shangbeizi，wobeizhouyihuohuodasi。
zhiyinfaxianletahebaiyueguangde**。
zaizhengyan，wojinghuidaolefaxiantamenluguliaotianjiludeneitian。
zheiyici，woshouqileyanlei，jiexialesuoyouzhengju。
tayiweiwohaihuishineigerentananiedechunhuo？
woweixiaozhebangtahexiaosanyuehaosihuideshijiandidian。
ranhou，fanshoujiangjingxinzhunbeide“liwu”songdaolejiweihegonganju。
dangtahaizaizuozheqirenzhimeidedamengshi，
dengzhetade，yishibinglengdeshoukaoheyiwanwangyoudetuoma。
toutongdexiangshiyaozhakai，taiyangxueyitiaoyitiaoditeng。
yishixianyuyanjingzhuanxing，biqianglixianzuanjinlaiyigushuxidexiangxunweidao，anggui，danya，shizhouyizuixihuanyounengzhangxiantagediaodeneiyikuanzhumianxiang。
chuangdanbingliangshunhua，beihouquechuanlaizhuorendetiwen。
我猛地睁开眼。
ruyanshihunandeguangxianli，tianhuabanshangneizhanjijianzhuyifenggedediaodeng，yijicebianchuanglianfengxililoujinlaideyidiancanbaiyueguang。
这是我和周毅卧室。
xinzangzaineiyishunjiantingzhiletiaodong，suijifalefengyiyangkuangleiqilai，zhuangdexiongkoushengteng。
我不是已经死了吗？
sizaizhouyidequanjiaozhixia，sizaibinglengdedibanshang，yanzhengzhengkanzhecengjingtongchuanggongzhendezhangfumianmuzhengning，yixiayixia，jiangsuoyoudehenliheshikongjinshuqingxiezaiwozaoyibuzaizhengzhadeshentishang。
zuihouyishihuansanshi，shiduishangzhouyineishuangtonghong、baolideyanjing，yijiwoneiduihaogongpolengjingdizhihuizheren，weizaochengwoyiwaizhuilouxianchangdeshengyin。
冰冷，麻木，绝望。
neitongchuhekongjutaiguozhenshi，kejinlelinghunshenchu，rangwocikehunshenjiangying，lianzhijiandouwufadongdan。
“......ng？”
shenhoudenanrenfachuleyishengmohudeyiyu，shoubeiwuyishidishoulong，jiangwogengjindiquanjinhuaili。
tadetiwen，tashenshangmuyuhoudedanxiang，hunhezheyidiandianxiangyandeweidao，baoguoerlai。
weiliyizhenfanjiangdaohaideexin。
wobuyoudibengjinlequanshendejirou，yonglebishengdeyizhili，caiyazhizhuneijihuyaopotierchudezhanlihejianjiao，meiyouliketiaoqilai，yongjinyiqiebanfagongjizheigezaiwobeihouanranhanshuidenanren。
不能。
绝不能重蹈覆辙。
jicudihuxilejixia，woqiangpozijilengjing，yanqiujiannandizhuandong，shitufenbianyanqiandejingxiang。
chuangtoujushang，wodeshoujipingmuhuranliangleqilai，youlandeguangzaiyipianhunanzhonggewaiciyan。
yitiaoxiaoxideyulandanlechulai。
是潘苒。
【taneizhongchunhuogenbenpeibushangni。yige，wozhendehouhuile......dangchuwobugailikainide......】
meiyigezi，douxiangcuiledudezhen，jingzhundiciruwodeyanqiu。
一模一样。
连标点符号都不差。
zheiyike，judadehuangmiuganhekuangxidejuewangtongshijuezhulewo。
wohuilaile？wozhendehuilaile？huidaoleyinianqian，yiqiebeijuganggangkaishiluchutazhengningmiaotoudezheiyike？
wojiqixiaoxindi，congzhouyidehuaibaolizhengtuochulai。
tashuidechen，zhishibunaidihengleyisheng，fanlegeshen，zaidushuiqu。
wonaqishouji，pingmudeguangyingliangwocangbaidemeiyouyisixuesedelian。
shouzhibushoukongzhidizhandou，diankaineitiaoxiaoxi。
shuxidetouxiang，shuxideyuqi，shuxide、lingrenzuooudejiaorouzaozuo。
wangshangfan，shigengduowobuzhidaodeliaotianjilu。
panransushuozhetaneiweifuerdaiweihunfuyouhenagexiaomotegaozaileyiqi，yanyujianshinongdehuabukaideweiquhejimo。
zhouyizewenroudijiyuanwei，yancijianbufaduiguoqushiguangdezhuiyiheaimeibuqingdeshitan。
panranbaoyuanzheweihunfujiashengyisihuchuledianwenti，duifangjialiduitayufatiaoti。
zhouyibiankansiwuyidizhanshizhezijirujindeshiyechengjiu、youwoshenghuo，zilixingjianchongchizheyizhong“ruguonidangchumeizou，zheiyiqiexiangshoudedoushini”deanshi。
tafalaijiaochendeyuyin：“haishiyigenizuihao，zuidongwo......ai，yaoshidangchuwojiandingyidianjiuhaole......”
