深夜，急诊。
sangxiangsibeituijinleqiangjiushi，quanshenshitoudesangwanbeihushilanzaimenwai，“nvshi，zheibianzhibu！”
sangwanyizhizhangwangzhelimiandeqingkuang，tataiwuzhule，shuangshoufadoudezuanzhuhushideshou，shengyinshayawulidekenqiu：“jiujiuwonver，baituole！”
shengyinli，hanlegengyankuqiang。
hushianweidao：“womenyidinghuijinlide，nilengjingdian。”
sangwanzhinengdiantou，yilushangjingshenjinbengdexianggenxian，rujinzhongyudaoleyiyuan，tazhenggerentuoleliqi，fuzheqiangmanmandunxialai。
双腿发软。
xiaoxiangsizaitajianshanghunmiguoqudeshihou，neizhongkuaiyaoshiqudeganjue，xiangshizhenggeshijiedoubengtale，heian，wubianwuji。
她整个人都在发抖。
zheizhongganjue，liunianqianyouguoyici，shicenchiyuzaiyuzhonghetachedijueliedeshihou。
连呼吸都是痛的。
renzaijidubeishangdeshihou，huiquanshenfama，tayishouanzheqiangxiangyaozhanqilaideshihou，tuixiangshixianzaizhaozedili，genbenzhanbuqilai。
yizhidashou，fuzhuletadegebo，“xiaoxin。”
sangwanhongzheyantaitou，“xieyisheng？”
lairenshixiejun，diyiyiyuanhuxikedezhuzhiyisheng，sannianqian，xiangsifagaoshao，bianshitazhiliaode。
xiejunkansangwanshidanqinmama，yigerendaizhehaiziburongyi，duizheiduimunvbianduolejifenguanxin，jiuerjiuzhi，liangrenyejiuchenglepengyou。
“wogangcaikanjianxiangsibeituijinqule，zenmehuishi？”
“wodaojiadeshihou，xiangsiliansecanbai，huxikunnan，wobuzhidaoshenmeqingkuang，tashuohennanshou……”
“nibiezheji，yidingmeishide，henyoukenengshilaomaobing。zhiqianwojiurangnidaixiangsiguolai，jinzaobadongmaidaoguanweibidejierushoushujizuole，nizenmeyizhituo？”
sangxiangsiyouxiantianxingxinzangbing，buguoshidanchundedongmaidaoguanweibihe，zhiyaozuolejierushoushu，jingyangyizhenzi，jiukeyihezhengchanghaiziyiyang。
zheibingbushishenmedabing，dansangwanyizhituo。
sangwanyouxienankan，“wo……wo……wohaipa。”
tadizhetou，shuangshoujiaozaiyiqi，qiadeshouzhifabai。
sangxiangsijihushitadequanbu，dangyigerenbamougerendangzuoquanbudeshihou，bianyidianyebuganmaoxian。
太害怕失去了。
lingyifangmian，zuoxinzangjierushoushudezhiliaofei，tayemeicougou。
zheishier，bianyizhituozhe。
xiejunpailepaitadejianbang，anfudao：“yebushishenmedabing，biedanxinle，yeyouhenduohaizidongmaidaoguanweibi，yibeizidoumeizuoshoushu，yemeishenmeshi，buguoxianzaijiranxiangsiyijingyoulebingzheng，neihaishiganjinbashoushujizuoleba。”
sangwanyonglidiantou，“ng，zheiciyidingzuo。”
bangexiaoshihou，xiangsibeituilechulai。
sangwanlikepaoleshangqu：“yisheng，wonverzenmeyang？”
“meishenmedaaile，buguotayoudongmaidaoguanweibidewenti，zheinizhidaoma？”
“嗯，知道。”
“nikannihenilaogongshangliangyixia，yaobuyaojihaizizuogejierushoushu，fanzhenghaizixianzaiwendingle，yebushitaijidebing，nihuijiakeyigennilaogongkaolvkaolv。jierushoushu，haishizaihaiziyuexiaodeshihouzuo，huifudeyuehao。”
提起老公……
sangwanshensegengweiandan，dantameishuoshenme，zhidiantou：“hao。”
sangxiangsizhuanquleputongbingfangliguadiandi。
daolexiabanye，haizixingle。
“妈妈……”
sangwanwenroudewen：“ebue，xiangchidianshenme，mamaqumai。”
xiaoxiangsikaozaizhentoushang，kanzhesangwanyaoyaotou，“mama，wobinglema？”
“yishengshuo，henkuaijiunenghao，xiangsibushiyizhixiangfangjiama？zheijitian，mamajinigenlaoshiqingjia，zanmenzaiyiyuanxiuxixiuxi，buqushangxuelehaobuhao？”
“hao。mama，wohaimeilaidejiwenni，nishenshangzenmehuiyoujiuwei？nihejiulema？”
