mushengditouwenlewenhuaxiang，yuqichenguai：“yibaiyezhenshide，pawoxinqingbuhao，tiantianrangrensonghua。”
suwanningkanzheneishulanhua，xintouyouxieyiyang，buzhishiweileneijuqinnideyibai，haishiyinweisulaixinlizhiyougongzuoderen，yuanlaiyehuiweibierenzuozheimexixindeshi。
mushengxiaozhedao：“wohetafenshouyesannianle，meixiangdaotahaijidewoxihuanlanhua，wozaiguowaideshihou，tameihezuijiuyicidouyaojiwojiyicixin，shuohenxiangwo，suyisheng，nishuotayouduowangbudiaowo。”
suwanningzhijuedenaozihongmingyisheng，shenmeshengyindoutingbujianle。
jusuwanningsuozhi，shenyibaizhitanguoyirennvyou，jiushitadechulian。
ersannianqianshenyibaizhisuoyihuigenzijijiehun，yeshiyinweidangnianchulianweilezhuiqiushiyeyuanzouyiguogentafenshoule，shennainaishentiyoubuhao，xiangkanzhetachengjia。
zhenghaodangshisuwanningpodeshennainaixihuan，shenyibaibianxuanzeletaweijiehunduixiang。
suoyi，taneisuoweidechulian，jiushiyanqiandezheigemusheng？
mushengmiaoxiedezhongzhonghuamian，jiuzheiyangfuxianzaitadenaohai，taneiyangqinglengderen，juranyehuizaijiuhoufalefengbansushuozijidesilian，huran，zuotianneigutouyunyouyongleshanglai，zuijinhaoxiangzongshizheiyang，tarenbuzhuhoutuileliangbu。
“suxiaojie，nimeishiba？”mushengwendao。
suwanningyaoyaotou，qiangrenzhukuse，“kenengshiyouxiedixuetang，muxiaojiehaohaoxiuxi。”
shuozhe，tazhuanshenlikailebingfang。
dangtianwanshang，tazaiyiyuanzhiyeban，yesejiliao，wanlaijujing。
suwanningpibeidekaozaibangongzhuoshang，renbuzhuxiangqishenyibai，xinzhongweiku。
houbanye，daolexiabandeshijian，tarengranjuedetouyipianhunchen，renbuzhukaozaibangongzhuoshangshuileguoqu。
ciri，tagangzhunbeiquchafang，shenyibaibiannuqichongchongditajinletadebangongshi。
suwanningmanlianbujie：“zenmele？”
shenyibaichenzheliankanxiangta：“zuotianwanshang，jiashengdeyaoshininade？”
昨晚？
suwanningxiangqilaile，zuowantaquchafang，zhenghaodaolemushengchiyaodeshijian，tajiushunshoubangmangnaleyaoheshui。
“没错，怎么了？”
“nizhibuzhidao，nizuotianbachoutilideanmianyaodangchengasipilinjitachile，ashengchadianchushi！”
suwanningyijing，“bukeneng！”
tashiyisheng，bukenenghuifanzheizhongcuowu，tajidehenqingchunadejiushiasipilin，zenmehui……
danhenxianran，shenyibaibingbuxiangxinta，“nizuotianjiuyizhixinbuzaiyan，fanxiazheizhonghaibuchengren？”
“我真的没有……”
“goule，”shenyibailenglengzhuanshen：“buyaozaiyouxiaci。”
suwanningzhanzaiyuandi，yizhenyouyizhendetoutongxilai，tashenzhirenbuzhukaishihuaiyi，nandaozhenshizijinacuole？
zuijin，tadeshentidequechalehenduo。
tataimou，kanzheshenyibailikaidebeiying，xinliyizhenkuse。
danshitadezhangfu，haoxiangyizhizaiweibiedenvrendanxin。
xiawu，suwanningqinglejia，yinweibuxiangbeitongshimenzhuangjian，tateyiqubiedeyiyuanjianchaleyixiashenti。
jianchajieguobianchulaile，tachenzhewuxiushijianqunabaogao。
quezaikandaoneishangmiandezishi，ruzaoleijibanjiangzaiyuandi。
脑……癌
晚上，星水湾别墅。
suwanningchuanzhejiajufudaizuozaishafashang。
jinglileyixiawudekongju、juewang、bengkui，taxianzaideqingxujingranyijingmanmanguiyupingjing。
心中只有一片空洞。
huran，xuanguanchuchuanlaikaimendeshengyin，tajixiedezhuantou，kandaoshenyibaiyishenxizhuangchuxianzaitamianqian。
kanjiantamingxiancangbaidelian，shenyibaizhoumeidao：“nizenmele？”
suwanningyanshibanditou：“meishi。”
shenyibaikanletaliangmiao，meizaiduoshuoshenme，taibubianwangwoshizouqu，shenhou，suwanningquehuranchusheng：“yibai，women……lihunba。”
shuochulihunlianggezishi，taxinzhonghuaguoyizhentongyi，shengyinjixiao，danshenyibaihaishitingdaole。
