第4章
wolaizheiliyijingshinianle，jingjingyeyedezuowodegongzuo。
zheiliyizhidoumeifashengguoshenmezainan，zhishizuijinxiandeyouxiebutaiping，jingchangfashengzhenzai，wogongzuodifangshizheilizuidadeyiyuan，wodenengliqiang，ziranerrandejiubeifenjinlezaiqujiuyuandemingdanli。
“nigenninanpengyoushibushiyeyaojiehunle？zhenxianmunia，youyigerenhaidengnihuijia。”
tongxingdetongshiyilianyanxian，juedewoyouyigehenhaodenanpengyou。
“nimendouzaiyiqishinianleba，congnishixideshihoujiuzaiyiqile，ganqingzheimehao，zheicizhidaonichulaijiuyuandanxinhuaileba？”
woshenmedoumeishuoxiaozhedianlediantou。
zaiquyipiancanzhuang，tantadezhuzhailou，dimianyouzhejudadeliefeng，henduoxiaofangchedouzaizheili。
“shangwangqingkuangzenmeyang？”
gandaodidianzhihou，wojiaojidexunwen。
qitadeyishengyaoleyaotou，lianshangyetongyangjiaoji。
“muqianhaibuqingchujutideshangwangqingkuang，danshikanyangziyinggaibushihenhao，zheizhishizhenlediyici，buchusuoliaodehua，haihuiyouyuzhen，xiaofangjiuchulehenduoren，doushiqingshang，zheimedamianji，dixiakendinghaihuiyouren。”
“woganjuezhihouhuigengmafan，zheilishizhuzhaiqu，youkaojinshanti，loufangpailiejinmi，suiranshijiaoqu，danhenduorenzhuzaizheili，danshinengzouzhechulaiderenliansanfenzhiyidoumeiyou，qingkuangbingbuleguan。”
“erqie，womenyaomianlindeshiyiyuanderenshoubugouhaiyoushantisuishibengtadewenti。”
wojinjinzhoumei，fashengzheiyangdeshisheidoubuxiwangde，yanxiazuizhongyaodejiushizhengjiuzheixieren。
woweiyinengzuodejiushijinliangjiuzhishangyuan。
“shenyisheng，zheibianyougeshoushangyanzhongdexuyaoshoushu，zhurenrangniquyixia。”
yigexiaohushijicongcongdeganlai，wodiandiantou，shenmedoulaibujishuojiubenfushuyuwodezhanchang。
zaiqudeqingkuangburongleguan，wojinmideshoushuxingchengshizaiyiyuandouwufaqijide，ruguokeyi，wozhendexiwangyongyuandoubuyaofashengzaihai。
zheilideqingkuanghenkuaijiubeixinwenbobaochuqu，yishizhijianyouhenduowaidiganlaideyishengqianlai，woyenengqingsongbushao。
calecaejiaoshangdehan，wojijingbumianbuxiusantianle，genbenmeishijianxiuxi，congshoushutaishangxialikaideshihouzhenggerendouzhijietuolidezhanbuzhujiao。
haimeidengwoxiuxiguolai，jigehushijiupaoguolai：“shenyisheng，xiaofangneibianderenshuojiuzaixianchangderenbugou，pajiuyuandeguochengzhongyourenshoushangbunengyidong，suoyixuyaoyishengyitongqianwang，zheilideyishengdouzaishoushutaishang，ningangxiashoushu，suoyi，neibianyaorenbijiaoji。”
hushibijingbunengzuoshoushu，jiusuangenzhequleyezhinengjinxingjiandandebaozha，zheigeshihou，yishengjiuxiandeyouweizhongyao。
wohuanlehuanfaheideyanjingdianlediantou。
zheishiwodezeren，genghekuangwohaimeidaojixian。
zaiqianwangxianchangdelushangwozanshibujileyixiashentideshuifen，zheicaiganjuehaoduole，danshiweilikongkongdeganjuehaishiyoudianbutaihaoshou。
wogenzhexiaofangqianwangtantadefeixu。
zaiyichuguaijiaotingjianlehujiusheng，wolikezhishenyirenqianwang，bijingwobunengbaozhenglimianderenshifoushoushangyanzhong。
dengzhaodaohujiuderenshiwolengzhule。
居然是苏安安。
suanankanjianwodeshihoubingmeiyouhenyiwai，xiangshiliaozhunlewozaizheili，wozhuangzuoburenshitapaodaotadeshenbian。
“zenmeyanghainengbunengdong？nalishoushangle，xubuxuyaodanjia？”
womeixiangdaosuananjuranhuichuxianzaizheili，gengmeixiangdaoguotajuranhuiganshangdizhen。
woyiweizaiwomangliudezheiduanshijianlitahuigenjiangyiwenzaiyiqimibukefen。
“yishengjiujiuwo，wobuxiangsizaizheili，wohaotong，quanshenshangxiadouhaotong，nijiujiuwo，jiujiuwo！”
takanshangquqingxujidong，sihuzhendehaipale。
“shenyisheng，nijiujiuwohaobuhao？”
tagenbenmeixiangzheyinmanwo。
tadeshenshangmeiyourenheshanghen，zhishikanshangquyoudianlangbei，kanlaitabazijibaohudeyesuantinghao。
zheishi，woshenshangdeduijiangjifachushengyin。
“zenmeyangshenyisheng，shiyudaomafanlema？womenxianzaiyijingchechulaile，meirenshoushang，nizaina？xubuxuyaobangmang？lingwaizheilimashangjiuyaoyuzhenle，nijinkuaichulai！”
wodiankaiduijiangji：“meishi，wozheiliyouyimingshangyuan，tameishoushang，woxianzaijiubatadaichulai。”
wohuifuwanzhihoujiulikechanfuqisuanan，xianzaishirenmingguantiandeshihou，wobuxiangbasirenenyuandaidaozheililai，yebuxiangjiujietaweishenmebuxuanzeyinman。
suananhenchen，wodaizhetayouxielijie，benlaiwozheisantianjiumeixiuxi，shenmeyemeichi，chengdaoxianzaiyijingshiqiangnuzhimo，genghekuangwonengganshoudaotasihuzaituoyanshijian，wozhoumei，youxiexiangbutongtazaiganshenme。
不想活了？
feilidejiangtadaidaochukou，wozhenggerendoujuedeqingsongbushao，gangyaochuqudeshihoujiubeisuananchezhuleshoubei。
“沈云水。”
tajiaowodemingzi，woyihuodikanxiangta，tazheicailuchudaizheeyidexiao。
“nichubuqude，nijiusizaizheiliba！”
tagangshuowan，wojiuganjuedimianyizhenzhendong，suizhierlaidejiushitaxian。
woxinyihuang，taituijiuyaopao，tahenhendizhuaizhuwo，jiangwowangshenhouyituidetongshizijipaolechuqu。
jiuyuandizhikaojinshanti，yuzhenzhihoujinjieerlaidejiushishantibengta，yaoyaoyuzhuidefangwushunjianbeijushiyakua，zhenzhenjuliedetengtongchedijiangwoyanmai。
shiquyishidezuihoushunjian，shiwotouguofengxikanjianjiangyiwenhuangzhangshileshenxiangzhesuananpaoqu，jiangtalaolaodibaozaihuailishiruozhenbaodeyangzi。
suananqinshoujiangwosongjinlesishendehuaibao。
erwo，chedizaiheianzhongjinjinbishangleshuangyan。