第六章不要回头
zaiwoerbianshuo：“buyaohuitou，yourenjiaoniyebuyaoyingda。”
zheitaiguiyile，guiyidaowohunshenqijipigeda，shenhoushengyinhujinhuyuan，wokandaoqianmianyoudashechaozhewochonglai，jiuzaiwoyaoqiangxingtingxia，sichenjicugaosuwo：“pao，zhuangzuomeikanjian。”
wowuzhunaodai，kanzhezhuangshangdeneike，wobishangyan，erbianshualesheng。
wozhengkaiyan，kandaojiaoxiayouhaojitiaoshechanzaiwopangbian，zhiyaowotingxia，tamenlikechanzhuwo。
wokuchulesheng，jingshenzhuangtaikuaiyaobengkui，yidaobaiguangjiangwozhouweideshejisaokai。
“biepa。”wotingtadeshengyinhenxuruo，jiaoxiabugantingxie。
“shasha”dafengguaguo，shuyecongdimiangunqi，wotingdaoshenhoushuxideshengyin，yeyezaijiaowo：“chusi，yeyeshenshangyeyoushewenle，yeyehaoteng。”
woxinzhongyitong，shenhoudeyeyejixushuo：“chusibiepao，yeyehaoteng，rangyeyezuihouyicibaonihaobuhao？yeyekeyibanishenshangdeshewenchudiao。”
woxiangqiyeyehaizaiyiyuan，shenhoude‘ren’bushiyeye。
wohunshenmaozhelenghan，shenhouhuanlehenduoshengyin，yeyoudongxipengdaowodehoubei，worenzhebuchusheng，pinmingdepao，zhidaokandaomamaguizaimawenjiaqian，shoulibaozheshejiuniao。
woyashenghanlesheng：“mama。”
wokanmamamanlianleishui，chongguolaibashoulideshejiudiuxiangwo，wobeizhuodedaozaidimianshang，mamadashenggaosuwo：“buyaodongbuyaoqilai，rangtazhuoni，wokandaotalaisuomingle。”
wohaipadewen：“mama，tashibushidashe？”
mamayanshenkongjudediantou：“nikandaotale？”
wobajinglideshidougaosulemama，hulveleyizhijiuwodenanren，wokanmamaliansecanbai，yifuyouxinwulidetongku，shejiubuduanzaiwoshenshangzhuo，tengdewokuaimamule。
zhouweifenghenda，woganjuedimianfadongdedou，erbiandesichengaosuwo：“jianchizhu，shejiunengzanshirangnijiechujiuchan。”
wohaoxiangkandaohenduosheyingcongwoshenshangdiaoluo，tingdaomamashuosheng：“haole。”wolikechaozhemamabaoqu，zhiyoumamahuaili，wocainengbugandaohaipa。
mamakandaowoshouwanshangdeshouzhuo，wenwo：“nizheishouzhuonalilaide？shimiaolideneiweisongnide？”
wozhangzhangzui，diantou：“mamanizenmezhidaomiaoli？”
wokanmamabaoqishejiu，renzhendeduiwoshuo：“buyaoxiangxinrenheta，wuluntayoumeiyoubangni，chusi，buyaoxiangxinzhidaoma？renheguguaiderendoubuyaoxiangxin。”
那我该相信谁？
wopanghuangzhe，beimamalazhequxishou，shitujiangshouzhuozhaixialai，kewulunmamazenmezhai，doumeiyong，fanerwoshoubeishangdeshewen，tengdewodakuqilai。
mamameiyoudongzuole，chenmodekanzhewo。“zheishouzhuolaishangnile，chusi，niyibeizizhaibuxialaile。”
wobaixialian，kanzheshouwanshangdeshouzhuo，neinanrenduiwoyoushenmemude。
keshitabanglewo，jiulewodeminga。
mamapaidazhemawenjiamen，chichimeiyouchulai，zhishuoleju：“nimenjiadeshi，wobangbule，woshifurenzhiyijin，wobuxianggenzhemeiming，woyaotiwoshifuhuoxiaqu。”