sangwanpatadanxin，molemotadetoushuo：“mamawanshanggentailidetongshijucan，heleyidianxiaojiu，meishide。dengxiangsihaole，mamadainiquchikendejizenmeyang？nibushiyizhixiangchizhajima？”
sangxiangsiliezhexiaozuixiaole，“wohaixiangchitudouni。”
huayingangluo，yidaonanshengbianchuanlai：“tudounilaige！”
xiejunshoulilinzhechidejinlai，“womailedianyangweizhou，tudounishenmede，nihexiangsidouchidian。”
“谢叔叔。”
xiejunmozhesangxiangsidetoushuo：“xiangsiyaoguaiguaiyangbingna，bierangnimamadanxin。”
“嗯嗯！”
“相思真乖。”
sangwanyongshaoziwazhetudouni，weixiangsichi。
xiejunkanleyiyantashoubeishangdehongzhen，“nishiguominleba？wogangcaiquyaodianmaileyizhikangguomindeyaogao，daihuiernituyixia。”
sangwanweizheng，“xiexiea，meicilaiyiyuan，douyaomafanni。”
“zheiyoushenmemafande，niyigerendaizhexiangsiburongyi，woyejiushishunshoubangdianmang，meishenmede。sangwan，youxieshinibuyongzongshiyigerenkang，ruguoyouxuyaodehua，keyisuishizhaowo，wonengbangshangmang，yidingjinli。”
sangwanzhidao，xiejunxindishanliang，dantabuxiangliyongxiejundelianminzhixin。
tayezhidaoxiejundeyisi，danta，baodabulexiejundeenqing。
erqieyouxieshi，xiejunyebangbuleta。
tazijiyijingshenchuniningzhizhongle，bunengbaxiejunyelaxianitan，hetayiqizhengzha。
等谢钧走了。
kaozaibingchuangshangdexiaoxiangsi，huranyuchujingrendeshuo：“mama，xieshushuxihuanni。”
sangwanchelechechunjiao，qingxumeishenmebianhua，“renxiaoguida。”
“benlaijiushima！mama，nishibushigenwoyiyang，haizaixiangbaba？”
sangwanwatudounideshouzhi，dunzhu。
tachuizhejiemao，shuangyanlongzhaoyixiaopianyinying，xiandeyouxieluomo，“meiyou，mamaxianzaizuixihuanxiangsile，sheiyebuxiangle。”
xiangsiyouxiekunao，“mama，babazouleneimeduonianle，nikebunengyijuebuzhena！”
sangwanxiaochusheng：“nigensheixuedezheigeci？huixiema？”
“dianshijulixuede！ganmashuodedui，mamaniyaoduogenshuaigetanlianai，caihuikaixin！”
sangwannietaxiaobizi，“nibupawojinizhaohoubaa？”
xiaoxiangsideshenqingquerenzhenqilai，tazhouzhexiaomeitoushuo：“mama，wogengxiwangninengkaixin。”
sangwanzuodaobingchuangbian，baozhunver，“mamayouxiangsi，jiuyijinghenkaixin，henkaixinle。”
xiaoxiangsitanxi：“yaoshibabahaizaijiuhaole……”
xiangsiyizhiyiwei，tadebabaguoshile。
xiangsisansuideshihou，chanzhesangwanwenbabaqunalile，sangwangaosuta，babazaitianshangkaifeichuan。xiangsiwusuideshihou，sangwanmanbuxiaqule，gaosuta，tababaqishishishengbingguoshile。
“mama，babashibushibixiejunshushuhaiyaoshuai？”
buranmamaweishenmebuxihuanxieshushu？xieshushurenneimehao。
sangwannaohaili，fuxiancenchiyudelunkuo，neinanren，jishishizhanzaimangmangrenqunzhong，yeshiguofenreyande。
lunzhangxiang，cenchiyudequeshijingweitianren。
neishizaididoudaxue，liuxingyijuhua：kaoshibuguakeheshuidaodacaizicenchiyu，shirenshengliangdaxingshi。
“shia，nibaba，henshuai。”
xiaoxiangsijiaoaoqilai，ananfashi，zaijimamazhaoyigehebabayiyangshuaidedashuaigedangnanpengyou！
dengbaxiaoxiangsihongshuile，sangwandianjinyinxingkayue，suanleyixiazijizonggongduoshaoqian。
jinwancongcenchiyuneilizhuanlesanwanwu，kalizhiyouyiwanle，yuedidejiaoyigejidudefangzu。
erxiangsidejierushoushu，xuyaoshiwan，haichaqiwanzuoyou……
桑惋一时犯了难。
tahuranqingxing，jinwancenchiyujitazhuanzheisanwanwudejihui，taxianzaishenzhixiwang，zailaiyicihejiuzhuanqiandejihui。
guominqizhenziyouzenmeyangni，zhiyaoyouleshiwan，xiangsijiunengzuoshoushu，duitaeryan，xianzaixiaoxiangsishizuizhongyaode。