tahuiyibaorongdeqingxiao：“xianzaizhidaoyebuwan。buguo，zheizhonghuayihoubieshuole，rangtakanjianbuhao。”
tajinjieyiju：“zenme，nipataya？tabujiushigebaishema？zhangzhejialiyoudianguanxibiniquletaeryi，zhenyiweizijishipancaile？”
zhouyimeiyoufanbo，zhihuileyigeyiweishenzhangdebiaoqing。
zuihou，jiushineitiaowogangkandaode、panranzaiwohezhouyijiehunliangzhounianjinianrizheitianlingchenfalaidexiaoxi，jijintiaobozhinengshi。
“he......”yishengjiqingjilengdexiao，congwohoulonglijichulai。
xiongqianglineigufantengdehenyiheexin，jihuyaochongpotianlinggai。
shangbeizi，jiushizheitiaoxiaoxi，rangwochedibengkui。
kuzhezhiwen，huanlaizhouyidenaoxiuchengnu，zaidaowuxiuzhidezhengchao，zuihoushineichangzhimingdebaoda。
siguoyihui，zaikanzheixiewenzi，zhishengxiabinglengdehenyihechegudeqingxing。
fennu？you，danbuzaishichonghuntounaodefennu。
ershibixurangzheiduigounannvfuchudaijiadefennu。
woqingqingdianjipingmu，jietu，baocun。
zhidaojiedaoliangrenzuowanshuiqianfadexinxi。
zhouyi：【tashuile。bienao，nizhidaowoxinlizuitengdehaishini。】
panran：【heng，sheirangniqutade！huogai！wobuguan，nimingtiandepeiwochifanbuchangwo！】
zhouyi：【hao，mingtianxiawulaodifangjian。guai，niyezaodianshui，aoyeduipifubuhao。】
panran：【zhidaola~yigewanan！xiangni~[qinwen]】
明天下午，老地方？
woxinlidunshiyoulezhuyi。
jiewanzhengjuhou，wozhongxintanghuichuangshang，jinliangyuanlizhouyideshenti。
zhengzheyanjing，kanzhetianhuabanshangneimohudediaodenglunkuo，zhidaotiansejianjianfanbai。
shenbianchuanlaixisudedongjing，zhouyixingle。
taxiguanxingdishenchushou，xiangyaolouwo：“laopo，xingle？liangzhounianjinianrikuaile。”
wojihushibennengdishentiyijiang，suijiqiangpozijisongchixialai。
wodeshengyinmenmende，daizheyisigangshuixingdeyonglanheyilai：“laogongzaoan......jinianrikuaile。”
zhouyisihuhenmanyiwodewenshun，dixiaozheroulerouwodetoufa，ditouxiangwenwo。
woxiayishidipiankaitou，jiazhuanghaixiudiduokai，shouzhidizaitaxiongqian：“haimeishuayani......”
taxiaolexiao，meiqiangqiu，zhishiyoubaolebaowo：“jintianyoushenmeanpai？xiangyaoshenmeliwu？laogongjinimai。”
wozaitahuailitaiqitou，yanjingliangjingjingdikanzheta，yuqidaizheyidianjiaohandebaoyuan：“liwudangranyao！buguoshuoqizheige......wozuotianshuapengyouquan，kandaopanranle。”
zhouyilouzhewodeshoubeijibukechadijiangyingleyixia。
tayuqibubian，shenzhidaizhedianyihuoheshuli：“ng？tazenmele？haojiumeilianxile。”
演技真好。
我心底冷笑。
biaomianquecuzhemei，yifuchuncuiweitazhexiangdeyangzi，youxietianzhenyoudaizhedianbagua：“haoxianghetaweihunfunaodetingbuyukuaide。tingshuotaweihunfujialineigeshenmexinnengyuanxiangmu，kuideyitahutu，waimianqianlehaoduozhai，haizaiwaimianluanwan......ze，zhenshitipanranbuzhi。taneimexingaoqiaodeyigeren......”
zhouyidehuxiweiweijiculeyishun。
tachuixiayankanxiangwo，muguangdaizheshenshi，sihuzaipanduanwoshibushiyiyousuozhi。
woyingzhetademuguang，yanshenganjingdexiangyiwangquanshui，zhiyoudui“jiushi”danchundetongqingheyidiandianshenweinvrendeyouyuegan。
zhouyiyanzhongdeshenshimanmantunqu，tadagaijuede，wochundewukejiuyao，jingranhaizaitongqingneigejitadailelvmaozi、rujinyouhuitoulaizhaotadeqiannvyou？
shenzhizhudongtigongleduifangjinkuangbujiadexinxi？
tagoulegouchunjiao，zhifumosuozhewodejianbang，yuqiwenroudenengdichushui：“bierendeshi，shaocaoxin。taguodebuhao，yeshitazijidexuanze。”
tadunledun，xiangshisuikouyiti：“buguo......dajiabijingtongxueyichang，yaoshizhenyudaonanchu，nengbangyibajiubangyibaba。xiandewomendadu。”
我心底的冷笑。
大度？
shixiandenizhoudagongzinianjiuqing、younengnaiba？youqishizaicengjingxianqini、rujinluopodeqiannvyoumianqian。
wozhongxinwojintahuaili，cengleceng，yuqitianruan：“laogongnizhenhao，zhendaqi！neijiutingnidebei。”