mamaliansenankan，zhihaolazhewohuidaolejia，jishaojiaodebabajiandanchulile，erbiannanrengaosuwo：“niyeyetinidangzhuyijie，chusi，nideshewenbujiniduoshaoshijianle。”
wotongxin，woningyuanyeyehaohaopingandeshenghuo，yashenghuiwen：“nibangwo，weishenmebujiuwoyeye。”
tachenmole，tanxidixiao：“chusi，nizhiyaomingbaiwobuhuihaini，haihuijiuni，zhinengjiuni。”woduitashuo：“neizheishouzhuoni，wozhaibuxialai，woyaozhaishewenjiutong。”
tachuxianzaiwomianqian，taderongmaowomenglongkanbuqing，nengganshoudaotayinggaimeijianheshan，shenduanyehengaoda，fushenmozhuwodetou。
“tazaibangni，buyaozhaixialai。”
wofukaitadeshou，buganyonglizhishiqingqingtuikai，bunengdezuita，wowanghoutuiyibu：“woshoubeishangdeshewen，heniyoumeiyouguanxi？nijiushiwomenglidedashe？”
talianselvexieandan：“nihuaiyiwo，wohuinanguode，chusi。”
wotingdaotashengyinlidenanguo，huandeqinqie，woyishijianwuyu，menkouchuanlaimuqindejiaohuan，yanqianderenxiaoshi，wokanmamaduanzheniunaijinlaiwenwo。
“chusi，nizaigensheijianghua？”
womeigenmamatanbai，pamamadanxin，jieguoniunaiheleyikou，wowen：“mama，cengzufuzangzainali？”
wobixuzhaodaocengzufu，jiekaishewen，jinkuaijieshuzheiguiyideyiqie。
wokanmamalianseguguai，yanshendingzhewokanbanhui，shengyinhechiwo：“niwenzheigeganshenme？nihaixianmingbugoudashibushi？”
wobujiemamafanyingzheimeda，jixushuo：“mashifurangwoquzhaocengzufu，mama，cengzufuneiyibeidaodizuoleshenmeshi？”
mamatinghounudengwoyiyan，numawo：“xiaohaizizhidaoneimeduoshizuoshenme，nixianzaizhuyaoshidushu，haohaohuoxialai。”
wodaidaizhanzaiyuandi，mamakanwobeiheshale，youhuifuheshandegenwoshuo：“yiqiemamahuijiejue，mamayidinghuibaohuni，mingrimamaqukanniyeye。”
wobaozhumamadeshenqu，zheixietiantashoulebushao，shiqulebaba，yeyehaizaiyiyuan，erwodeweixianduitadajitaida。
mamaduiwoshuo：“nibashejiudaizaishenbian，neixiesheduinishuoderenheshi，doubuyaoxiangxin，zhidaoma？”
wobuganchenmotaijiu，dayinglexialai。
dayinghou，wosihutingdaosisideshengyin，suizhefangzidehuangdong，buandeganjueyuelaiyueqianglie，wokandaowomamatoudingshangdesheying，ermamashenqingbubian，buduanzhufuwobunengshejiulishen。
wochengmuzashe，qiangzhizijizhendingxialai，zheishihouwobuyinggaidacaojingshe。
mamazouchufangjiandeneike，wozoudaomenkou，kanzhetaxialou，zheishihoudamenkoulailegenanren，shigebicunmeilaopodelaojiugui，tingshuowobabayisi，shibushiguolaizhaowomama。
zheixiabuzhidaoyouzaishuoshenme，hurantayaobaozhuwomama，wohanlesheng：“mama！”
kanjianwomamatuiyibalaojiugui，wocaisongkouqi，erlaojiuguitaitouduishangwodeyan，guguaidexiaolexiao，yanshenbuduanzaiwoshenshangdaliang。
“zheishinidenverba？zhenpiaoliang。”
wokanlaojiuguibuzhengjingdeshuoleju，wotingzhehenbushufu，gengrangwobuandeshi，laojiuguiduiwomamashuoyiju。
“nimenmunvshiquleqinren，jialimeilenanren，yidinghenhaipaba，yaobujinwanwoliuxialaipeinimen，jiushuizaiketing？”