第2章

gualedianhua,sangwancaidiankaifangroufaguolaideneitiaoxinwen。

kanzheshangmianbaiyananheshenyanranbingpaizouchujichangdezhaopian,tamomojiangtupianfangda。

shenyanranzhendehenmei,shineizhongzhangyangwubidemei。

sangwantaiyankankanjingzilideziji,meimuqiandan,suserulian。

baiyanandepengyoumenyiqiandoushuo,tashisuoyoutishenzhongzuibuxiangzhengzhude,danqueshenqidedailezuijiu。

zhikanleyiyan,sangwanjiushensebubiandiguandiaolexinwen,zhunbeiqianwangyiyuan。

医院,神经科。

bingchuangshangdeshaonianjinbishuangyan,wunianle,rengranmeiyoubanfensuxingdejixiang。

sangwanbianjita**shoubu,bianhuanshengkaikou:“taxihuanderenhuilaile,suoyiwokenenghuizaiyejianbudaonigegele……”

chuangshangdeshaonianmeiyourenhefanying。

桑婉唇角泛起苦涩。

xuxutaotaozaibingfanglidailelianggexiaoshi,sangwancailikai。

quezaichudiantishi,zhuangjianlebaiyanan。

jiandaosangwan,baiyananmeitouxiayishiningqi,zhijielengzhelianyibajiangrenlazhu,chukoujiushizhiwen:“nigenzongwodaozhei,shixiangzuoshenme?”

sangwanyileng,tachuixiayanmouruanruanjieshi。

“womeigenzongni,wodidideyiyuanshizheili。”

zheihuabaiyananyigezidoubuxin,tataidulengku:“wojinggaoni,buyaochuxianzaiyanranmianqian,fouzebieguaiwobukeqi!”

桑婉沉默下来。

tameixiangdao,zaiyiqi3nian,baiyananjingduitabanfenxinrendoumeiyou……

jiantabushuohua,baiyanangengshirendingtashizhidaoleshenyanranzaizheili,guyiguolaide。

huiguoshen,sangwanmuguanglveguotashoulidetiandianhe,mangroushengtixing:“tiandianduixinzangbuhao,nihaishishaochidian。”

“biejiwozhuanyihuati!”baiyananshensebunai,haixiangshuoshenmeshi,shoujixiangle。

kanjianpingmushangdelaidianmingzi,tashenseshuzhanyishun,suijikanxiangsangwanzaicijinggao:“zairangwozaiyiyuankandaoni,jiubiexiangcongwozheinadaoyifenqian!”

shuowan,baiyananjieqidianhuakuaisulikai。

sangwandingzaiyuandi,taiyankanzhetajinleyijianbingfang。

taxianglexiang,haishigenshangqianqu。

touguochuang,quezhenghaokanjianshenyanransajiaoweilekoudangaojibaiyanan。

心口微微刺痛。

sangwanjinyaoxiachun,biekaiyanshen,zhuanshenlikai。

jitianhou,sangwanzhengzaihuashigongzuo,resoushangturanbaochushenyanranhuanmanxingshengongnengshuaijie?。

kandaozheigexiaoxi,sangwancaimingbaiweishenmehuizaiyiyuanpengjianbaiyanan。

sixupiaoyuanpianke,sangwanjiufangxiashouji,jixuhuahua。

caihuabujiu,yidaodichendaizhenuqidenanshengquezaitabeihouxiangqi。

“桑婉!”

sangwanyijing,caizhuanshenjiujianbaiyananzhanzaimenkou,lianselenglieyinchen。

kanchubuduijinglai,sangwanfangxiahuabiqishenshangqian,haimeikaikou,jiubeibaiyananyibaguanzaiqiangshang。

houbeizhuangshangjianyingbinglengdeqiangbi,tengdesangwanningqimei,bujiekanta。

baiyananshuangmouxinghong:“yanranxuyaojingyang,niqueguyibaochuxinwen,daozhitabingqingehua,nishenmeshihoubianderuciedule!”

sangwannaozifameng:“shenme?”

“别装了。”

baiyananbuyoufenshuozhijiezhuaizhetawangwaizouqu。

shouwanbeizhuaideshengteng,sangwanzhengzhabukai,beiqiangxingdaidaoleyiyuan。

yingmianzoulaidehushishensejiaoji:“baizong,rhyinxingxuezhaodaolema?”

xiayike,baiyananbianjiangsangwantuileguoqu——“tajiushirhyinxingxue,choutade。”

sangwanliangqianglexiacaizhanwen。

xinkoufanqikuchu,taquemeiyoufankang。

输血台上。

xueyidiandiancongtadeshentichouzou,sangwanlianseyeyidiandianbiandecangbai,tadeyanjingqueyizhikanzhebaiyanan。

kanzheneizhanglianshangcengjingdewenroudoubianchengbingleng。

denghushichougouxuehou,zhenguanhaimeiquchu,baiyananzhuanshenjiuyaozou。

sangwanlianmanglazhuta,youyicizhongshen:“bushiwozuode。”

baiyananquezhishishuaikaitadeshou,kandoumeikantayiyan,jingzhiqulebingfang。

yanzhengzhengkanzhebaiyanandebeiyingxiaoshi,sangwanhunshenfaleng。

taxialeshuxuetai,haimeizoujibu,zhijuejiaoxiafaruan。

xiayike,jingyanqianyiheishiquyishi!

zaicixinglaishi,rumushichunbaidebingfangtianhuaban。

sangwanmianqiangchengqishenzi,erbianzhouranchuanlaiyishengdaizhezebeideshengyin——

“nidouhuaiyunlianggeyuele,zenmehaiquxianxue?”