di126zhangwuyushiliu（5）
neirenjuranyemeishengqi，qingqingsongkaita。chenruyingsisidengzheta，gannuerbuganyan。zheiyanshenquebeinanrenshenbianderenkandaole，houdao：“yatounikanshenmekan？xinbuxin**sini！”shuowanbianyoujigenanrenlenglengxiaole。fengyanyanshenyibian，kanleneirenyiyan。neirenxiangshimeikandao，zhidandanshuo：“doubieluanzao，qianjinxiaojiehaiyouyong，buzhunluanlai。”
fengyanhechenruyingyoubeipangrenpozheguilexialai。
lundaolezhengzhiweihechenbaozhuzheiyidui。
zhengzhiweilianyoudianhong，youdianbai，shuo：“zheiweilao、laoda，woshitananpengyou，buzhidaoqianzainali。buguochenjiaoshoushuodedui，tazhishigejiaoshou，jialimeishenmeqian，nimenshibushigaocuole？haiyou，bieshanghaiwonvpengyouhetajiaren。”
zheihualingchenbaozhushenshenkantayiyan，erhoutahaisuanpingjingdikanzhedaitumen，shuo：“womenjiameiqian。buyaoshanghaiwodejiaren。”
neirenxiaole，duipangbianrenshuo：“kan，tamenjiahaitingtuanjiede。he……nimenzheixieyouqianren，gegexuwei，henbudebierenzaodiansi，zhuangshenmeshanliangwugu？”takanxiangzuihouyiren，yejiushichentaitai。
“laotaipo。”tayuqihenlengdandishuo，“bierenzhuangyejiusuanle，nijiubiezhuangle。nishishenmejiadi，womenyijingdiaochadeyiqingerchu。shixiangdejiugankuaibaqianjiaochulai，buranzheiyiwulaoxiaodeming，kejiuhuizainishoushang。”
chenlaotaitaisihuyijingqiji，jiazhiguilezheimejiu，lianseyebutaihao，tayongshouzhizheneiren：“ni、ni……”juranyundaozaidi。
pangbiandejiarenquanhuangle，“ma！”“ma！”“nainai！”hanchengyituan。neirenquezhishilenglengdingzhedaozaidishangdechenlaotai，shiyipangbianyirenjiangtatuoqi，erhouduichenjiaoshoutamenhoudao：“huangshenmehuang？hunleshiba，meiguanxi，jiaopiaolengshui，batajiaoxing。zaibuxing，jiwodiudaoxuediliqu。buxindongbuxing。”tashuohua，tonghuozhendebalaotaitaiwangwaituo。chenruyinghechenjiaoshouyikulechulai，chenbaozhuyeyanfanleiguang。
yebuzhishineirendeweixieqilezuoyong，haishipangrendelachejingdong，laotaitaiyouyouyouxingzhuan，yanzhongxiemanjingkonghenuhuo，tashuo：“ni……nizhibuzhidaowomenshishenmerenjia，ganlaiwojiaqiangjie？”
neirenyizheng，huranfangshengdaxiao，shuo：“wozhidao。nishihongsebeijing，guanxiaojie，jinguidehen。ninanrenshishenmeshanghuihuizhang。guanshang～goujie，qiannengshao？laojiahuozhongyubuzhuangshale？neishibushigainaqianle？xiongdimen，sou，banengsoudaodeqianxianjiwoqichulai，roubaozideyikouyikouchi。”
chenjiazhongrenzuilidoubeisailedongxi，dunshishuobuchuhua。neixiedaituyedoujinjinchuchumangliuqilai。weiyoulingtouzheiren，zuozaishafashang，zhuaqizhuoshangdepingguo，jiangmianzhaoxianqiyidian，saijinzuili。jikouyaowan，dakaidianshiji，suibiandiaolegepindaozaikan。guoleyihuier，tayouzhuantou，kanleyanguizaidishangdezhongren，budongshengse。
woganjuedaozhenzhenyunxuanganchaotoububuduanxilai，haiyoufare，shixianjianjianbiandemohu。
tanjiaodishengduiwoshuo：“nijuebujuedeyounalibuduijing？”
我说：“是。”
mimihuhuyoutingdaotashuo：“ruguohoulaidehuo，shizheibangdaitufangde，weishenmexingcundechenjiaoshouhechenruying，meiduijingfangti？zheiqizhongkendinghaiyoudaguguai。kao，shoujihaishimeixinhao……”
womeishuohua，woyishuobuchuhua。
我爱你。
