绝无可能成为灵修!
guoanyaofangzhongxinglufendiannei,dianyuanmenzhengjinzhangyouxudimangliuzhe。
jintianxindaoleyipiconglongyashanlingdilaidezhongyaocai,zuzuwushijin,quandoushishangpinbianyide。
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wenxunganlai,xiangjianshiyixialingyaozhangshenmeyangderenmen,jihubayaodianjijibaole。
zheixierenkenenglianbianyiyaocaidoumaibuqi,chuncuishiweilekanxiqi,dansuishoumaidianbiede,yerangyaodiandeyingyeebipingshigaochushubei。
dianzhangyibianbangshouyinyuanzhuangdai,yibianxingfendiyohezhe:
“gongxiviphuiyuanzhangxiansheng,haofusanqianbabaiyuan,xirushangpinbianyilongkuierliang!”
“gongxizheiweifengtaitai,haofuyiqianyibaiyuan,xirushangpinbianyiwupaobanliang!”
“gongxiviphuiyuanlixiaojie......”
niezhanjinyaodianyikandaozheizhenshi,dunshilengzhule。
zaikanneixiemaiyidingdianbianyiyaocai,jiuganjuezijikuodexiangtuhaoyiyangdeguke,tabujinzhouqilemeitou。
zenmezhandianlingqibianyideyaocai,xianrujindounengmaishangtianjiale?
tamolemozijidekoudai。
limianzhishengbabaiduo,kanyangzilianbanliangwupaodoumaibuqi。
haizenmeaozhicuitiyaoji?
yaodiandedianzhangxianranshigekanrenxiacaidezhu。
jiantakoukousuosuodeyangzi,lianshangbuyoudailejibiyi,xianggancangyingdao:“aiai,maibuqidewanghoumianzhanzhan,biezaizheiaishie!”