tazhuanguoshen：“nishuoshenme？”
“muxiaojie……yekeyiliuzainishenbian，women，lihunba。”
suiranhenshebude，danshiaizhengyijingboduoletaliuzaishenyibaishenbiandezige，suwanningshuangyanyouxieweihong，xiaoxindikanxiangta，renbuzhuxiangshenyibaihuiyoushenmefanying。
会……舍不得吗？
shenyibaizhichenmolejimiao，muguangzhongsiyounuyi：“ruguonizaiweilebaitiandeshifapiqi，neiwomeigongfupeininao。”
tagenbenmeibasuoweide“lihun”dangzhen，zhidangtashizainaopiqi。
suwanningyizheng，meiliaodaotahuizheimexiang，“womeiyou……”
“suwanning，biewanglewomendangchujiehunshiweileshenme，rujinnainaihaizaiyiyuan，wobukenengdayinglihun。”
nanrenshuowanbianzhuanshenhuilefangjian，kanzhetadebeiyingxiaoshi，taxinzhongdekusebuduanpansheng，xiongkoumenmenditong。
zheiyiwan，tameiyouhuifangjianshuijue，ershizuozaishafaxiangleyizhengwan。
naoaiyijingdaolewanqi，shijianbenjiubuduole，jiranshenyibaibutongyilihun，neitajiubazuihoudeshijiandouyonglaipeitahenainaiba。
tianlianghou，tazaishenyibaiqichuangqianbianshoushihaoquyiyuan，likaizhiqianhaiweitazhunbeihaolezaocan。
daoyiyuanhou，suwanninglvxianqu22loukanshennainai。
jingguolejinianbingtongdezhemo，shenlaotaitaikanshangquhenshou，danhaozaijingshenhaibucuo，kanjiansuwanning，tashifengaoxing。
“小曦，你来了。”
kandaoshennainaiciaidelian，tarenbuzhubiziyisuan，diandiantoudao：“ng，nainai，laikankannin，shentihaihaoma？youmeiyounalibushufu？”
shennainaiqinqiedewozhutadeshou：“wodouhao，daoshini，xiaoxi，yibaihaoburongyicongaozhouhuilai，nimenlianghaohaoxiangchu，nainaihaidengzhebaosunzini。”
kanzhelaorenbumanzhouwendelianshangmanshixiaorong，suwanningrenzhuyanlei，burenxingaosunainaizhenxiang，xiaozhedayingxialai，youpeitashuolehuierhua，bianlikaile。
cong22loulikaizhihou，tahuanghuanghuhudezouzhe，lushangyudaolehaojigetongshi，sihudoukanchutazhuangtaibudui，fenfenwentazenmele，suwanningqiangdaqijingshen，zhixiaozheshuomeishi。
buzhibujue，tabianzoudaolemushengbingfangdelouceng，daodihaishitadezhuzhiyisheng，suwanningjuedingguoqukankan。
zoudaomenkou，tayouxiexinbuzaiyandequtuikaimen，gangtuikaiyitiaofeng，biantingdaolelimianshuxideshengyin。
“asheng，nixianzaiyinggaihaohaoxiuxi，biexiangqitade。”
shenyibaixianglaidichendeshengyindaizheyisiwunai，shiduiqinjinzhirencaihuiyoudeyuqi。
suwanningjiaobuyidun，renbuzhutaiyancongmenfengzhongkanguoqu，shunjianhunshenyijiang——
mushengzuozaibingchuangshang，jinjinyongzhebingchuangqiandeshenyibai，ertadimoukanzheta，sihaomeiyouyaotuikaidedongzuo。
buyihuier，mushengyangtoukanta，gengyandao：“yibai，ruguodangnianbushiyinweinainai，nibuhuihetajiehun，nihuidengwohuilaide，duibudui？”
suwanningdexinshashishoujin，yizhabuzhadedingzheshenyibaidefanying。
jiezhe，takandaoshenyibaichuixiayanmou，haobuyouyudidianletou：“dui，wohuidengni。
tingdaozheigehuida，suwanningjiaoxiasiyouqianjinzhongyiban，zaiyemeiliqizoujinqu，zhuanshenlangbeidilikai。
bingfangli，mushengzeshishensexinxi，jinjindiyongzheshenyibai。
“wojiuzhidao，yibai，nihaishiaiwode。”
shenyibaiyanshenmeibian，zhinaqishouzhongdeyao：“xianzaikenhaohaochiyaoleba？”
lingyitou，suwanninghuangzhangdehuidaolebangongshi，naohailiqueyizhibuyouzizhudehuixiangqishenyibaineiju，“dui，wohuidengni。”
xinlineiguchenzhongdementongganlingtayouxiechuanbuguoqilai，tajiliyaxianeigubisuan，tourudaogongzuodangzhongqu。
meiyihuier，shenyibailailetadebangongshi。
tataitoukanta，jielirangzijikanshangquzhengchang：“youshima？”