我在心里对她说。
di127zhangtanjiaoshiqi（1）
————tanjiaoshijiao————
waitoudetianqiheiyipian，xuedidehanqicongneishanxiaochuangwanglizuan。xiaxiaodegeloushangmeiyoudeng，huichendeqiweihenkuaizhanmanbiqiang。
zhouweiduimanzawu。wuyujiutangzaibingliangdedibanshang，shuangshouchuizaishenceyidongbudong，yexianggewujian。yinta，kongqizhongduoletiexiubandexuexingwei。
wotouguoxiaokong，youkanlehuierlouxia，yihuitou，caifaxiantayanjingbishangle。
“ayu？”woqingshenghandao，ketameiyouhuiying。
我愣了一下。
cihouhenzhangyiduanshijianli，wowufamiaoshuzheitianzheiyike，xinzhongdeganshou，zhijuedezhenggeshijiefangfozaiwozhouweibiandekongkuang，wohuranjianshenmedouganjuebudaole，renzaizheili，linghunqueyouxiangbuzai。tahewuyuhaihuozaicengjingdechaoxixiangchuli。wokandaozijideshoumanmanshenguoqu，shendaotabizixiafang。yiqiedoushibingliangde，wodeshouzhi，tadebijian，zhouweidekongqi。
dagaiguoleshijimiaozhong，wocaiganjuedaoneiyilvweiruodebixi。
womanmanfangxiashou。zhouweihenjing。
wokandaozijideyanlei，yididiluozaidibanshang。shixianshunjianmohuderutongyituanjianghu。
wozhendehehuaile，chadianyiweijiuzheimeshiqule。
“jiaojiao……”henqinghenhanhudedinan。wocadiaoyanlei，taitoukanzheta。tadeliansehaishineimecangbai，xianxuemanshen，meitouzhoudehenshen。
tayouzheimejiaowole，zhizaihunmishiquyishishi。kewoxianzai，yidianbanfadoumeiyou。
“jiaojiao……”tayounianleyisheng，sihuyoudianji。wofushenxiaqu，wozhutadeshou：“wozaizheili。”
“jiao……”taqingshengshuo，“woaini。”
wozhengzhengkanzhetaderongyan，neibaojingmingyunmolidejunlangrongyan，ranhouwodeshixianzaicibiandemohu。tashuotaaiwo。
他一直都忍住不说。
wuyu，nineimecongming，youpinming。nidebanshengdouzheiyangduguo。
可你就是个大傻子。
yinweinigenbenmeiyoubanfabuaiwo。
像我一样。
louxiahuranchuanlaihendaxiangdong，neirenhaoxiangfahuole。wotiejinxiaokongwangqu，zhijiantadejigetonghuoyisouguahuilaile，jiangyiduixianjinhejintiaodiuzaishafashang。wogumoleyixia，dagaijiazhijishiwan。dantamenmouhuayijiu、dadonggangelaiqiangjie，zheigeshumuzhipagenbenmanzubule。
guobuqiran，neirenzuozaishafashang，yiranmengzhemian，yanjingliqueyincecexiaole：“laotaitai，chenjiaoshou，zheicaiduoshaomaomaoyu？xiongdimenganzheiyipiaoburongyi，chemafeidoubugoua！”
yourenquxialaotaitaihechenjiaoshouzuilidemaojin，laotaitailiansetieqingmeishuohua，chenjiaoshouqueyiyilianjupahewunai：“wo……wozhishigelaoshi，womenjiaqueshizhiyouzheixieqian……”tahaimeishuowan，neirenjiuchaotonghuodilegeyanse，lengbudingjiuyourenjiangchenjiaoshoutiqi，yidunquandajiaoti。wenruodechenjiaoshounalishoudezhu，shunjianpipoxueliu。laotaitaihandao：“biedawoerzi！zhendezhiyouzheimeduoqianle！”chenruyinghaiguizaidishang，xiangpuguoqu，fengyansisihuzhuta，panveryeshouzui。tanglanlanlianseshabai，shenzisuodelihai。chenbaozhuhezhengzhiweidelianseyehennankan，mulubeiqi。zhengzhiweiyeshiyizhihuzhechenbaozhu，daoxianchujifennanziqigai。
di128zhangtanjiaoshiqi（2）
neirenyitaishou，tonghuotingxiale，dishangzhishengxiabiqinglianzhongliansheng**dechenjiaoshou。wokandeyouxieburen。nazhineirenmuguangyouyiyihuaguoguizaidishangdenvrenmen，lenghengleyishengshuo：“bujianguancaibudiaolei。”
