第1章
songwanzhengkaiyanjingdeshihou，shouxianyinruyanliande，shiyigedahongshuangxizi。
tongshi，tanaodaizhongcuozongfuzadejiyi，rangtajuedetoukuaiyaobaozhale。
tajide，shangyimiaotahaizaijinglizheyichangjingtiandongdidewasibaozhashijian，dangshitazhengzaizuomeishizhibo，rangrenliukoushuideshuijingzhouzicaizuodaoyiban，meixiangdaofashenglebuxing。
ercishi，tazhishenzaiyigemoshengdehuanjingzhong，fanhuangdeqiangbishangguazheyigegulaodeshousiyuefenpan，heranxiezhe：“1985yichounian3yue16ri。”
songwanmengranzuoqishenlai，ditoukanlekanzijizheixianshoudeshenliang，haiyounaozilineixieluanqibazaobenbushuyutadejiyi......
tamingbaile，xiandaidetadequesile。
yaozhidao，shangbeizitazuomengdouxiangbaoshou，ketayijiushigepangzi。
ercishidetaxingyundizhongshengle，zhongshengzaipingxingjiakong80niandaideyigenianqingcunfushenshang，shenliangxianxian，liandaneryeshengdebucuo。
zheigexiaocunfuyejiaosongwan，cai20sui。
yinweizhadiehejimudexianhai，yuanzhubujinbeijimeiduozoulexinshangren，haibeibizhejiajiyigelincundeguanfu。
neiguanfuhaidaizhegeyuedadehaizi，jushuorenhaitingchoude，daozhiyuanzhuyihenxin，zaidongfanglijiufuduzishale，buxiangfanerchengjiuletazheigelaizi21shijidesongwanzhongsheng。
jilaizhizeanzhiba，songwanmingbai，congzheiyikeqi，tajiuyaozaizheilishenghuole。
suirantabushedexiandaideyiqie，danshixiandaidetagujishaodedouchengheitanle，eryuanzhubazijideshentijiaojileta，taziranyaodaitiyuanzhuhaohaohuoxialai。
buzhishiyaohuo，haiyaohuodepiaoliang！
songwanqiaoleqiaozijizhenzhenfayundetou，xiangrangzijinengqingxingdian，zuihaozaiduozhangwodianxinxi，haobangtaduguoxianzaidekunjing。biru，zenmetaohun?
yaotazheiyangyigejieshoulexiandaijiaoyudechengshu.nvxing，turanrenmingjieshoubaobanhunyinjiajizijibuxihuanderen，tabiranshidaxinyanerlibuleyide。
buguobuleyiguibuleyi，tacaibuhuicaiquyuanzhuneimejiduandezuofa。xunsijiejuebulerenhedewenti。
dangwuzhiji，shikanxiataneigesuoweidezhangfuchenjianguoshigeshenmedongxi。
heng，laopogangsimeiduojiu，jiujihonghongquxinxifu，zheinanrenkeyoudianzhaa......
songwanmouguangweiandiwolewoquantou，ancun：xianlihoubing。zijizenmeyeshixueguojinianwushuderen，shizaimeifahepinggoutonglihundehua，tajiuyongwulijiejue。
zhenghusiluanxiangjian，songwanturantingdaomenkouchuanlaiyishengzhinendetongyin：“buxujin，wojieshuole，meiyoutadetongyi，sheidoubuxujin。”
shiyuanzhudedidisongxiaoyang!
tingdaosongxiaoyangdezhinenweihu，songwanxinliyiruan。dengyiqiewentuole，tabudanzijiyaozou，haiyaodaizouyuanzhudeqianguasongxiaoyang！bale，xianjingguanqibian。
yuanzhupingriligenzijijianlaidedidisongxiaoyangganqingfeichanghao，yaoburanbuhuijiadaochenjiahaidaizhedidi。
kedaodihaishimeinengpeizhexiaoyangzhangda，yuanzhujiuzishale......
songwanxinlixixu，manyouyoudizuoqishenlai，zhenglileyixiazijishenshangdeyifu，youzhengliletoufa，jiandanpanzainaohou，yegubushangduoxinshangxiazijizheizhangpiaoliangdexiaoliandaner，ganmanglaidaomenkoubamendakai。
zhijiansongxiaoyangzhengyongxiaoxiaodeshenquzhangkaishuangbeidangzaimenkou，yanranyigexiaomenshen。
songwantaitou，duishangyishuangqiheirumodeyanjing，nanrenmianrongjunwei，titaikuiwu。suiranzhishichuanzhejianpodebaichenshanheikuzi，xiongqianhaidaizheyoudianhuajidehonghua，dantazheimeyichuzaimenkou，lengshijisongwanyizhongnanshenjianglindeganjue。
enmm，zijishangbeizixihuandejiushizheileixingdeshuaige。
songwanzhuangzuohaixiudedixiatou，chelechezijidexiuzi，xindao：jihuayoubian，xianchuchuba！
guoranyaoyanhaisiren，zheimeshuaidekeyidangnanmodenanren，nalichoule！
haoba，daigeyuedadehaiziyouzenyang？tashangbeizizhuyekeshimuyingshidelaomoxiaohushini！bieshuoyigehaizi，shijigehaizitayezhaoyangzhaogudetuotuode。
sheirangtazhangdewanquanfuhezijideshenmeini！
“wojiushichenjianguo。”nanrenzibaojiamen，“niyifuhuanhaolema？haolejiugenwochuqujingjiu。”
“jie，tajiushiwojiefu？”songxiaoyangrenzhendiwensongwan。
“dui。”songwannaixindiduisongxiaoyangdao：“tajiushinijiefu，yihouzaiwaimianwansheiqifuni，nijiuzhaota，tahenlihai。”
“keshi......”songxiaoyangshuozhe，ladilesongwan，“tashigequetuierde。”
宋婉一愣。