出轨是什么感觉？
huoleershiliuniandesuliuzhengbuzhidao，dantaxiangshishi……
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hunandejiudiantaofangnei，suliuzhengbeinanrenyazaishenxiachuanbuguoqi，rutongyudianbanmimimamadewenluozaitabojingchu，redetajinghulianlian。
jiezhechuangwaizhaojinlaideguang，tayinyuenengkandaonanrenlengjiaofenmingdecelian，shigejingweitianrendedashuaige。
tingshuohaishitoupai，xianglaifuwuyinggaihenhao。
shishenzhiji，nanrengujiefenmingdedashouqiazhutadexiae，qiangxingjiangtabanguoquyutaduishi，rutongdatiqinbanchunhoudiyadeshengyinchuanlai，“kanzhewo。”
是不容置疑的语气。
“jizhuwodemingzi，huo……”
“nizuobuzuo？buzuowohuanrenle。”
suliuzhengbunaifandedaduanduifang，benjiushiweibaofuzuochudechongdongzhiju，sheizaihutajiaoshenme。
yishenglengchi，nanrenyaoshangtadechun，badaodewenxilai，suliuzhenglunxianqizhong。
“diyici？”nanrenfushen，chongmancixingdeshengyinzaitaerbianxiangqi。
suliuzhengmimihuhunglesheng，zhihoubianganshoudaoshenshangnanrengengjiamailidegengyun。
qingshijieshu，suliuzhengzhenggerenyijingtanruanzaichuangshang，yuguangpiexiangshenpangdenanren，ganghaochujitamosedemouzi，shenbukece。
jiantayanlihaishanzheyueyueyushideguangmang，suliuzhengmangguoshangbeizi，“bu……buyaole。”
“嗯？”
“nidefuwuwohenmanyi，qianshaobulenide。”
shuohuajian，suliuzhengyijingqiangchengzhecongchuangshangqilai，congdishangbayifuyijianjianjianqilaichuanshang，“zhipiaozaichuangtoujushang，nixiankankanjine，bumanyiwozaijia。”
suishuobatazhetengdebansi，danshufuyeshizhenshufu，zheiqianhuadezhi。
pada，taofangdedengbeidakai，huoyantingzuozaichuangyan，gujiefenmingdedashounaqichuangtoujushangdezhipiao，yanlidaizhexixue：“chushoutingdafang。”
“chukainijinwandefuwu，zheilimianhaiyouyibifengkoufei，dong？”
suliuzhengzhuanshenzoudaonanrengenqian，bukuishibeitayiyanjiukanshangderen，zheizhanglianbuguanzaikanduoshaoci，dourangtajingyan。
“kanyangzi，duiwodefuwuhenmanyi？”huoyantingtiaomei，xiayimiaojiujiangmianqiandesuliuzhenglaxialai，zaiciyazaishenxia，“buru……zailaiyici？”
“buyao！”suliuzhengjujue。
kehuoyantingmeijiangtafangkai，fandaoshichangkuanggouqitadeneiyijiandai，“nvrenshuobuyaojiushiyao，wodong。”
“woshikeren，woshuolesuan。”suliuzhengfankang，taxianzaiqueshimeixinsizailaiyici，tapazijihuibeizheigenanrennongsizaichuangshang。
“keren？”huoyantingjiangzheilianggezizaizuililaihuijujiao，zuihouhuaweiyishengqingxiao，“gandangwodekeren，nihaishidiyige。”
“a？diyige？”suliuzhengmengle。
“shia，suoyiyaobuyaoqiangezhangqihetong？”
“zhang……zhangqi？”suliuzhenghoubeiyijiang，zheishirangtabaotama？
suirantazhangdeshuai，fuwuyehaikeyi，kesuliuzhengqueshimeiyouyaobaoyigeshuaigedeyisi，zheiyaoshirangpeijianeibianzhidao……
tabuganxixiang，mangjiangshenshangdenanrentuikai，“baoqian，womeiyouzheigexiangfa，nizhaoqitarenba。”
diuxiazheihua，suliuzhengyebuguanduifangshishenmefanying，yiliuyanpaole。
zhuliqiaomenjinlaideshihou，zijialaobantieqingzhelian，kanqilaijiuxinqinghencha，tazhanzhanjingjingdikaikou：“huozong，ninmeishiba？wogangganghaoxiangkandaoyigenvren……”
huahaimeishuowan，huoyantinglinglidemuguangkanguolai，zhulidalegehanzhan，meiganzaikaikou。
zhipiaozaihuoyantinggujiefenmingdeshouzhongzhuandong，tazuijiaoweiyang，kanqilaidaizhexiaoyi。
danzhiyoushuxitaderencaizhidao，tacikehenshengqi。
huoyantingcongchuangshangqishen，qiangdadeshangweizheqixishunjiansanfa，zhulixiaoxinyiyigenzaitashenhou，buganduoyan。
tazhishiyouxiehaoqi，ganggangneigecongzijialaobanfangjianchuqudenvrenshishei？
yizhezijialaobanfangyuanshimidoubuyunxuyounvrenchuxiandexingge，jingranhuiyounvrencongtafangjianchulai，zheitaiguiyile。
nandao……zijialaobangaixingzile？
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haitianhuisuo，suliuzhengdaobaoxiangmenkoudeshihou，limianzhengchuanlaizhongrendeqihongsheng。
“亲一个！”
“亲一个！”
touguomenfeng，suliuzhengkandaobaoxianglipeimingyaojiangxuyanlanruhuaizhong，ditouzaitachunshangqinleyikou。
xinkouchuchuanlaicitong，chuizaishencedeshuangshoubuzhiheshiwoquan，zhijiaqiajinrouli，taquehaowuzhijue。
“mingyao，niwanzheimeda，suliuzhengzenmeban？”baoxiangneiyourendaizhexixuedewen，suliuzhengwozhemenbashou，meiyoujizhejinqu。