第1章
sangxiakanzhezijidexueyidiandianbeichougan。
fuchoudewushuicongpaiwuguanshenchu。
三天。
tabeiqiujinzaizheizuofeiqigongchangyijingzhengzhengsantian，ganhedexuejinianzaipifushang，meiyicizhengzhadouxiangshisikaiyicengpi。
bangfeimeiyoujitashiwu。anhongdexueyebeiyiguanyiguandechouzou，ertamenzhishilengxiaozhediuxiayiju。
“fangxinba，nizheizhongcanhuabailiudeshenziwomenbuxihan，womenzhiyaonidexue。”
sangxiasisideyaozhuzuichun，tiexiuweizaikouqianglimanyan。
tabunengsizaizheili，juebuneng......
toudingdetongfengguandaochuanlaitiexiusongdongdeshengxiang。
tajiannandenuodongshenti，yongshentizhuangxiangshengxiudeluosi，yici、liangci，zhidaojinshuduanlie。
tadiediezhuangzhuangdepaochupaiwukou，lengfengguoxiezheyushuichouzaitadelianshang。
buduoshi，tuiruandezaidaozaidi。
shixueguoduo，chengbuzhule......
tajicudehuxi，zhandouzhemochushouji。
pingmusuilie，danhainengyong，duoduosuosuodebotongneichuanlanshuyuxindehaoma。
dianhuajietongdeneiyike，sangxiajihubengkuidekuchusheng。
“shengyanxing......“tasangyinshayadebuchengyangzi：“wobeirenbangjia，tamen，tamenchouwodexue......womeiliqi，niguolaijiujiuwo......”
tahuitou，tingzheshenhouchuanlaidezhoumasheng，shoudoudewobuzhushouji。
nanrenjianmopiankehou，suijichuanlaiyizhenlengxiao。
“sangxia。”tasangyindichenbingleng：“nizheiciyouxiangyaoshenme？”
“womeipianni！”sangxiadehuxishunjianjicuqilai：“woxianzaijiuzaichengxidefeiqigongchang，shengyanxingniyaoshibulaidehuajiuzhendezaiye......”
“goule！”nanrendaduanta，yuqilishihaobuyanshideyane：“shanggeyueniweizaochehuo，shangzhounijiazhuangshiwuzhongdu，zheiciyoushibangjia，sangxia，nishouhaixingrenge？”
sangxiasangyinliyichuyayidewuyan，haixiangjixukaikoushi，yidaotiannidenvyinxiangyibajianruidedao，zhizhicijintadeermo。
“yanxinggege，nibangrenjianatijianbaogaohaobuhaoma。”
tonghuabeiwuqingqieduan，zhiliuxia“dududu”demangyin。
shaneijian，sangxiaruzhuibingjiao。
sannian，taheshengyanxingjiehunsannian，yezhengchaolesannian，tabenyiweijiusuantabianxinle，yebuhuizaizheizhongshengsiyouguandeqingkuangxiadiuxiatabuguan，keshi，taxiangcuole。
yigeyueqian，tachulechehuobeisongquyiyuan，xianshiqingweinaozhendang，shengyanxingjiangtadejianchadanrengjinlajitongshuo，“sangxia，kaigejiazhengmingbingbunan，ninengbunengdongdianshi，feiyaozainainaishengrideshihounaoma？”
yizhouqian，tashiwuzhongdu，beisongdaoyiyuanxiwei，shengyanxingchuchaganhuilaifaxiantayijingchuyuanle，nuhuozhongshao，tashuo，“sangxia，wannaoyeyaoyougedu，zheishijieshangbushimeigerendouxiangniyiyangneimexian。”
erjintian，tabeibangjiazaizheigefeiqigongchangli，jiukuaiyaosile，shengyanxingpeizhebiedenvren，haishuotazaizhuang......
kexiaozhiji......
