第4章穷困窘迫
jintianshishengongdishangshishishizhounianjinianri。
xiangbigangkaishineijinian，luoandajiexiaoxiangdoudianranlazhu，quanchengbaixingqijuguangchangjinglimoaidelongzhongjinian，jinnianyijingkanbudaoyourenhehuodongdejixiang。
jiedaoliangcedeshiwaidianzipingshang，gezhongyulejiemudouzhengchangbofang，zhishiouershanguodihouhanleijiangshuwangfugushideyingxiang，danneishipinyijingshishinianqiandele。
meiyoudishangdezhenshiminghui。
meiyoudishangdeshenyinghuaxiang。
短短十年。
bihuzhejiuzhoubaixingduguolingqifusuchuqi，bianyikuangchaodedishang，chengweileyigefuhao。
daibiaodeshishengongdihoushenqiesiniandewangfu！
chuanxingzaijiedaoshangdeniezhan，shenqingpingjingdanran。
keyidanhuadiaodishangdeyingxiang，tuchushengongxindelingxiubaiqianxue，zheidoushitizhongyingyouzhiyi。
tafennu，danmeiyousangshilizhi。
dangwuzhiji，haishijinkuaihuifuzhanli！
shigeshinian，lingqibianchenglezhanlveziyuan。
dixialingmaizhinengyouguanfangkaifa，bingqiezhongbingbashou。
lingqinongyuzhisuozezhangwozaihaomendazushouzhong，huoshijianchenggaodangloupantianjiachushou，huoshiweiqilaizuoweisijialingxiuguan。
dongdetanlingwangqiderenhenduo，putongbaixingxiangzhaodaoyikuaiwuzhudelingdi，bizhongdajiangdounan！
niezhanzaidajieshangzhuanleyiquanhou，henshiwangdefaxian，luoanchengneifanshikenengcunzailingqidedifang，douyijingbeiquanqilaile，chengwaihuoxuhaiyou，danchangyoubianyixiongshouchumei，fengxiantaigao。
wunaihuangefangxiang，zhaodaobendiyijiayoumingdeliansuoyaofang，xiangkankannengbunengmaijizhubianyideyaocao，zijiaozhicuitiyaoji。
meicuo，tayijingershisanle，jingmaiguhua，zaoguolekenengjuexinglingmaidenianling。
tazheibeizidouzhinengshicuitizhujidewuzhe。
绝无可能成为灵修！
guoanyaofangzhongxinglufendiannei，dianyuanmenzhengjinzhangyouxudimangliuzhe。
jintianxindaoleyipiconglongyashanlingdilaidezhongyaocai，zuzuwushijin，quandoushishangpinbianyide。
lingwaihaiyouyijinsanqican，shenzhidadaolelingyaojibie。
buguozheishiyourenyudingde，buzaidaishouxinglie，zanshifangzaidianneizhanlan。
wenxunganlai，xiangjianshiyixialingyaozhangshenmeyangderenmen，jihubayaodianjijibaole。
zheixierenkenenglianbianyiyaocaidoumaibuqi，chuncuishiweilekanxiqi，dansuishoumaidianbiede，yerangyaodiandeyingyeebipingshigaochushubei。
dianzhangyibianbangshouyinyuanzhuangdai，yibianxingfendiyohezhe：
“gongxiviphuiyuanzhangxiansheng，haofusanqianbabaiyuan，xirushangpinbianyilongkuierliang！”
“gongxizheiweifengtaitai，haofuyiqianyibaiyuan，xirushangpinbianyiwupaobanliang！”
“gongxiviphuiyuanlixiaojie......”
niezhanjinyaodianyikandaozheizhenshi，dunshilengzhule。
zaikanneixiemaiyidingdianbianyiyaocai，jiuganjuezijikuodexiangtuhaoyiyangdeguke，tabujinzhouqilemeitou。
zenmezhandianlingqibianyideyaocai，xianrujindounengmaishangtianjiale？
tamolemozijidekoudai。
limianzhishengbabaiduo，kanyangzilianbanliangwupaodoumaibuqi。
haizenmeaozhicuitiyaoji？
yaodiandedianzhangxianranshigekanrenxiacaidezhu。
jiantakoukousuosuodeyangzi，lianshangbuyoudailejibiyi，xianggancangyingdao：“aiai，maibuqidewanghoumianzhanzhan，biezaizheiaishie！”