第一章

1985nian6yue,junfuchang。

“bashiniandai,yigejuexingdeniandai,yigechaoqipengbodeniandai,yigezhenguideniandai……”

banzhelabalichuanchuchunfengbandesangyin,wuxiudejunfuchanggongrenmenyeyexuxuwangsushezouqu。

nianwanguangboci,shenxiaociheshangbijiben,kuashangbaoxiabanhuijia。

gangchuguangbozhan,biankanjianshuxiayimojunlvsedeshenying。

tayishentingbajunzhuang,lianpangjunlangbushilingli,meiyanwenrouqueyoudaizhejunrendesherenqishi,jiusuanzhanzaineiershenmeyebuzuo,yenengrangrengandaokekao。

“yezhengweizaimenkouzhanleyigexiaoshi,kesuandengdaoxifuxiabanla!”

buzhidaosheidaquleju,shenxiaocidesixubeilahui,xinyesuizhifanqilianyi。

dangqinyankandaoyexingzeshi,tacaijuedezijizhendezhongshengdaolesishinianqian。

shishenjian,yexingzeyijingzoudaolemianqian,wenshengkaikou:“niliansezenmebutaihao,leile?”

wangzhenanrenshensuideyanmou,shenxiaocixinzhongwuweizachen。

tamenjiehunshigeyiwai,yexingzeshiweilebaoquantademingshengcaiquleta。

shangbeizi,tacongganjidaoshenai,napatayibeizimeipengta,tayemomorenxia,morenmeiyouhaizishitashentiyouwenti,shoujinlebaiyan。

ketalinsideshihou,zuiliquehanzhelingyigenvrendemingzi……rujinzhongsheng,nandaohaiyaobashangbeiziderenshengzaijingliyicima?

jiantafadai,yexingzebuyouwen:“xiangshenmeni?”

shenxiaocihuiguoshen,yanshiyixiao:“meishenme,womenhuiquba。”

zhengzhiyanxia,lieridangtou。

liangrenyiqizouzaichanglidelvyindadaoshang,shenbianshibushishiguoqizheerbadagangdegongren。

yexingzelvxiandakaihuaxiazi:“laijieniqianqukanlebama,tingshuoyeayijiachuledianshi,baqubanglemang,maxianzaichaozheyaolihun。”

沈小辞眉目微拧。

yeayishigonggongdeqianqi,liangrencongmeiduanguolianxi,gonggongduitagengshiyouqiubiying,yaoshenmedouji。

tataiyankanxiangnanrendecelian,muguangfuza:“babangyeayiyebushiyiciliangci,youshihouhaidabangeyuebuhuijia,mananmianshengqi……”

yexingzehurantingxiajiao,yuqiziranyoududing:“wentibuzaiyeayi,shibamayijingmeiyouganqing。”

shenxiaocixinyidun,niezhekuabaodeshoubuyoushoujin。

nanrenqueyijiuzhuanyihuati:“duile,nibushishuoyaoqudianshitaicanjiaboyinzhuchirendedaan,zuohaozhunbeile?”

沈小辞眸光一黯。

tayigeyueqianjiutongguodaanle,guoliangtiandounengdiaodaodianshitaishanggangle。

taxianzaicaiwen,shiduitaduobushangxin?

xintousuanseshunjianmanyandaiyanwei,shenxiaocibuzhidaozijishangbeizi,shizenmejianchizheiduanhunyinde……“woqubachekaiguolai,nizaizheierdengwo。”

meidengdaotahuida,yexingzeziguzizouyuan,jiuhaoxiangtaganggangjiushisuibianyiwen。

zhanzaiyuandi,shenxiaocimomoshenhuxi,huanjiezhexiongkoudechenzhonggan。

kedenglehenjiu,yebujianrenhuilai。

chuaizheyihuohedanxin,tashunzheyexingzelikaidefangxiangzhaoleguoqu,meixiangdaogangguaiguoyigechalukou,jiukanjianyigechuanzaibaiqundenvrenkaozaiyexingzehuaili。

dingjingyikan,shenxiaocihuximengranzhizhu,zaiyemaibukaitui。

是于英楠!

neigeyexingzeaileyibeizidenvren!

zhijianyuyingnanjinjinhuanzheyexingzedeyao,hanleideshuangyanmanshijuanlian:“dangchuwobeifumubipojiaren,wozhendehaotongku,xiangnixiangdaodeleyiyuzheng,daoxianzaihaizaichiyao。xingze……nihaiaiwoma?”

tingdaozheihua,shenxiaocixinmengdisuozaileyiqi,buxiangyebuganqutinglingyifangdehuida。

kemeidengtalikai,yexingzeshayadehuiyingbianbeifengguajinleerduo——

“爱。”