yanleimohuleshixian，toudingneihunhuangdediaodenghuranshanshuoliangxia，feiqigongchangshunjianxianruheian，weidubangfeishouzhongminghuanghuangdedaorenhaisanfazhesenrenlengdeguang。
桑夏万念俱灰。
yourenyixinxiangyaotademing。
erneigeyutaxiangbanshibaniandeqingmeizhuma、jiehunsanniandezhangfu，rujinyeduitadeshengsimobuguanxin。
aimodayuxinsi，sangxiaxiaochuleyanlei，xiaodehunshenfadou，xiaodeyanleihengliu。
原来。
youxiejuewang，bisiwanggengtong。
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xiaodushuideqiweihuanxinglesangxia。
tazhengzhazhezhengkaiyan，rumushiyipianmoshengdebaise。
tashunjianjingtiqilai，mengdibakaigaizaishenshangdebeizi，chedongdeshuyeguanzirangshoubeichuanlaizuanxindecitong。
zhidaohushianzhutazhandoudejian，qingshenganwei。
“nibiepa，zheilishishiliyiyuan，gangcaiyoukandaoniyundaolecaibanisongguolai。”
“yiyuan。”sangxiayangqitou：“......shiyiyuan？”
ta......taochulaile？
护士笑着点点头。
sangxiadaliangzhezhouweidechangjing，jinbengdejibeihuanhuansongxialai，zhijiaquerengransisidekouzhechuangdan，liuxiashenshendezheyin。
kongbubansuizhejiehouyusheng，yanleishuadeyixiajiuyonglechulai。
buzhiguoleguojiu，shoujichuanlaizhendong。
shuaisuideshoujipingmushangquanbudoushishengyanxingdeweijielaidianhexinxi。
hushikanleyiyan：“congnihunmidaoxianzai，shoujidoumeitingguo，nilaogongyidingzhejihuaile，ganjinhuiyigeba。”
sangxiajishengyanxingdebeizhushi“laogong”。
yiqianjuedewenxintianmi，rujinzhijuedeciyan，exin。
“ta？pashibabudewozaodiansi。”
tachelechezuijiao，manshibeiliang。
shuwanye，sangxiahuanleyifuzouchubingfang。
meizoujibu，yingmianjiuzhuangshangleyimogaodadeshenying。
shengyanxingshenzitingba，meimushenjuan，yishenlilingdeheisefengyichendetabenjiulinglideqichangyufadejuyouqinlvexing。
sangxiajiaobujiangzhu，shixianxiayishideluozailetashenbiandenvrenshenshang。
shengxiyanchuanzhebaisedelianyiqun，zhangzhidefasisuiyidepisan，buzhiyouyihaishiwuyi，chajuedaosangxiademuguanghou，kaozheshengyanxingdejuligengjinle。
像是宣示**。
pengqiaozheishihouhushichulaihanshengxiyanjinquzuojiancha。
shengxiyanjinqu，sangxiayebudasuanduodai。
“wojinidadianhuaweishenmebujie。”
盛宴行拦住她。
“jiedianhua。”sangxiayouxiezhixi，sangyinfadou：“jienipeizheqingrenzuoyunjiandexianchangzhibo？”
“shuohuabiezheimenanting。”
盛宴行下颚线紧绷。
“nishuonibeibangjia，neihenjini？jintianjialiderendouzaishuoni，wodoubangnizheyanle，nidaodizainaoshenme？”
shengyanxingzhijieshangshou：“nibushishuonishoushanglema，nijiwokankana，wokankanniquanshenshangxianalishangle？nifeiyao......”
xiukoubuliaobeixiankaidechanei，tadeshengyinjiaranerzhi。
“你......”
sangxiajuedexiongkouturanhenmen，buxianggentaduoshuohua，renzheyanlei：“xianzaixinle？”
“kexi，bangfeisipiaotaimanle，meinengrangniruyuan，kanzhewoqusi。”
shengyanxingkanzhetafabaidelianse，youxienaonu，“nidianhualishuodeneigegongchang，wozuotianpairenquchaguo，neibuguojiushigeputongdefeiqigongchang，limianmeiyourenhebangjiadehenji，nixianzaihaoduanduanzhanzaiyiyuangenwoshuonizuotianbeibangjiale，nishuochuqukankansheihuixin？”
“yanxiyaoyan**，sangxia，zheibushiniwangzijishoushangzhajigekouzijiunengjiejuede。”
sangxiajiemaoqingqingzhanleliangxia。
yixiazijiushenmedoubuxiangshuole。
xiangdaozijizheisantianzaoshoudejuewanghewuzhu，yijizhangfudewushihelengmo，houlonglimanshixuexingwei。
“dui，wojiushiyanxi，xiaci，wodasuanzhijiejinguancai！shizaibuxing，wodaishangnimenshengjiaquanjiajinguancai。“