woxinzhongyongqiqiangliedebuxiangyugan。tademuguanghuaguoxiangmaoputongdechenbaozhu，zaifengyanhechenruyinglianshangyiting，zuihouluozaizhangdepoyoufengchenqidetanglanlanshenshang。
“laotaitai。”tamantiaosilidishuo，“wozaiwenniyibian，qianhebaobeizainali？”
chenlaotaitaibuchun，wogandadutajueduizhuyidaoleneirendeyanshen，ranercikedeliansequebiandebeiqierjueqiang，shuo：“zhendemeiyoule。”
neirenzhileyixiatanglanlan，lianggetonghuoluchuyin～xiao，qizhongyigezouguoqu，yibajiangtanglanlankangqi。tanglanlanliandouhedebaile，fachu“wuwu”dewuyan，pinmingzaineirenjiantouzhengzha。neirenqueyipaitade**，shuo：“laoshidian！manglezheimeduotian，zonggaixianjidiantiantoule！”
chenlaotaitaidingzhetanglanlan，lianjiashangdejirouyouyisixidong。tanglanlanyezaizheishihuitou，kanzhelaotaitai。tademuguangxiemanaiqiuhekongju，tazaiqiulaotaitaikaikou。zheigewuzili，chulechenruying，tadagaijiushipingshihelaotaitaizuiqinjinderenle。
keshizhizhitabeilianggenanrendaijinfangli，guanshangmen。laotaitaishizhongyilianjinghuang，quemeiyoukaikou。
wulihuranbiandeshifendejing。zhiyougezhemen，tingdaoyizhenzhetengsheng，haiyounanrenciqibifudexiaosheng，henyayidechuanxisheng。
neirenzuozaishafashang，dianlegenyan，jiangmianzhaoxianqiyijiao，manmandichou。luchudexiahe，junlangcucao。laotaitailiansefeichangnankan，taiduquemeiyoubianhua。qitarendeliansedoubiandeyichanghuian，huianzhongyazhefennuyukongju。
woturanfeichangtonghenzheiyangdeqifen。woturanfeichangnanshou。wozhidaotashishenme。
shirenxingsangshidefanzuizhe，jiangtarendezizun、rengeheanquandouniezaizhangzhong，renyiroulinjiantadeganjue。tashirenmianmuquanfei，weiyuyisisikongju，mimimamatianmanyanjing。
meiyizongzhenzhengdefanzuidouzheiyang，zisi、eduzhiji，queyongwuxiuzhi。
dayueguoleshilaifenzhong，zaineishanmennei，yiqieyiwukewanhui，nengfashengdedouyifasheng。neirencainianmieyantou，buguozheiyicideyuqi，gengjialengku：“yehaizhang，zanmenkeyiyigegelai。jiexialai，lundaoshei？taitai？”tademuguangluozaifengyanshenshang，kefengyandeyanjingxiangshitoumingde，kongdongdibuzhidingzaineili。
tademuguangqueyouhuaguoqule，luozaichenruyinghechenbaozhulianshang：“xiaomeimei？dameimei？”chenruyingkuchuleshengyin，chenbaozhulianseshabai。ketademuguangquezuihouluozaichenlaotaitaishenshang：“wokan，haishilaotaitaiba。raoshenmewanlu？laotaitaizhongguiyeshigenvrena。”tajiaolaigetonghuo，tonghuokanyiyanchenlaotaitai，luchuxianqidexiao。tayexiaole，yipaitonghuodegeboshuo：“xingle，jiudangwangebaowenbei。buguo，yidingdenongdelaotaitaikaikoua。”tonghuodiandiantou，zoushangqianqu，chenjiarenquandoudaile，meixiangdaozheibangrenqin～shoudaozheigedibu。chenjiaoshouyixiazicongdishangpuguolai，houdao：“biepengwoma！”quebeirenyijiaotikai，anzaidishang。
di129zhangtanjiaoshiqi（3）
neitonghuoshenshouqulachenlaotaitai，tadeliansezhongyuchuxianyisihuangluan，neiyuanbenbingfengbanjueqiangdeliansejiuxiangshiliekaileyitiaofeng，talangbeididuokainanrendechupeng，houdao：“goule！”
tonghuotingshou。neirenyewanweididingzhelaoren。
laotaitaishuo：“ruguo……annishuodezuo，zenmebaozhengwomenyijiarendeanquan？”